Okay so here is another chapter for this story!

This story is almost complete, and I feel like it's my first real story I put up on here, my other story was very horrible in my opinion and I couldn't even finish it because I couldn't really get inspiration to write the chapters anymore. Anyway, this story is going to be over in a couple more chapters!

Thanks to RainGoddess2040 for providing the song used in this chapter.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters, SM does…


Think of You Later

Jacob POV

Previous Chapter (told in Jasper's POV, sorry it's a little confusing)

Bella looked very uncomfortable with the tension in the room, as she hurried away to the kitchen. Jacob's arm was still in the air, curling around a body that wasn't there anymore. "Jazz." My dead heart would've broken into a sprint if I was human. But I wasn't.

(Now back to Jacob POV)

"Jazz, you're here, how did you get here? When did you get here?" The words came tumbling out of my mouth before I could stop them. Although they came out more of a quiet mumble, so quiet that I'm not sure how he heard them. My eyes strayed to the floor and stayed there. I know that if I look into his honey orbs it'll be the end. My arm was still frozen in midair, and to be honest, I don't think I could move it even if I wanted to.

Jasper stood up, and I forced myself to look anywhere but his gorgeous eyes. "All that's not important now, the important thing is, are you okay? You sounded sad on the phone. I just came here to make sure you were doing alright." I bit my lip in frustration, how could I tell him that I have a boyfriend now? He was my first real love; I can't just tell him that someone else decided to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, so he should go home. That would be unfair to me, and unfair to Jasper. "Jake, please look at me, I need to know that you're okay." I glanced up at him, and right away I know it was a mistake.

The sky glows
I see it shining when my eyes close
I hear your warnings but we both know
I'm gonna look at it again

My stomach did a flip when I saw his caring face. My memories don't do him justice, his glowing eyes, small light-pink lips, and amazing hair are all better than I can remember. His appearance dug up old feelings inside of me, and it took all I had not to go over to him and place my lips on his. I might still love him, but I completely adore Seth, I would go to the ends of the earth for him, and Jasper suddenly reappearing in my life is not going to change that, no matter how much he wants it to. I have to tell him to leave, it might be cruel, but it's for the best. I won't stop loving Seth no matter how much I love Jasper, and stringing him along like that is dishonest. He can find someone better than me anyway; he doesn't need me to be happy. Tears started forming in my eyes, threatening to fall down my shocked face. They were just a reminder of what I had to do. Jasper gasped at the sight and I was immediately taken into his stone-cold embrace. I automatically flinched out of the contact; already missing Seth's boiling-hot arms. Jaspers arms dropped instantly, I looked up and saw the depressed, rejected look on his face. "Jazz, we need to talk."

Don't wait, don't wait
The road is now a sudden sea
And suddenly you're deep enough
To let your armor down
To let your armor down
To let your armor down

He nodded solemnly, and gestured to Bella's couch. We both walked over there and sat down, a little bit too close for my liking, but Jasper took my hand in his, preventing me from pulling away. I sighed in defeat, and let him caress my hand like old times. "So what do you want to talk about?" His golden eyes looked up at me expectantly through his lashes.

I swallowed back the tears. "I can't do this Jazz."

His fingers strayed from my hand and up the inside of my arm, I shivered. "Whatever do you mean?" His eyes showed that he was feigning innocence.

You get one look
I'll show you something that the night took
A bit too early for my own good
Now let's not speak of it again

He dared to move his hand yet further up my arm, if he didn't stop he was going to reach my face. I quickly yanked myself out of his grasp. I got to my feet and started pacing in front of the couch. "I mean us Jazz, I can't do it! I moved away, and I missed you terribly, I still miss you. But do you wanna know the thing I miss most? I miss my best friend, I miss the person I could count on to keep my secrets, I miss my partner in crime. What I don't miss is my old boyfriend, I don't love you anymore Jazz, not like that!" I glanced at his face, it resembled no emotion. "I can't, I just can't love you anymore. There's nothing there, everything that was there is now for someone else, and I love him with all my heart. There's no spark anymore, not for us, and it isn't fair to let you stay here thinking that I'm still in love with you when I'm not, when my heart belongs to someone else's."

