Spencer
The process is more difficult than I imagined.
Nothing comes easy but mix temptation intentionally in the formula and
I've lost myself in her again. Fuck.
Why won't she look at me in the hallways?
I am not that mean to her.
I saw concealer-covered bruise marks when I pushed her up against the wall in the boys bathroom.
So it wasn't me that she is avoiding.
...She still needs me, right?
I know, I am a bitch for all of this.
