I jumped up at the sound of a loud knock at my door. "Bella wake the hell up" Edwards Voice rattled in my head. I groaned and turned around. The door Flew open.

"Isabella Marie are you really that lazy? It's freaking 9:30 in the morning" Edwards voice was so annoying in the morning. I could hear him walking around in my room. A second later I herd my curtains fly open, I was blinded by the morning sun.

"Bella? Why are you still in street close?" Edward questioned standing at the foot of my bed. "Never mind your so odd, Look I'm off today and dad asked me to come help you study for the MCAT!" I have never herd Edward sound so enthusiastic about anything having to do with me before.

"I'm up." My covered my face with my arm.

"Be down stairs in 15 minutes Bella!" He said walking out. I got up and took a shower. My head hurt a little, I laughed to myself on the way down the stairs remembering how much fun I had last night. I walked into the kitchen were there was an awkward silence. Edward sat on the dinning room table looking at my study guide, Emmett sat across from him with a bowl of cereal.

"Morning K.O!" Emmett said with a wicked smile. I laughed going to the fridge.

"Morning Em" I said cheerful.

"Hey so were you serious last night about driving up to U.S.C this weekend?" Emmett said watching me pour my juice. He stiffed a laugh when he saw me pop the Advil. I walked over to the table smirking at him.

"Yea I was serious, do you still want to go?" I answered him.

"you two are planning to take a trip to U.S.C alone?" Edward had a look of disbelief. "Why are you going out there?" Edward demeaned to know.

"To see my boyfriend. Whats wrong with that?" I asked shyly not looking at Edward.

"Yea whats wrong with that?" Emmett quoted me.

"Everything is wrong with it Isabella, You have known each other what a dam month? You don't even let me go up there to meet your boyfriend, It's not a good idea and I don't think you should go, You need to study not party. I thought you were taking this seriously" I looked up to see Edward eyeing Both Emmett and I.

"Whats your problem man?" Emmett spoke dropping his spoon. Edward looked at him for a moment.

"I don't have a problem with you Emmett, I have a problem with My sister. It has nothing to do with you so if you don't mind id appreciate it if you stayed out of it" Edward Sounded like such a dick. I looked at Emmett. He flashed me a smile.

"Who talks like that? Seriously, whats next ?" Emmett stood up. "I challenge you to a dual!" Emmett said in a fake accent. Then laughed. "What a fucking pussy! I could see the fear in your eyes, Grow some balls" Emmett walked away amused. I looked at Edward he was shacking his head. Emmett came back in.

"K.O im going to leave it alone because I respect you and I know what your trying to do. Ill be in my room when No balls leaves get at me" he looked at Edward and laughed before walking out again. I looked at Edward hiding my smile as best as I could.

"Your not going anywhere alone with that guy you hear me?" Edward looked at me pissed off. I smiled dropped.

"Edward, he is going to be our brother soon." I spoke soft and low.

"I'm not here to argue with you, Lets get down to business. Well talk about this later" Edward sounded like he made his point. He thought because I didn't say thing I wasn't going to go but I was. I wanted Emmett to meet my friends and my boyfriend. Edward started explaining some equations to me. I had my elbow on the table with my palm holding my head up. He made the worst teacher ever. At least with dad he made it interesting. Edward sounded like the red eye guy. After four hours straight I could have sworn my eyes were starting to bleed. If someone would have handed my a gun I would have shot myself with out thinking twice. I already had a hangover, now I had an Edward's voice pounding in my skull over.

"You did good today sis, im proud." Edward said getting up messing up my hair. I smiled weak at him. "We should do this again, I had fun" He said grabbing his keys. I got up and walked with him to the car.

"Ill see you around Edward" I just wanted to go back to bed.

"Isabella don't let me hear you went on your little weekend trip with him, You don't know him well enough!" Edward was looking at him with a serious glare. I just rolled my eyes and walked away.

"Do you always have to find something to complain about Edward, I'm 21 stop acting like you're my dad and start being a brother" I said walking away.

