Spencer

The process is more difficult than I imagined.

Nothing comes easy but mix temptation intentionally in the formula and

I've lost myself in her again. Fuck.

Why won't she look at me in the hallways?

I am not that mean to her.

I saw concealer-covered bruise marks when I pushed her up against the wall in the boys bathroom.

So it wasn't me that she is avoiding.

...She still needs me, right?

I know, I am a bitch for all of this.