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Chapter 7
Ryoma
Fuji had left already, but despite of his responsibilities as a captain Ryoma couldn't bring himself to return to work. Just by talking... forget talking – just by thinking of Tezuka he got all flushed up. His body was under a tension he didn't know before, it was demanding something. Boy closed the door to his room and sat on the bed, few images went by his head – Tezuka game with him, Tezuka when his arm had given up during a game, Tezuka when he was leaving to Germany, Tezuka who looked at them with pride as they arrived with Kanto Tournament medal. Tezuka, Tezuka... he couldn't got him of his head. "I'm so stupid!" few tears left his eyes "So hopeless..." he bit his lip "He doesn't care at all, Fuji-senpai wants me to return so he said that – that's Seigaku way of dealing with things – all for the team."
He felt pathetic, why was he felt so strongly for a person that didn't even saw him – but in spite of that more images filled his head.
"Tezuka-buncho..." boy mumbled the name, he loved how it sounded. What's more he would love to hear Buncho voice calling for him too. This returned him to what Fuji-senpai asked him about, what would he want Tezuka to do – Right now he would love to be locked in this room, pressed down and..
Boy face was now red, he realized what he just imagined – even if only he knew of this. His breath was so unstable, his body trembled and urge that grew in lower region was starting to be painful. The need to be touched, to be with him despite of everything...
Boy bit his lip and slowly put his own hand on his manhood, it felt great. With his head full of Tezuka, it was easy to imagine that it was his hand. He let it slip under material to touch the flesh itself. "Tezuka-buncho." his whisper sounded shakily in this room. The boy closed his eyes and trembled harder, that voice which just spoke was his? He stopped what he was doing and started to cry.
"What am I doing?" boy looked at his hands, his eyes filled with even more pain "What is going on with me?"
Japan, few hours later
Fuji was looking for Kawamura who was supposed to come and pick him up, sly grin on his face showed his confidence, he was sure that he did a great job.
"Fujiko!" Kawamura run closer and stopped right next to Fuji "Am I late?"
"No, not at all Taka-san." Fuji smiled "I was thinking."
"Ugh.. ano – how did it go?" Kawamura asked while taking Fuji bag
"Well, I must say that Tornado facilities are impressive. Echizen would probably be happier if he didn't came here at all." Fuji said
"Huh?" Kawamura stopped and looked at his friend "Are you serious?"
"Yeah, but he did came – so he won't be happy any more there." Fuji continued "You see, he met Tezuka already, so his world changed."
"You mean that he can only be happy here?"
"No, he can be happy only were Tezuka is." Fuji "It just happens that Tezuka is here for the time being."
"I see, but how did it go with Echizen – will he return?" Kawamura pressed on the topic
"I hope so, I managed to remind him about Tezuka directly." Fuji smiled while looking at Kawamura "If he wasn't for Tezuka – I would want him too... his blushing face is just adorable."
"..." Kawamura didn't respond to that, he just froze.
"What is it Taka-san?" Fuji asked while coming closer to his Taka-san
"Don't..." other just whispered, but Fuji understood and put his hand on Taka shoulder, his lips were no close to Kawamura ear
"Don't worry. You are the only one for me." prodigy left a butterfly kiss on other ear and moved away, Taka-san blushed and started to walk again. They didn't need more words... each one of them was afraid to say too much.
"I hope he will get back here." Kawamura said "Tezuka is not himself lately."
Fuji smiled at Kawamura, truly smiled... his hand rested on Kawamura shoulder and gripped on it "Don't worry, I will make it all right – so don't worry Taka-san."
Back with Ryoma
Thomas was shocked by what he saw – the boy was sure a mess, but it was probably the only way to get his feelings on the right track. Whatever it would be – its better then stagnation in which Ryoma arrived. He knew, from the start that something had to be done – that Fuji probably knew it too, that's why he came so soon. For now Thomas just embraced crying boy and let his hand run by Ryoma hairs to smooth him "Ryoma everything will be fine." older boy said softly.
"No, it won't – but its fine this way too." Ryoma gripped hard on Thomas shoulders "I want to confirm something in Japan. I'm sorry to bother you, but... Goodwill Games, can I see them in person?"
Thomas smiled at this, so even now – Ryoma wasn't going to speak the truth, how closed this kid was still amazed him "Why do you ask?"
"I... don't know." Ryoma stated, he moved away from Thomas and stood facing him directly "I need to tell you something, but its too hard now." other one smiled, he knew that it was best he was going toget for now.
"I know it already Ryoma – but still when you will be ready we can talk." he said "You can do what you want, I believe that we stated it clearly when you returned, we don't enjoy seeing you hurt, so note to not get it worse this time."
"Thomas, I just..."
"I know, you must see once more – if he truly cares or not. You want to see his glass, calm mask to fall down and show his true face – true feelings." Thomas looked at blushing boy "I'm sure that everyone will understand. It's your life... we have no right to stop you." he put his hand on boy shoulder, which made Ryoma look at him directly "But this time, let us join you – let us protect you, we are a family." with this he moved away from the other one and put his hand on the doors "We must confirm it too, if he is worthy of you." with that Ryoma was left alone again.
"I want to know, I need to see... if what Fuji-senpai told me is true. If I don't see his true feelings I will never go back there again." Ryoma told to himself in empty room "Just one more chance is all I can give You."
Flashback
While sending Fuji-senpai off Ryoma looked at him and said "I care for Him – more then a kouhai should."
"I know." Fuji smiled "He cares for you more then for any other as well, Ryoma. I assure you more then a senpai should."
"Why should I believe you?" asked Ryoma
"You don't have too. You can come and see for yourself, his face when he sees you again." Fuji opened his eyes "If he will still have his stone face, I will take back what I said. Then I will never bother you again."
End of the Flashback
"Let it be this way." Ryoma said "Fuji-senpai knows him a lot better then I do, so he may be right."
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