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Just Another Burden

And there I was sitting on my Aunt's car well our car to be exact

But then I was still lonely

Lonely that can't feel Nate's touch not knowing if he's safe

I just can't live without my best friend, I know it sucks and all but we were together since I was what…4

If everyone I love goes away from me or even dies I'd go crazy!

I would miss…

Mitchie's crazy plans

Shane's Laugh

Aunt Anna's jokes

Nate's touch

Now that I don't have my parents anymore

All I have is Nate

Because my Aunt is always in the hospital, Mitchie is well always has singing practice after school, Shane is in another level and without Nate how would I deal my life?

Especially when Tess is threatening me of staying away from Nate!

After awhile of thinking those set of things

I noticed that my Aunt was going out of the car

Wow…I actually thought of those things for one hour…Amazing even

Anyways…

"Hey I'll just go to the park," I said to warily my Aunt

"Sure just go home before Dinner" My aunt said in a worried look

"Okay… Bye!" as I tried to smile

I waited for my aunt to go in the house before I could even do anything stupid

I was still smiling as happy as I could

She finally went inside after smelling the flowers

Finally!

My smiling session is done at last!

I didn't feel like riding my bike

It would just remind me of Nate and my…. my d Dad

So I just walked without noticing that there were pair of eyes watching me as I go

Nate watched me go

I just want everything to be away from me now

I just don't get my self now I want to be alone when I want to be with the people I love and care about

xXxTO THE PARKxXx

I looked at the swing it just suddenly reminded me of Tess

All the things I did for her all gone…I was…

Betrayed

Betrayed by someone whom I helped through her darkest time

I have to stop believing other people would actually be there looking after me every time

Trying to be there

I have to be strong

Strong for other people

Strong for me

I want to be someone who would be independent

Not waiting for Nate to go to me and comfort me every time

I don't want to be dependent to other

I don't want to be a burden to every one

I went to the swing where memories would just come back hurting me all over again

First it's Mom and Dad and it'd Tess now who's next Nate, Mitchie, Shane, and Aunt Anna?

I sat on the swing

As it lifts me up into the sky

I just noticed

That if I were able to fly I could just runaway not being a burden to anyone anymore

I'd hide into places that no one would even think that I could go

Anyplace

But if it would pain me if I would just leave everyone

Leave all of them shining while I would go hide in the shadows

I love them all

It would just hurt me to leave


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