Master of Puppets

Chapter 7

My Ears and My Eyes will be Bleeding

Yo everybody sorry if this chapter is a little sad or if it's not then excuse me.

I stood there dumbfounded. What is he doing here.

" Hello Bella," Jacob said slyly. He didn't look like himself.

" What are you doing here?" I said.

" I heard you were in town and I just wanted to say hello to the love of my life." He smiled. He came towards me and I backed away.

" Jake I think there is something we need to talk about," I said. He pushed me against the wall.

" What would that be darling," he whispered in my neck," there is something different about you but I can't put my finger on it," he whispered running his hand up my thigh.

" Jacob I have a boyfriend," I said. His hand was still running up my thigh. He started to kiss my neck. That's what sent me off. I pushed him as hard as I could off of me. He hit against the wall and landed on his stomach.

" What the hell is wrong with you Bella!" Jake yelled," I haven't seen you in 5 years and this is how you treat me I'm still in love with you and I'm sure you are still in love with me," he said getting up.

" Jacob, I have a boyfriend Edward Cullen I'm a vampire Jake," I said. He looked at me like I had ten heads.

"Bella you were supposed to be with me forever you were my werewolf mate and this is what you do to-"

" Jake you forced me to be your mate and you never changed me!" I yelled cutting him off," My family was killed and I got saved by a vampire you think this doesn't hurt me?" I cried.

" Bella we can still be together it doesn't matter who we are I love you," he said coming over to me . I pushed him away. He wasn't himself. He would never come in and start feeling me.

" Jake I'm in love with someone else I already told you I have found the one for me, Jake, I love you still but not in the same way," I cried," It hurt that day to leave everything I ever loved behind I couldn't say goodbye it would have just killed me to do so," I was still crying. He came over and took me into his arms and hugged me. I couldn't hold him back. I didn't feel the same way.

"Bella I understand that it hurts to say good bye," he said throwing me away," But when you make me look for five years and never say a word that might give me a hint that just doesn't suit me Bella!" he started to yell now. At that moment Edward came running through the door. And stood infront of me.

" Hello Edward I think we have met once before," he said holding out his hand. Edward just gave him the evil eye," No matter I wasn't expecting you too so me and Bella were just having some time together if you know what I'm saying Eddie," he smiled.

" Don't call me Eddie," Edward growled," Now I suggest you leave or I'm going to have to make you."

" Very well then have a nice day you two," he said turning for the door. He stopped at the entrance and turned arond and looked at me, " Oh and Bella don't forget to call."

" Get out!" I yelled. Then he was gone. Edward turned around and looked at me. He came over to me and held me.

" Come with me the next time I leave,promise," he said into my hair.

" I promise," I said into his chest.

" Come lets go upstairs nobody will be home until tomorrow." He took my waist and we went upstairs. We went to his room and sat on the floor. It was killing me the silence.

"Edward I'm sorry," I whispered. He put one arm around me. I started to cry. For everything my parents, Leaving what I had,Jacob, and myself.

" Everthing's alright Bella ," he whispered in my ear. Wesat there for over an hour. When I was wiping the rest of my tears away he tilted my face and looked into my eyes.

" Bella, everything is fine I love you and you are the love of my life and nothing will ever change that so don't you ever think opposite," he whipered. He held me closer. His lips touched mine. His cold hard lips pressed with mine. I pulled him closer, my fingers tangled in his hair. His hand was running up my side and down my back. My hands were up his shirt. I wasn't ready for this. I know he's the one but I'm not ready. I've done it before. I pulled away.

" I'm not ready Edward, sorry," I whispered in his ear.

" That's fine Bella," he said and he took my waist and put me on his bed. He went to his door and locked it. He came back to the bed and laid down next to me. He faced me but I didn't look at him.

" Oh Bella I'm sorry can you forgive me?"

" Edward I'm not mad at you I was just thinking," I whispered. I don't know why but it hurt to speak.

" Well I can't read your mind so you are going to have to tell me that is if you want to..." he trailed off.

" I was thinking about when I left and what I was leaving now I'm back and I feel different... Do you know what I mean?"

" Yes." He roled over off the bed and went to his closet. What is he doing. He came out in just his black shorts.

" Why did you change?" I asked.

" Just thought I'd turn you on," he said.

" Oh did you now?" I said, " Should I go change too?" I getting up.

" Yes you should." I ran to my room. I picked out my super short black shorts and my tight belly shirt. I totally forgot I had a belly button peircing. Oh it looks cool. I ran back to Edward's room. He was sitting on the bed. In a flash he picked me up and brought me to the bed. I laughed and he did too.

" Edward I love you," I whispered.

" I love you to Bella," He said into my hair," Wonderful outfit by the way."

" Thought you'd like it," I said. I kissed his neck.

" Oh I love it." He started to kiss my neck. He went up to my mouth. He pulled his face away so that our lips were an inch away.

" Are you sure you are not ready," he whispered seductivly.

" Now I'm having second thoughts," I said.

" Well it's your decison because I have already decided," he laughed.

" Not today it's been too long and I'm not sure if I'm ready... don't get me wrong edward I love you with all my heart but I need to think."

" Alright I understand."

The day went on and night came we laid there and talked. I was still deciding about Edward's offer. I will assume it will be a yes in about a week.

SORRY! I haven't updated in like forever. Sorry if it's too short. PLEASE REVEIW!!!