"I am being a brother Bella" I could still hear him talking. I shut the door and locked it. I had way to big of a head ach to deal with it. I made my way slowly up the stairs. I knocked on Emmett's door. It was half opened half closed, So I pushed it open. He was laying down watching TV. I walked in and flopped down next to him on his king size bed.

"You still doing it for you?" he asked patting my head. I groaned in pain but I laughed at the same time.

"Yes, but I can't do anymore studding with him oh my god I was in hell" I said rolling over so I could look at Emmett, he was laughing to himself watching TV. When he felt me looking at him he looked at me.

"What did he have to say about our little trip?" The amusement in his voice was gone.

"It doesn't matter because I told him to stop complaining and to stop acting like my dad and to start acting like a brother, then I shut I door in his face" I said looking at him with a smug smile. I was proud of myself.

"Well that's a start K.O" He said with a sly smile. I rolled my eyes.

"what did you want me to say to him?" I asked in a sarcastic tone. Emmett cleared his throat.

"Edward you're a fucking prick that needs to take the dildo out of your ass, you're a fucking nerd whos life is work so fucking pathetic, Get off my dick about my life and learn to live your own. If you don't like it then you can just shove it" Emmett said in a serious voice. His eyes were on the TV. I started laughing and rolled over. "What the fuck are you laughing at?" Emmett didn't sound amused at all. I couldn't stop my laughter. Emmett pulled on my shoulder. I looked up and he was almost hovering over me. My laughter slowed down. His eyes burned into mine, as I laid under him staring up into his eyes. There was a fire that lit in the core of my stomach. It was slowly spreading though my entire body. "What are you laughing at?" Emmett's eyes stayed burning into mine. His breath sent chills down my spin as he questioned me again. I never thought noticed how good he smelt until now. A soft musk lingered from his skin. My breaths were deep as I gazed into his eyes. I had to looking away from him. I felt him moving closer to me, my min was playing tricks on me.

"You. Umm you said to ugh you said to shove it, those are pussy words, not words a UFC fight would use" I said trapped by his gaze once a again. I let out a small chuckle. Emmett blinked at me a few times then started to laugh. He throw hi s head on my shoulder laughing. I wasn't sure if it was at himself or at me. I was struggling not to run my fingers thought his short black hair. He finally moved and laid back down. As soon as he moved the fire was put out and I began to breath again.

"I was choosing words you would use." He said while laughing. I looked at the TV Smiling. My jaw was starting to hurt from all the laughing and smiling I have been doing lately. I yawned.

"Didn't sleep well last night?" Emmett asked yawning himself. I shock my head, getting more comfortable. Looking at the TV. I kept telling myself to get up but my body wouldn't move. I fought back my sleep as long as I could before dozing off next to Emmett who was already snoring. You would think I would be annoyed by it but it was oddly soothing to me. I woke up to hearing a voice being cleared. Emmett Jumped up that was when I realized he had his arm wrapped around me. I thought that warmth was from a blanket but it was Emmett. How we ended up laying facing each other only inches away with each of arm arms draped over one another ill never know. I was to scared to turn around to see who it was.

" I remember you used to cuddle like that with me until you found out I wasn't a virgin." I angelic voice strolled though the air in almost a song. I looked over to see Alice standing there with her arms crossed and a evil grin. Emmett yawned loudly.

"Sorry sis you have been replaced!" Emmett said getting up and hugging his sister . She just laughed. I was standing up by the bed. My heart was racing but once I noticed she didn't think anything weird about how we were laying I relaxed and sat down. Jasper had came over and we all just hung out. Watching movies and vegging out. We were in the living room when Dad and Esme came home. Alice was arguing with Emmett over the last slice of pizza. He had it raised in the air so she couldn't reach it. Jasper and I were laughing. My dad gave me a serious look and walked away. No one caught it but me. I followed him to his study.

"Hi daddy" I said in the doorway. He waved me in.