Don't wait, don't wait
The road is now a sudden sea
And suddenly you're deep enough
To let your armor down
To let your armor down
To let your armor down

His eyes were darting from the door, and back to my face. All of a sudden he stood up right next to me; I could feel the cold coming off of his body. "Are you sure there's no spark? Are you sure that your heart belongs to someone else?" He trailed his hands up and down my sides, making me shiver with his icy touches.

I stared at him with the straightest face I could manage. "I know that my heart belongs to someone else, my heart has a stamp on it that says 'Property of Seth Clearwater', and there's no spark there anymore. I'm not sure if I wish there was, and I still love you, but it's not enough, it never will be. I love Seth with all that I am, and I beg you to move on and make yourself happy." It pains me to see Jasper like this, I wish I could hold him and tell him I didn't mean a word, but I can't.

He sighed in defeat and looked up at me. "So is this goodbye then, Jake?"

My eyes started welling up again. "I think it would be better for both of us if it is." This time I let the tears flow freely down my face, if I didn't now they would soon.

Jasper stepped closer to me, and pulled me into a hug that I was quite familiar with. We held each other close for a minute, and then Jasper pulled away. He pressed his lips to mine once, very softly. He sighed again and then dropped his arms. "Bye Jake."

With all these tears I'm surprised my voice feels normal. "Bye Jazz." He left the room and then out the door, hopefully to a better life.

^ A few minutes earlier ^

Bella POV

Honestly, what is with Jake now? Is he gonna dump his new boyfriend that he failed to mention to me? And is he gonna get back with his old boyfriend Jasper, who is a vampire and I'm not sure that Jake knows. Should I tell Jake that Jasper's a vampire? But then that would lead to questions about how I knew, and I can't just tell him that the Cullens are vampires, so that's out of the question. Maybe I should get Carlisle to talk to him.

I was actually in the hallway where the door is with my ear up against the wall. It was really hard to hear what they were saying. When I was straining my hearing I heard a sharp noise. My head whipped around to the door, and I ran over to open it quickly. When I saw who it was I was surprised. "Hey Seth! How's it going?"

He smiled at me, wow, how did he get so dang tall? "Can I come in?"

I motioned for him to come inside. "Sure sure. Oh but don't go into the living room." I had to grab his arm and pull him back a little, which was very hard considering I'm not very muscular and Seth is well, like a giant to me.

He looked at me questionably, "Why not?"

"Um… well…" I was having a debate inside my mind. Should I or shouldn't I tell Seth about Jake? Well, I guess it couldn't hurt. "You know Jacob Black right?"

Seth still looked confused. "Yeah…"

"Well he was kinda my best friend before he moved away. And now he's back so we were gonna hang out today. But then Jacob's old boyfriend from down south found him at my house and they're in there talking right now." I pointed towards the living room at the end of my little speech. I usually don't talk that much, and it was kinda weird.

Seth's eyes got really big. "Jake's in there with, with his old boyfriend?" It sounded like he was straining to be quiet. "We have to get him out of there right now!" He said it in more of a hushed whisper.

"I don't understand, how come?" He rolled his eyes at me.

"I don't have time to explain, just come with me alright?" I nodded; I wonder what was going on with Seth. Wait, he couldn't be. But maybe he is. Oh dear this is not good.

We crept up the wall until we met the opening into the living room. Seth stuck his head in and out very quickly, probably only catching a glimpse of what was going on. He stormed past me and out of the house. "Seth!" I shouted after him, but he didn't hear me. When I looked back inside Jasper had his arms awkwardly held at his sides and tears were streaming down Jake's face. I don't get it, what made Seth so mad? While I was looking out to the front door Jasper's frame blocked my view, and then he was gone. I looked back in the living room and saw Jake holding his hands to his face.

