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Just Another Burden
And there I was sitting on my Aunt's car well our car to be exact
But then I was still lonely
Lonely that can't feel Nate's touch not knowing if he's safe
I just can't live without my best friend, I know it sucks and all but we were together since I was what…4
If everyone I love goes away from me or even dies I'd go crazy!
I would miss…
Mitchie's crazy plans
Shane's Laugh
Aunt Anna's jokes
…
Nate's touch
Now that I don't have my parents anymore
All I have is Nate
Because my Aunt is always in the hospital, Mitchie is well always has singing practice after school, Shane is in another level and without Nate how would I deal my life?
Especially when Tess is threatening me of staying away from Nate!
After awhile of thinking those set of things
I noticed that my Aunt was going out of the car
Wow…I actually thought of those things for one hour…Amazing even
Anyways…
"Hey I'll just go to the park," I said to warily my Aunt
"Sure just go home before Dinner" My aunt said in a worried look
"Okay… Bye!" as I tried to smile
I waited for my aunt to go in the house before I could even do anything stupid
I was still smiling as happy as I could
She finally went inside after smelling the flowers
Finally!
My smiling session is done at last!
I didn't feel like riding my bike
It would just remind me of Nate and my…. my d Dad
So I just walked without noticing that there were pair of eyes watching me as I go
Nate watched me go
I just want everything to be away from me now
I just don't get my self now I want to be alone when I want to be with the people I love and care about
xXxTO THE PARKxXx
I looked at the swing it just suddenly reminded me of Tess
All the things I did for her all gone…I was…
Betrayed
Betrayed by someone whom I helped through her darkest time
I have to stop believing other people would actually be there looking after me every time
Trying to be there
I have to be strong
Strong for other people
Strong for me
I want to be someone who would be independent
Not waiting for Nate to go to me and comfort me every time
I don't want to be dependent to other
I don't want to be a burden to every one
I went to the swing where memories would just come back hurting me all over again
First it's Mom and Dad and it'd Tess now who's next Nate, Mitchie, Shane, and Aunt Anna?
I sat on the swing
As it lifts me up into the sky
I just noticed
That if I were able to fly I could just runaway not being a burden to anyone anymore
I'd hide into places that no one would even think that I could go
Anyplace
But if it would pain me if I would just leave everyone
Leave all of them shining while I would go hide in the shadows
I love them all
It would just hurt me to leave
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