Hi! Four days?! XD Is it me or does yesterday feel like last week? Forget it, back to the story.
I do not own MBAV
How did we even start fighting? I asked myself the question a million times now. I couldn't even remember, I just knew I didn't want to talk to him. Whatever was said last night, I didn't regret it, I didn't want to apologizes, and I didn't even want to look at him. I hated not regretting it; I hated not wanting to apologize… I felt like two different people. How could I hate and love someone at the exact same time?
I needed air. The classroom was suffocating, the students were too quiet, and the feeling of unresolved problems wavered in the air between me and Ethan. I stood up without warning and left the classroom. To my amazement, the teacher hadn't noticed.
I shut the door and let out a small breath. The tension had been temporarily removed.
"Hey." Anderson said popping out of nowhere. I didn't jump, through the four day fight, I had gotten used to Anderson's popping out of nowhere, and his always walking off personality. "Dude, you look like you got hit by a car."
"I now…" I said looking back into the room. I saw Ethan, his head down. I don't remember what I said last night; I don't remember what even happened last night. I didn't even know how this fight started four days ago. However it started, we both hated it. it was killing us on the inside. It was breaking us down slowly, and we hated it. Yet, neither of us wanted to apologize. "I just… need some air."
"Cool, dude." Anderson said as he continued down the hall. I didn't even bother to ask him why he was in the hallway; he just seemed to come whenever I had this overwhelming feeling. I stood my back to the wall. I slowly slunk down into a sitting position. I put my head in my hands.
I hated this feeling. I wanted it to stop; I wanted this emptiness in my stomach to go away. I wanted the nagging feeling of me never being hungry again to go away.
The hallway was empty, or at least till the bell rang. Students came out of the rooms. I didn't move, I was out of the way, and if I was lucky no one would notice me.
I heard footsteps step out of the room, then the feeling of someone watching me. I looked up to see Ethan looking down at me, blocking the door way. I thanked myself for being frustrated and not broken. I gave a weak smile towards him, my eyes too dry.
Ethan smiled back and then walked away. It was an improvement, but if it was anything like the last for days, there was no hope for our friendship to last… not like this at least.
Big Thanks to bs13 and Autumrose for reviewing ever chapter I have posted! So, I'm gonna just tell you this; Throughout the story you'll have these chapters that will show past leading up to the car crash, blah, blah, blah, and they are in order, you have to kind of think that this story is kind of like a movie, so it will basically be confusing for a while, there are a lot of things in between the lines that you'd have to guess. Anyway, I'll update tomorrow! XD
