Chapter 7: Somehow our house… the Cullen House seems empty and very
Quiet Without Her… I Mean Our Daughter Renesmee
Edward's (P.O.V.)
Morning again. And somehow no joy, or exciting feeling to live. Ever since Renesmee left no one seems to be themselves. Carlisle's not going to work often just twice a week and let's Dr. Hunter take over. Esme doesn't come up with new designs for her customers and always postpones meetings with her collogues and clients. Alice and Rosalie's shop was put aside or as I see it forgotten since Renesmee gives them all the inspiration they need. Jasper and Emmett never once made bets like they use to and it was surprising for all of us.
Bella…oh my wife just spends her time in Renesmee's room crying and sleeping there for 2 days already. She only comes out when going she is going to eat or getting her clothes and change. Renesmee has her own bathroom and Bella can use it so she doesn't go out to use the bathroom on the hallway. Somehow I have to get her out of the room and let her get some fresh air and hunt. Note to self: Let Bella hunt and think of a way to get everyone to be themselves again.
As for me I'm trying as you can see to get everyone back to themselves and so far. I'm losing it and going insane! Ugh! Man I can't believe she made a decision to leave without telling us! Then again she was thinking of us and thought the tracker might kill us and the wolfpack. I tried calling Jacob, but the line was always busy. Just then my I-phone rang and I checked the caller I.D. it was Jacob Black.
"Jacob, I tried calling you. I'm trying to get my family back to normal and so far it's a wreck. How about your side?" I asked urgently.
"Nope. Everyone is like a statue or not living by that I mean no reason to be happy or be themselves! I'm freaking losing my mind here and Seth is helping me too and he is even more insane than I am." His voice sounded like he is ready to give up and surrender.
"I know—"Then I heard another ring on my phone.
"What is that Edward? Hey answer it might be Renesmee! She might be calling for the first time, here I'll hang up and come over." Jacob said with enthusiasm and quickly ended the conversation.
I hesitated then breathed deeply and answered. "Hello Edward Cullen speaking. Who is this?"
"I'm so offended my own dad doesn't even remember my voice and who he is talking to. If you must know I'm Renesmee Carlie Cullen looking for Edward Cullen, my dad if he is there please have him call me back." Relieved by the sound of her voice and I swear I had water running down my eyes.
"Renesmee sweetheart I'm happy you called! I'm sorry honey I just thought you would never call!" Then I heard Bella come out off the room and was by my side in less than a minute. She was smiling and hugged me.
"Oh dad… I'm so sorry for leaving all of you without saying good-bye! I totally scared you all and made all worry about me! Is everyone ok dad? Are they still themselves, they aren't acting like I'm gone forever and given up on everything right?" She was hoping for a good answer, I looked at Bella and she nodded telling me to Renesmee everything that's happened since she left.
"Well… Renesmee everything has been quiet and very silent. Carlisle doesn't go to the hospital often, Esme can't work like she used too she's always cancelling meetings and can't think of new ideas. Alice and Rosalie's shop is put aside or what I think they have given up on it. Emmett and Jasper haven't been betting on each other like they always do. Your mom has been locking herself in your room ever since you left, but she's right here beside me now and don't worry I'll let her eat and get some fresh air. And here am I trying to get everyone back to their normal selves I hope." She sighed deeply and I can hear her crying a bit.
"What? That can't happen! Dad please don't let them be that way, they just can't! Tell them I'll be even depressed if they given up on everything they cared about. Carlisle couldn't have got a promotion by now! Esme would have people offering her, her own company and she could be traveling the world. Alice and Rosalie would have their shops all over the world and would have many clients! Emmett and Jasper omigosh! Just because I'm not there doesn't mean they can stop, I mean it's good that they stop betting on each other for a while but this is weird!" She stopped to take a deep breath I took that moment to speak.
"Renesmee just calm down a bit ok. Now that your mom and I heard you can lessen your worries a bit please. Listen ok and don't interrupt me while I'm talking ok?" I said quickly
"Ok… I'll listen no matter how bad it would be. I can imagine my family in La Push is having a hard time without me too. So continue dad." I was shocked how can she guess that I was about to tell her about what Jacob said to my before ending our conversation.
"That's the next thing I was about to talk to you about. Everyone in Jacob's side is really having a hard time without you. Jacob is coming to our house do you think you can wait for him?" She didn't answer for a minute and then few seconds after that she talked again.
"I don't know dad it depends I should be sleeping by now it's 12 at noon here I'm letting my friend sleep while I'm here at the bathroom talking to you." I sighed and said.
"Here's your mom ok, I'll go see if Jacob's here before you go." I gave the phone to Bella and looked if Jacob was here.
Bella (P.O.V.)
I got the phone from Edward and talked to Renesmee. He was going outside to check if Jacob is here.
"Mom? Are you there? I missed you so much and I'm so sorry I left you and everyone I cared about without saying good-bye." She said in a sad voice.
"Renesmee please don't scare me like that again! You gave me a heart attack and made me remember me when your father left! Just please do me a favor don't ever do that again." I said relieved that Renesmee is ok and well.
"I'm sorry mom… I'm really sorry I left because I didn't want you and rest to watch me being marked and my friends. Yes Derek and Nash are marked too like me. Mom please don't lock yourself in my room all the time it's not good for you. You know dad need's you everyone need's you and you also have to go to work promise me." I sighed knowing my daughter worries about all of us when we're really the ones worrying about her. Guess she got it from me great.
"Don't worry I'll go back to work, eat everyday and do all those things I used to. I'll even get Alice and Rosalie to open their shop, and probably be their model for awhile even if I don't want to."
"That's the spirit mom! Now you know my friend Louise who goes by Renesella, well we're going along great and she is making sure she's helping me every step of the way. And mom I think you would also love her to be your daughter if you met her she's really nice and friendly." I gasped and then said.
