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Chapter 6: I was 15

Grissom wasn't sure how long he had been sitting there, just watching Nick sleep and thinking. He had left for a brief moment to get his kit from his car, he knew he'd have to take pictures and finish the examine that the doctor didn't do. He hated it, he never thought he'd have to do a rape kit on Nick, a guy he's been in love with for a while, he found out how he felt when Nick had been buried alive and he thought he'd never see him again. And then when they did find him he didn't want to let him out of his sight, but he did, showing up at the hospital a short time later.

Grissom was pulled from his thoughts when Nick groaned as he was starting to wake up. "Nick, Nicky." Grissom said softly as he put his hand on Nick's arm. Nick flinched away involuntarily. His eyes fluttered up he looked at Grissom, "Grissom, what happened where are we?" Nick asked. "You're at a hospital Nicky, do you remember anything?" Grissom asked. It took a few minutes before the memories came back to him. "I remember waking up in a strange place, I went to Brass for help, he called you. Where are the others?" Nick asked. "Their working on your clothes and…" Grissom couldn't finish his sentence. So Nick did, "Sperm, that the doctor got from me." Grissom just nodded grimly. "It's okay, I know I've been raped, and I'm fine with it. It's okay Grissom." Nick said.

"Nick I need to pictures, if you're ready for that." Nick just nodded, he knew what to expect, the doctor did the hart part, he'd asked if Nick wanted him to do it or his friends, he picked the doctor. Nick sat up, he pulled the string that held the hospital gown on, and slowly pulled the top down. Grissom saw bruises on Nick's chest, his neck, and he finally took notice of the bruises getting darker on Nick's arms and wrists. The others were like this, they didn't have a mark on them. Why was Nick's situation so different, Grissom had to wonder if Nick put up a fight.

Nick pushed at the guy to get away from him, the other guy who had entered the room grab Nick's arms and pull him back but he pulled away, he kicked at the guy trying to pry at his legs, he wrenched his left arm away and scratched the guy across his neck, he cursed, put his hand on Nick's throat, he felt another pair of hands on his wrist pulling them up, he stopped fighting the little energy he'd had left now on empty.

By the time Nick came out of his memories Grissom was finished with the pictures on his upper body. "Nick the doctor said he saw some scaring." Grissom said slowly. Nick looked at him, "Yeah he asked me about it, I told him to mind his own business."

"Are you going to say the same to me?" Grissom asked. Nick pulled the hospital gown back up. "No." Nick said as he looked down. "Nick you can tell me. I won't look at you or treat you in different." Grissom said, he had a feeling that's why Nick didn't tell any of them he was gay. It was one of the Grissom's reasons, though he had no reason to think that, no one treated him different, but he knew that Nick had no idea he's gay. "Nicky, I'm gay." Grissom finally said after a few minutes. Nick looked up, "You are?"

Grissom nodded, "I am, I'm also in love with you." Grissom said hoping Nick might feel the same about him. "You do?" Nick asked, he couldn't be this lucky, he'd never been this lucky. Grissom nodded again, "I love you Nicky." It took several minutes before Nick said the three well in this case four words Grissom had been dreaming Nick would say. "I love you too." Grissom smiled, "I'm glad Nicky." Grissom put a reassuring hand on Nick's shoulder. "I was fifteen." Nick said. "What?" Grissom asked. "I was fifteen, he was my first boyfriend, also an experiment, after him I've never had another boyfriend no matter how much I was attracted to them, I was just, I was scared of something like this happening to me again. I should've trusted you and the others with my secret. But I was scared, I didn't want you or the others to look at me any differently like my family did when they first found it, it took them years to get use to the idea and…I just…"

"It's okay Nicky, not just tell me what happened, and there's no need to hurry." Nick nodded, but before he could get started there was a knock on the door.

Grissom sighed as he looked at the closed the door, he stood up and answered it, it was Catherin. "Grissom I have something." Catharine said, she saw that Nick was awake, "hey Nicky." Nick smiled at her. "Nicky I need to barrow Grissom for a second." Nick nodded, "Okay." He said. Grissom walked out into the hall with Grissom. "Gris, we got something off the sperm sample, or should I say samples."

"Samples, there was more then one." Catharine nodded, "three to be exact." Grissom was in shock.

A/N: The next chapter will be of Nick's past it will be in the more rated R then what the other chapters have been.

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