Now Back To What Happens After Jasper Left

Jacob POV

I looked up with red puffy eyes to the sound of my name being said. Bella ran towards me and pulled me into a hug, which I gratefully accepted. It wasn't as warm as Seth's, but at least it's warmer than Jasper's. I cried maybe harder than I ever had, most likely staining Bella's shirt in the process. She eventually pulled away when my sobs died down and sat me down on the couch. "Jake, there's something I need to tell you." Her serious tone and almost emotionless face warned me that something's happened.

"What is it?"

"Is your boyfriend Seth Clearwater?" I nodded a little bit, but I think she saw. "Jake he came by while you were talking to Jasper, I didn't know he was your boyfriend but he glanced into the living room, and whatever he saw made him mad, he stormed out of here and I don't know where he is now." God fucking damn it.

"How, how long ago did he leave?" My voice was shaky, but at least I could still talk, sort of.

"Just a couple minutes, why?" She tilted her head ever so slightly to one side.

"Oh no, I have to find him." I got up and was out the door before Bella can say another word to me. Knowing my luck he probably saw the one second that we shared a goodbye kiss. What he didn't know was that it was goodbye forever.

I checked everywhere I could think of. I went to his house, I went to all of our favorite stores, but I finally ended up on the beach. I was wandering the rocks with a great frustration in me; he wouldn't just leave would he? But then I found him, he was hiding out in a little cave made from the many rocks. He looked up as he heard me approaching, scowled at me, and then resumed glaring at the floor. "What the hell do you want?"

I kept silent until I was right next to him. "Seth I'm sorry you had to see that, I promise you it meant nothing at all." He shifted his glare from the floor to me.

"You mean that him putting his filthy lips on yours didn't mean anything? I thought we were together, I guess I was sadly mistaken."

"Seth I haven't seen him since we moved back here. I was happy to see him. He wanted to get back together with me, but I told him no, I told him that I was in love with someone else. When he kissed me it was because we said goodbye forever, it did mean something, but not what you think."

"Go away Jake, I don't wanna see you anymore, how can I trust you now?" He got up and ran out of the cave, leaving me there alone. Lightning flashed across the forever-cloudy sky and I flinched at the sound of thunder. Not five seconds had passed and it was raining heavily. I cringed up against the side of the small cave to wait out the storm. Jasper's the only one that ever knew I was afraid of thunderstorms; it's not something I like to disclose to people, because it's a tad embarrassing. But now I'm stuck out here until it stops raining, which is a bad thing. Maybe the world is trying to tell me something.

Don't wait, don't wait
The lights will flash and fade away
The days will pass you by
Don't wait
To let your armor down
To let your armor down
To let your armor down
To let your armor down
To let your armor down


Okay so there's the next chapter.

Thanks again to RainGoddess2040 for providing the song which was Don't Wait by Dashboard Confessional. Sorry if I got any lyrics wrong, I use websites to get the lyrics, so I'm not completely sure if they're correct. In fact one of the words sounds like a different one than the website put up, not sure.

And I'm so so so so so so so so (multiply that number of so's by 50) sorry that this chapter is so short. I'm getting a little bit bored with this story, and I'm trying to sort my head out at the same time (not a good combination). I'm sure anyone that reads the first chapter, and then the older chapters can tell that I'm just not writing my best with this, and that's because I'm getting bored with it as I said before. Anyway, I'm sorry I can't provide you with the best chapters I can write, but my other stories will be updated with actually good chapters, promise! I've just decided that since this story is almost done I should finish it off, and then I'll decide which story to update from there. It'll be easier to update when I'm only working on one story at a time. So again, sorry this chapter is not nearly as good as the earlier ones!

And I had an idea for a new story, Edward Cullen as a fairy and Jacob as a princess. It would be comedy (obviously) I saw this thing on facebook that said "Edward Cullen is not a vampire, he lives in the forest, he doesn't eat people, and he sparkles. He's obviously a fairy." That made me laugh so hard XD I just think it would be hilarious to imagine Edward Cullen as a fairy with a tutu and stuff like that haha. But of course Jacob would have to be a princess, or maybe Carlisle or Jasper, or Emmett! Yeah sorry for the rambling about my mind's many ideas there…

Okay so remember to review it please. You can tell me how horrible the chapter was, I don't mind, I'd rather get constructive criticism than nothing!