Lux's POV
I drove faster with the speeder. I want to be on time. Finally I had asked her. It had cost so much corage to aks her. But she isn't on this world a Jedi. No one know that she is one.
But I know that wherever we are, whoever we look...She will never be mine. She is a Jedi. They are fobidden to love. But I don't care.
Soon I arrived at the east exit and stoped the speeder. She walked over to me. She looked difficult in this outfit. But she looked beautiful. As she always do. She sat down behind me and laied her armes around me.
As I started the speeder and we were a few meters away from the academy, she laied her head against my back. I felt something deep in me. A warm wonderful feelinf. I always had it when she was near.
Soon I saw the little house in the forest. It wasn't really a apartment. It was the big treehouse. My father and I had build for a long time ago. I never had show it someone. It was the secret from my father and me. He had said, I should show it to the right girl. The only girl in my life. Ahsoka. She was the only girl in my life.
I stopped and she let go off me. We both stood up.
She looked around. I was sure she didn't saw it. It was night and dark. I took her hand. I felt again something in my stomach. A kid would call it butterflyes.
I went with her to a stair. We walked up.
„Lux, where are we?" she asked.
„Wait. You will see it soon." I said.
I stopped and turned to her.
„Close your eyes and wait here." I said.
„O..okay." she said. It was little kitshy. That's for sure.
I walked over to a switch and turned it on. The light turned on and fairy lights were all around the tree.
„Now, open them." I said.
Ahsoka's POV„Now, open them." he said.
I opened slowly my eyes and looked around. The tree house was surround by fairy lights. It was so wonderful. It looked awseome. I couldn't tell how great it looked.
„It's beautiful, Lux." I said.
„You're beautiful." I heard him whispering.
I felt that my lekkus became darker. Why was it always so difficult in his near?
I turned to him and looked into his green-grey eyes.
„Why did you bring me here?"
Lux's POV
„Why did you bring me here?" she asked.
Why did she has to ask that? What should I answer now? I decided to tell her the truth. But how? She has to find out my true feelings for her, but how? I signed. I guess she heard it.
„You don't have to tell me when it hurt you to much." she said.
„I have to tell you. You're the only person who should hear it." I said.
She nodded. I took her hands and hold them in mine.
„My dad and I build it a long time ago. He said I only should show it to the only girl in my life."
I stoped short. „You're the only girl in my life."
I saw that she sniffed the air. I looked directly in her eyes. They were so beautiful. I came closer to her. She didn't moved away as I had expect, she came nearer, too. I could feel her breathing on my face. I laied one of my hand on her cheek, the otherone on her back and pulled her close to me and kissed her.
Ahsoka's POV
I felt his lips on mine. My head said to pull away, but I didn't. I could fight against this feeling which spread in my whole body. This happy, warm, wonderful feeling. After a few seconds more I pulled away and looked at him.
He smiled as well as I did. We both said down and laied against the tree trunk. I laied myself in his armes and laied my head against his chest. I know it was forbidden. Forbidden to love. But I couldn't. My emotions for him where to strong.
I wasn't sure how long we had just sit there and had looked into the sky. I sat slightly up and looked into his eyes. Before I did he kissed me again. This time passionate. I enjoyed the kiss and kissed, with all passion and love for him in me, back.
Passion was forbidden. Love was forbidden. I didn't care. If my master could hide a marry, I could hide my love for Lux. I pulled away and looked again in his eyes.
„I have to go back..." I said sad.
He nodded and we both stood up. I walked in his arm to the speeder. He said down and I behind him. I laied my arms around him and my chin on his shoulder, beside his face.
Sooner as I wanted we arrived at the academy. Before I stood up I gave him a short kiss on his cheek. Than I stood up. I wanted to go, but he had stand up too. He hold my wrist and pulled me back into a passionate kiss. I kissed back.
„I hope we see us tomorrow." he said after I had pulled away.
„You're the teacher. Would be a wonder if I wouldn't come." I said smiling.
With that he let go of my hand and I walked back into the academy.
The corridors where empty. I walked into the quarter. No one was awake. I walked over to my room and laied down. Suddenly...
„Where were you?" Aveline asked and shined with her flashlight in my face.
„No where." I said and turned away.
„Of course..." she said and sat down on my bed.
„See, Aveline, I'm very tired. Can we talk tomorrow?" I said and looked slightly to her.
She signed and nodded. Than she left. I closed my eyes. I saw again, Lux and me sitting under that tree. It had been wonderful. I hadn't been ever sure if he really felt something for me...and after that with Steela... With that thought I fell alseep.
Next day (10 am)
Finally the lesson with Lux. Aveline was so nervous. I was it, but not because he was 'so hot', because he had choose me from all girls of the world. Me. A Jedi... I could never be his...Never...But I want so bad!
„There he is" Aveline whispered.
I smiled as he entered. He looked to me. He smlied to. I had to laugh slightly as Aveline thought he would smile to her. Lux began the lesson with all the things he had done with the rebbels on Onderon. He had change the name of the Jedi who helped him. Now it wasn't longer me, it was my Master who had helped.
I was surprised as they all wanted to know how he is. Lux couldn't tell much. But he did all he know. He looked to me and I nodded slightly, to show him it was okay what he had said.
The lesson was over. Aveline and I went to the door.
„Hold on. I want to ask him something..." she said.
Oh boy. That couldn't mean something good.
We walked over to him. I stood behind Aveline as she asked Lux.
„Senator?" she said.
„Yes?" he answered.
„I know it's a ridiculous question..." she said.
That can't be good!
„...did you ever fall in love? Is it actually allowed to you to love?" she asked.
Did she had to asked that?! I saw sightly the shock in Lux's face.
„We are allowed to love...and...yes. I did fall in love. I already am." he said. „Why do you ask?"
„Just a question." she said. She took me wrist and pushed me with her out.
A smiled short to Lux as we left. Aveline was dissapointed.
„What is it?" I asked.
„I thought he may be free." she said.
„You have a crush on him?" I asked...that could be a problem.
„Yes...I guess so."
It was definatly a problem. I was in love with someone, and Aveline has a crush on him. Okay every girl in our class hace a crush on him. But here...she was my friend. I can't tell her the truth, about me and him. It would destroy our friendship when I would tell her.
I signed and we walked to the next lesson. Fighting skills with Ventress...Can the day be worse?
