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Well, if you've read Worth (175), then you'll know just why I'm writing this. This is a direct extension of that. And if you've read masterjediratgrl31's 'A First Time For Everything' then you'll notice similarities between our latest chapters but that's because we've both had Dean feels and did a lot of collaboration tonight!
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7. Dammit, Dean!
Dean's head was spinning as Cas pressed sweet kiss after sweet kiss to his mouth. How could everyone think so highly of him? What the hell had he ever done to deserve all of this love and affection and loyalty?
"Cas –" he choked out. Cas made a shushing sound and kissed him on the nose.
"Let me love you, Dean. Please."
Dean squeezed his eyes shut and finally nodded. He felt Cas gently tilt his head back and trail searing kisses down his throat. He swallowed hard.
"Up."
Dean obeyed the command and sat up so that Cas could pull his shirts off. His angel then pushed him back down to the bed and began to lay a burning path down his chest, pausing at his nipples. He took the left one into his mouth and Dean hissed, his back arching as pleasure surged through him.
"You are beautiful, Dean," Cas whispered, leaning up to kiss Dean on the lips. "You are amazing and wonderful."
He returned to Dean's chest and suckled on his right nipple. Dean groaned loudly as Cas swirled his tongue around the pink nub and took it between his teeth, biting and tugging lightly. He prayed for Cas to just leave his chest and go down lower but Cas clearly had other plans because it was a while before he finally resumed his mouth's journey down south.
"Caaaaaasssss," he moaned as Cas licked around the waistband of his jeans. Cas slowly unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them, Dean lifting his hips to help, before mouthing at Dean's hard dick through his boxers. Dean groaned loudly and tangled his fingers in Cas' dark hair and it was only a moment before Cas was then pulling the boxers off.
"I love you, Dean," he said firmly as he quickly pulled his own clothes off. He bent down and pressed a kiss to the head of Dean's dick and Dean nearly doubled over with a loud exclamation.
"Dammit, Cas!" he cried. Cas sat back on his haunches, looking both mischievous and determined. "What the hell are you doing?"
"I won't proceed any further until you tell me one positive attribute about yourself," Cas said firmly. "For each positive thing, I will give you a reward."
Dean froze. That wasn't fair! What the hell was Cas playing at?
"I'm…loyal?" he finally managed to force out. Cas smiled and bent down to kiss Dean's cock again, making him groan loudly. "Fuck!"
"Not yet, Dean. What else?"
"I'm…brave. And – and – caring."
This was rewarded with a small blowjob that had Dean's toes curling and his mouth making filthy sounds. When Cas came back up, still attached to Dean's cock by a line of drool, he smiled and reached into the nearby drawer for the lube.
"I'm going to make love to you, Dean," he said. "Not fuck you but make love. While I prep you, I want you to tell me more good things about yourself. The more things you tell me, the faster I'll prep you and the faster I'll put my penis inside you."
Dean moaned at the thought. When he felt a cold finger circle his entrance and then push in, he let out a long, loud groan and tried to raise his hips so that Cas' finger could go deeper.
"No," Cas said firmly. "Something positive, Dean."
"Wonderful?"
Cas crooked his finger, brushing against Den's prostate. Dean yelped and tried to thrust down into the touch but Cas quickly pulled back.
"Funny!" Dean said in a strangled gasp. Cas smiled and inserted a second finger scissoring him open. "Protective! Good brother! Cas, please!"
It wasn't long before Cas had four fingers inside Dean, who was panting and fucking himself on them. His angel withdrew them and then coated his dick in lube before crawling on top of Dean. Dean quickly wrapped his legs around Cas' waist, gasping in relief when Cas finally pushed in. He grabbed Cas' biceps, gripping them tightly and throwing his head back as Cas began to thrust slowly and rock his hips into Dean's.
"I love you so very much, Dean," Cas panted, cupping Dean's face shakily. "You are – so – amazing – wonderful – kind – selfless – beautiful – words cannot describe –"
Each word was punctuated with a gentle thrust. Dean could feel the unimaginable love pouring off Cas and, to his horror, tears began to well in his eyes and stream down his cheeks.
"What's wrong, Dean?" Cas said. "Tell me."
"D-Don't deserve it," Dean choked. He was crying during sex! How girly was that? "C'mon, Cas…why you doin' this?"
"Because you are – you are beautiful, Dean!" Cas rolled his hips, brushing against Dean's prostate, and Dean roared in pure pleasure. "You are w-worthy of every little bit of love! I could – could not imagine – imagine anybody more deserving!"
Dean could feel his orgasm building up. He was still crying and Cas leaned down to brush his lips against Dean's cheeks, erasing his tears.
"I – cannot tell you – how – how much I – I love you," Cas panted. He took Dean's dick in hand and began to pump and it only took several strokes before pleasure was exploding inside him and his vision was full of blinding colours and Dean howled and cried and writhed around, reeling from the best orgasm he'd ever had. He felt Cas release deep inside him as he lay panting, his limbs jelly-like, and Cas collapsed bonelessly on him when sated.
"Y-Y-You really mean –?" Dean forced out. Cas smiled tenderly and rolled off Dean so that he could snuggle into his side.
"Every word, Dean. It physically pains me that you cannot see just how amazing and beautiful you are."
He kissed Dean's cheek. Feeling an overwhelming, raw love well up inside him, Dean wrapped his arms around Cas and held him tightly, kissing and nuzzling into his hair.
"Love you too, Cas. You don't deserve me."
Cas shook his head, his fingers tracing patterns on Dean's stomach.
"No. It is I who doesn't deserve you, Dean. And I will spend every day of the rest of my life telling you that you deserve love if I must."