"Honey she has her own family we can't just do that. Who knows they visit her on holidays or send her letters and stuff?"
"Mom… she's all alone like really alone. Her family died when she was marked by a tracker. And you don't know what she has been through its really depressing and I want to help her. I'm like her sister even though we're best friends and I really want to help her. You know she never goes to meet the parent's night or something they do in this school. She only goes to the stables and groom's her horse and stay's there till its over." I sighed and said.
"Renesmee we'll think about it and I'm not promising anything ok? I know you're concerned about your friend but… we'll see Renesmee so don't get excited ok?"
"Ok mom at least you said you would think about it, it's ok with me. Hey did dad find Jacob I really need to get some sleep before school starts tonight. I don't want to sleeping on my first day tomorrow you know." I paused then I felt Edward beside me and Jacob with him. A few seconds the whole Cullen family was there. How did they—oh it was Alice she must saw me talking to Renesmee on Edward's cellphone.
"He's here hold on." I gave it to Jacob but he hesitated for a while.
"It's Renesmee, Jacob. Talk to her before she hangs up because she will be sleeping now." I whispered covering the speaker so she won't hear. He took the phone and said.
"Nessie? Is that you?" He talked to her as if this was their first time speaking to each other. I don't blame him one bit. He missed her so much and this is a good time for him to talk to her.
"So my dad doesn't know me and my boyfriend doesn't know me either? If you must know I'm Renesmee Carlie Cullen and I was wondering what happened to my boyfriend? And please call me back if he's back to normal because I can't stand him being depressed and not himself." He actually smiled in relief and laughed.
"Nessie! I missed you so much, how are you? Are you ok? They're not being hard on right?" I heard her laugh. It's a good sign.
"No…no, no Jacob I'm fine as always! I have my two bodyguards and my new friends to help me, so no big deal. I'm sorry I left without saying good-bye and please don't blame Seth and not just you everyone too. Seth was helping me and I'm glad he understands my wish or request. Please don't get mad at him it's not his fault it's mine for all of it." She said solemnly and sadly.
"It's doesn't matter anymore Nessie as long as you're safe I don't blame you or Seth or anyone. You couldn't have warned me at least."
"If I did you would've stopped me anyway and besides the trackers would have marked me in my room and I don't want that. It's best that none of you saw me I didn't want to see your faces when I was you know…" He stopped for a while and waited Jacob to respond.
"Ok… why did you fake that you were agreeing with our plans and being scared? Why would you let Seth do something like that and talk to him about this? Didn't you trust me?" He laughed a bit and became serious.
"I did trust you always didn't you know that? I faked the whole time because I didn't want all of you to know that I decided to give in what they want so they won't kill all of you. I didn't want you to stop planning and then forget about it I swear. Then Seth you know he's so helpful already knew by way he looked at me. We made a promise and now he's there trying to get everyone be themselves again. Which I appreciate and it is not working right?"
"How'd you know that? I mean that's the next thing I was going to say Nessie."
"He gave me a text message when I was eating dinner and I knew this was going to happen but he was doing his best. He even talked to his girlfriend to take my part in the play which I'm really glad, because I wanted her to be my understudy but I got that popular girl who I can't stand. Can you do me a favor Jacob please?"
"Anything you want I'll do it for you."
"Please help Seth putting your family and the pack together again. My dad is already putting our family together and I think Carlisle would help too. I need you to take charge of the pack like a good Alpha leader for me. Be strong and you know I'm always with you where ever I am. I think Seth would be glad and relieved that you would help him. And don't worry when I get back I'll probably kick his butt for telling you I liked Nash and Derek like more than friends."
"You know I'm really glad you said that. And how did you know?" I heard her laugh again.
"You know how his texts are it's like he told everything he did today and he didn't check the part of him telling me about your argument. And please don't be hard on him he's trying to be just like you. A good leader, strong and loyal to his friends, family, the pack and to his current girlfriend I believe. I think he learned from the best if you know what I mean."
"Yeah… sure, sure I am the best and everyone knows it."
She yawned and said. "Jake I have to go I'm so tired and out of energy. I hate that I will be cranky in the morning and have no sleep. Tell everyone I said hi in La Push and that I miss them." She yawned again.
"Sure any more request?"
"Yeah give the phone to my dad so I can say good-bye and good-night even if it's like noon here."
"Ok… sweet dreams Nessie. I hope you dream of us." She giggled and then Jacob gave Edward the phone and sat on the living with a big smile on his face.
"Good night Renesmee sweet dreams too. I love you for infinity and beyond."
"Dad I love you too more than you know it and mom and whole entire family! Be sure to get everyone back to their usual selves and I'll call you all soon."
"I LOVE YOU ALL! I MISS YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU ALL TO VISIT ME!" She yelled and we said the same. Then she hangs up and that was it, our first conversation with Renesmee after 3 days she left.
After I put my Iphone back in my pocket Rosalie growled at me and prepared to launch herself at me. Was I right? Yeah pretty much… because in three seconds she ran towards me and pinned me to the ground the last thing I remember was her yelling at me for not letting Renesmee talk to her and being unconscious.
(A/N: Wow! What suspense… What do you think happened to Edward after Rosalie pinned him down? Do you think Bella would do to Rosalie? How about Jacob will he be able to talk to Renesmee? Hey there everyone it's Reneesella! I'm so sorry for not updating chapter 7 sooner… I've been thinking of ideas for the next chapter, another Fanfiction story and having a writers block on my book that I might publish someday. But I'm not going to think about that now, because chapter 7 is here and I hope you all enjoy and review, review please. Thanks keep on reading my stories and enjoy. :) )
