I didn't feel like re-reading this so forgive me if this chapter is crap. I just wanted to get this done for my bby

Disclaimer: I do not own the canon characters. I do own my OCs.

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"Kai!" Marcy jumped out of her seat on the couch once she heard the boy walk in. She had been waiting to hear from him all day, but he didn't text or call. Seemed like she just had to wait and find out what happened once he got back.

A sad smile on his lips, he sighed. "Nothing. Levi wasn't there." It was a lie. He couldn't tell her what he just witnessed. Words and sounds still clear in his head, it made him want to vomit. How dare Levi! He was getting married yet he did this. Kai was dying to tell the innocent young woman, tell her everything so she wouldn't have to live believing in a lie, yet he couldn't bring himself to hurt her. His only excuse would be for the sake of the baby. More stress wouldn't be good for the new mother.

"B-but his shift-"

"He wasn't there."Kai insisted firmly. He gave her a stern look that he rarely ever made, one that told her that was the end of the conversation. He didn't want to talk about it anymore. If he did, only more lies would come out of it.

Chocolate eyes looked down at the floor and raven locks hung down covering her face. She had really been hoping that he was there. "He's still angry." She concluded, not knowing what else to say. Knowing him he must be, otherwise he would have went to work. If she still knew him that well, she swears that he is probably passed out at some bar after drinking himself into a coma. "H-he... He'll come back after he cools off... right?"

"Probably." He nodded and sat himself next to the girl. When she tiled and leaned against him, he wrapped his arms around her shoulder and tried his best to comfort her. It was the least he could do after being a horrible best friend.

A light giggle escaped her lips. "You know, I left him a note, telling him where I went." It wasn't really a funny thing but she just needed to laugh. Laughter was the best medicine right? "The pregnancy test results are with it. I wish I could see his face when he reads it."

"Wouldn't that be a sight." Kai tried to laugh too.

"Can you believe I'm finally going to be a mommy?" Marcy grinned. Her hand went to her stomach where a little bulge was starting to show. At first, she had thought she was just gaining weight. It would have made sense since she has been eating so much lately.

Kai's eyes softened. "You always wanted that. Remember when we were little?"

"Yeah, I do." The memories were still clear in her mind as if they were only yesterday. She and Kai, and a few other friends, would go out and play at the park. Even though she was the youngest of their group, she always insisted on playing the mommy. Of course they didn't argue with her, not wanting to upset their youngest member.

The past seemed to be just a blissful memory now. One that anyone would have loved to stay in forever if they could. Everything seemed so perfect back then. The way that the sun used to shine down on all of them as if caressing their skin in its warmth. The way the breeze used to lightly brush against them, carrying them to a new world which only they would ever be able to see. All the colors seemed to be brighter, more calming and real. Life was good. Everything was perfect.

"Too bad it couldn't have stayed that way." Marcy sighed, finally coming back into reality. Her eyes looked around and everything seemed to have dulled. Colors once so vivid had now mellowed down. Life wasn't as easy as before. Not everything was good. All the fantasies had now gone away along with all the stories of once upon a time. Cause that's all they will ever be. Once upon a dream.

"Aren't you happy though?" He rose an eyebrow and looked at her curiously. "I know it's hard right now, but you're getting married. You're going to be a mother. It's everything that you ever wanted."

"I suppose so. I'm just a bit lost." She sighed, curling up against him a little more. It was getting late. She was getting tired. "I just hope Levi and I will be alright."

Kai nodded and picked her up in his arms. "Of course. Now, don't worry too much. Let's get you to bed."

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Just forget about it, Levi. It didn't happen. The man growled at himself, punching the wall. Gunmetal eyes turned back only to flinch in pain. His office had suddenly turn into the place of his hell, the place where he had sinned.

"I won't say anything if you won't... I don't want to hurt Marcy, she's one of my best friends. No one has to know about his." That's what Eren had told him. He knew the boy wouldn't say anything. Eren feared him too much to do such a thing.

Locking the door to his office, he tucked away the key, wishing that he would never have to return to that filth, but knowing that he would have to the next morning.

The drive home wasn't any better. A car had cut him off and the driver of the said car got a mouthful from him. Today was terrible. Yesterday was a nightmare. All he wanted was to get home to his beautiful fiancée and fall asleep with her in his arms.

"Marcelle." The man's voice echoed through the empty house. Everything seemed to be so quiet. It was late now, maybe past ten, so he wouldn't have been surprised if she had gone to bed already. Even if she used to stay awake until well past midnight, she had the habit of falling asleep earlier these past few months.

Hanging his coat on the coat rack, he made his way into the kitchen where he expect to find something to eat left out on the tablet. There was none. I hope she ate something... But there was no sign of that.

"Marcelle? Hunny I'm home." He called again, but he didn't get an answer. He knew that the things he said yesterday were horrible, but he didn't mean it. He knew that she might still be angry with him, and that frustrated him. I'm sorry. I love you... I'm sorry...

He walked into their bedroom and a light smile formed on his lips. A delicate figure laid under the blankets, probably drifting away into sleep, just as he thought.

Levi leaned in to give the figure a kiss. His heart stopped. An arm ripped the covers off the bed only to find pillows underneath. Gunmetal eyes widened in complete fear and agnoy.

She's gone. She's gone.

"Marcelle! Marcelle where are you?" He begged, screaming out into the house. He ran, slamming the doors to each room in a desperate search.

His worst nightmares had finally come true.

It was happening again, just like with his parents. She was gone. she left him while he wasn't at home.

"This isn't funny!" He yelled with a despairful laugh. He ran back into their room where and into the bathroom. Her clothes were gone. The suitcase was gone. She was gone.

Picking up the first thing his hands could tough, he slung it across the room and shattered the object against the wall. "No, she can't. She wouldn't!"

Marcy wasn't like everyone else. She loved him. She truly loved him with all her heart, just as much as he did her. He loves her. His heart felt like it shattered into a million pieces. Life without her was meaningless. He wanted to get married with her. He wanted to have kids with her. He wanted to travel the world and show her everything that the world had to offer. He would give anything to make her his and his alone. He wanted always and forever with her.

But she was gone. Gone and packed away to who knows where. She had left him just like his parents did that fateful night.

He should have expected it back then. His parents never cared about him. They never wanted him in the first place. When they left him, he wasn't surprised. He saw it coming a mile away. Yet it still hurt. It still torn him apart and made him believe that no one could even love him. If his own parents couldn't love him, then who could?

Marcelle did. Marcy showed him love even as he pushed him away. She proved all his doubts wrong, every single time. She didn't care what kind of monster he appeared to be in the outside, the evil creature that he everyone else thought he was. She saw right through him and loved him for him.

"It's my fault!" He screamed, punching the wall, leaving a hole and a bleeding hand. He wouldn't have yelled at her. He shouldn't have said he hated her. He promised to never hurt her yet he did. And now he lost her. Everything he could ever want. Everything he could ever need. All of it was right at his finger times and he let her slip away.

"I don't deserve her." Once the tears stopped and a dull expression came over him, he went over to the kitchen and pulled out a bottle of whiskey that he had been hiding from her. He thought he would never have to resort to it, she had always made him so happy, but not it was gone. Everything was gone. He felt empty and needed to fill it up with something, anything.

Collapsing on the sofa, he chugged down the drink, not even noticing the her note and letter that sat peacefully on the coffee table, just as she had left it.