Butters secret
oh! Well hi there! I'm butters...the small blonde that plays hello kitty island adventure...well. I don't want you to be sore with me or nothing… But I have a huge secret.
Uhh...well I'm into bdsm. The chains that bind people, the whips that hurt people, and pain that can be turned into pleasure, if you have the right partner.
Yeahh...I know...I shouldn't be...and golly, if my parents knew I look at that on the internet, geez, I'd be grounded for sure..
But boy howdy, my curiosity gets the better of me...and when a pop up came on the computer showing a male binding a female with his parts in her mouth...well...would you click the red X to close it? ...yeah I didn't want to either.
So after finding out what it was all about, I searched "bdsm" on the internet. And gee whiz! I felt odd looking at the sites, but it was a good kind of odd.
Between you and me, I kinda ...touched myself while looking at my computer screen, and when photos got boring, I waited till my parents left the house, and photos were replaced with online videos.
I know it's so dirty...but ...I kinda wanna be tied up like the girls and guys in the video. I'm 18 so...I guess I'm of age to do anything I want. Oh! But it's wrong...But watching how those boys and girls get treated by their superiors...it's quite a turn on.
I have wondered who I would have as a partner to do that with…and for some reason I really want Cartman to be my superior. He just has the gruff, overpowering dominating personality, don't you think? I sometimes imagine him tying me up on his bed and gagging me, and then using me for whatever he wanted and…..ughh….I need to stop thinking like that...Bad Butters! Although if he ever found out I want him that way…I think he'd bully me for the rest of my life, and then tell my parents.
It's kind of a shame I'm not a vampire anymore, because then I could do what I wanted all over again, and really get what I want, and my parents wouldn't be able to punish me. I would become ungroundable again per say.
But that's just wishful thinking. I guess Ill be stuck my whole life only enjoying that kind of fetish from a computer screen, because everyone thinks I'm too stupid looking to do anything with me. It'll be hello kitty when my parents are home and bdsm videos when they aren't home.
Please don't tell anyone.