"Shut the door honey, have a seat" Dad said seating at his desk. I sat on the couch waiting to hear what he had to say. "Edward tells me You and Emmett are going to Visit your friends this weekend?" He said folding his hands setting them over the desk.

"Yes daddy but I -" he cut my off.

"I think that is a good idea honey. Im glad you are getting along with Alice and Emmett. I can See how he looks after you like a sister." I looked at him confused. I didn't understand the look he had given me just a few minutes ago.

"Daddy whats wrong?" I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. He looked up at me with tired eyes. I got up and moved to sit next to me on the couch taking my hand in both his.

"oh baby, I'm sorry to have to tell you this. I knew you always thought she would come home one day ready to be the mother you always deserved." I was looking at him like I was missing the big picture. He continued, "Honey your mother, she came in today. They did everything they could for her. She OD baby" My looked all around trying to process the information. I didn't remember her very much but to know she was that close to me to be taken to dads hospital. Why didn't she want to be my mom? I always thought one dad she was going to wake up from her nightmare and come home ready to have a relationship with me and Edward.

"Why didn't she ever love me?" I whispered mostly asking myself.

"She did princess, she got lost her way with the drugs. I'm sorry you never had a mother. That's why I'm im so glad I have found Esme, and that you are getting along with her so well." My dads voice sounded more upset then I would have thought. We never talked about my mother. I knew that at one point in his life she was the love of his life. I looked up a him, Normal Isabella would be crying over the lost of something she never had. I asked myself what would Emmett say right now, I answered myself. K.O why even care if she never cared, your to good for that, you didn't even know her. so fuck it. His voice Echoed in my head. I looked down and smiled.

"Dad she never loved me, I know for fact that though out the years she has called Edward for his birthday and some holidays. I know your upset because she meant a lot to you but I cant mourn over someone I never had." I spoke soft but I was proud of myself.

"Isabella Marie that was the most selfish thing you have ever said" My dad said standing up looking down at me in disgust. " Victoria gave you life, she wanted nothing more then a little girl. When you came I had never seen her so happy!" He finished his rant, once again making me feel like a horrible person. Something inside my clicked. I couldn't stand up to him for other things but this, I don't something about this just pushed the words right out of my mouth. I felt to strongly about this. Since I haven't even talked about her in so long all the anger inside me has been building up.

"NO DAD!" I shouted at him for the first time in my life. "She didn't care about me! If she loved me like that she would have taken care of herself. She would have gotten help like you tried to do, Stop making her sound like a saint! How is it that she screwed all of our life's up and you still love her like that, You don't even do that for me" I snapped at him. Grabbing the office door and swinging it open. I went into the Living room were my purse and keys were, Everyone sat in there quietly. Even Edward. He stood up to talk. I put a hand up. "Edward just keep it shut, you wont manipulate me this time, just let me feel what I feel just this once! Go mourn over your mother with your father and leave me alone!" I said turning around walking out. My dad stood there with a stunned look on his face. I walked right past him. Edward caught my arm and spun me around. I hit wall behind me.

"How dare you talk to dad like that after all he has done for you! And she is our mother no matter what you think!" He spoke to me from deep in his chest. I looked him in the eye with tears streaming down my cheeks.

"How dare me? How dare him and how dare you! How dare you two sit here looking me in the eye telling me she loved me when she never wrote, called, visited, said she was sorry" I turned my attention over to my dad. " All my memories of her consist of her passed out on the fucking couch, I don't remember her ever telling me she loved me. Edward you once told me she told you goodbye, Well were the HELL WAS MY GOODBYE?" I said pushing him off me. This time he let me walk out the door. I got in my car and started driving down the long drive way not really sure were I was going. I have never been more anger then I was right now. They call my selfish, when everything I do was to keep them happy, The only thing I have ever really tried to make work was going to U.S.C but I never herd the end of it. I'm selfish but yet I'm giving up my dream to see them be satisfied with me. I was ranting in my head. I was on a Emotional rollercoaster. Right now I hated them, I hated her the most. She choose Drugs over her own flesh and blood. She dissevered what she got.