Chapter 7: Finally
Last night was so very excrutiating. I could barely sleep. I didn't get to sleep till 2:30 and I had awoken at 7:00. But I didn't sleep through that. I had only barley dozed off and then, 30 minuates later I would become aware of a sound. Whether it be the wind or the rain.
Rain, I thought. The day at the beach is going to be cancelled. That didn't help me sleep, AT ALL. That only had me awake longer.
What if he doesn't like me? What if he only asked me to join him to just stand me up and laugh at me? What if he forgets that he's supposed to pick me up? Oh, no. Cat, get a hold of yourself! Great, now I am talking to myself. Loverly, just loverly.
Finally, after the last time the wind had disturbed me, it had been 7:00. Time to get up and get ready, just incase Embry does decide to pick me up.
I looked out the window and noticed that it had stopped rainging. Yes!
Last night I had set my clothes for today out. I wasn't going to be dressing up fancy - schmancey, mostly because I am not really all that girly, and all my nice clothes I had left in Fort Erie.
So I was wearing a grey hoodie with my favourite jeans that I had cut to be capris. People had always told me to through those jeans out, but I never could.
It was now 9:25, and I was sitting on the porch, waiting for him to pull up at the curb.
Oh no, he is bailing on me! I knew it was too good to be true!
I was almost on the verge of tears when a car pulled up in the driveway. A VW rabbit to be precise.
"Cat! Come on, get in!" I ran to the vehicle to see that Embry was in the back seat, with a guy I didn't know driving, and a girl that I also did not know in the passenger seat.
"Hey, Embry." I smiled shyly at him. What's wrong with me? I am never this shy!
"Hey. Oh, I almost forgot! Cat, this is Jacob and his fiancee, Stacey. Stacey, Jacob, this is Cat." I waved very meekly at them.
"Hello."
"Hi" Jacob replied and Stacey just turned around to look at me and waving back.
I looked down at the seat and noticed how close Embry's hand was to mine. So badly did I just want to put my hand in his. What would he think if I had? Would he think I was some kind of freak, holding guy's hands that she barely knew? Yes, he probably would. To distract myself I asked,
"Hey, can you please put on some music? I really don't like silences." I hoped that they liked to listen to music. And good music too.
"Sure, is there a certain band you wanna listen to?" Jacob asked.
"Cheap Trick?" Me and Embry said in unison. I looked at him then looked away quickly, blushing.
Okay, then..." Obviously Jacob found us weird.
Of course I thought, he just had to put on this song.
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Ill shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
Ill get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.
Ill shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
Ill get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
Through out the whole song me and Embry just sang along. At the end we burst out laughing and Jacob was looking at us like we each had 2 heads.
"What? That song is a classic!" I said in my defense.
"It's not that, it's the fact that you two are having hystarics over singing a song!" That sent me and Embry both into anyother fit of hysterics. Jacob just rolled his eyes and continued driving.
That's whe I first saw the large beach, and better yet, the same beach from my dream.
Yes, I know, there is alot of reference to her dreams.
The thing is, I am having trouble thinking of ways that the dreams could mean something else.
Hmmm...
But don't worry, sooner or later, the Cullens will be brought into the story!
P.S. Sorry if I have many spelling mistakes, my computer is being messed and I can't get spell checker working! So sorry!
xo xo xo
