Myyy life has been completely devastated between the last post I made on here and today. And I don't know how to handle anything that gets thrown at me apparently, so everything has been in a downward spiral. Does it seem to anyone else like life brings you to the best moments you'll get and then drops you on your ass in a second?

My point with this being, my own life lately has been more dramatic than any fic I've read on here, and I don't know if I have the energy to go on with this story. I had some more written but at one point I got so upset with everything that I destroyed my laptop and all the shit on it, and never found the urge to keep writing. I might just ditch this fic and move on to a new one eventually, now that school's out [except for regents -_-] and I have more time to write. I really like this story and I wanna keep going with it, but it's hard because.. well it's just difficult.

Sorry to anyone who likes/reads/alerted/favorited/whatever it, but I promise I'll get around to writing another one. Maybe one like this, maybe editing this one and throwing it back out. I've just recently been getting my shit together so I can start writing again and not just reading. Haha damn, no freshman orientation day in September could've prepared me for this kind of freshman year. I guess that fight I got in way back then kinda set the bar for the rest of the year. Thanks for listening to this rambling shit guys :P sorry about the story, thanks for reading though!