Well then...
Trigger Warning: Self-harm (attempted suicide? but not really? Your choice)
Anna was resting her head against Elsa's shoulder as they sat in the cafeteria. The redhead was groaning while Elsa enjoyed her fruit.
"What are we going to do?" Anna whined and Elsa shrugged.
"You know as things are going they'll end up getting married right?" Anna said shooting a look up to her girlfriend.
"We don't know that," Elsa said as she brought another strawberry up to her mouth. Anna leaned forward and ate it making Elsa blink.
"You only seem to eat fruit and vegetables, are you a vegetarian?" Anna asked and Elsa thought about it.
"I do like fish," she said and Anna smacked her chest. Elsa chuckled and rubbed her chest.
"No, I like to eat meat too, but I prefer those as dinner food, during the day I like fruit more," Elsa smiled.
"No wonder you're so thin," Anna said poking the woman's side.
"You trying to tell me something?" Elsa raised her eyebrow.
"No, I just mean it explains things," Anna smiled. Both girls jumped when a hand slammed down on their table. In front of them stood a strapping man with slight stubble on his chin and slightly up his jawline. He was smiling to them along with a girl with short brown pixie hair.
"Can I help you?" Elsa asked as she eyed the two.
"Names Flynn Ryder," the boy said and the girl smacked him in the chest.
"His name is Eugene Fitzherbert, I'm Rapunzel Corona, his girlfriend," The girl said smiling and the two sat down.
"I'm Elsa Arendelle and this is Anna Summers," Elsa said hesitantly.
"I'm sorry what's happening right now?" Anna asked and just then two more kids joined them.
"Oi, Eugene why we sittin 'ere now eh?" A heavily Scottish girl asked as she sat down.
"Yea, dude, our table is still open," A blonde guy said as he sat down.
Elsa instinctively pulled Anna closer to her, seeing the big burly blonde as a potential threat. He just raised his eyebrow at her.
"We just thought that we could offer friendship, you two look like you could use some extra company and protection," Rapunzel said as she tilted her head to the popular table where they were being glared at.
"And how will you protect us?" Anna asked frowning. Elsa blinked as something clicked.
"Wait, I sat detention with you four," Elsa said and Rapunzel smiled. Anna frowned to the blonde and Elsa rolled her eyes.
"I wasn't paying much attention," she said.
"Aye, the lass was always starin at her phone, listenin to who knows what," the Scottish girl said as she ate her apple.
"What were you all in for?" Elsa asked.
"Oh, we wrapped a teachers car in bubble wrap," the blonde said.
"How were you caught?" Anna asked.
"He was still in it," he answered.
"Aye, blasted tinted windows," the Scots woman grumbled.
"Great, the trouble makers want to be our friends," Elsa said, "well at least this'll be interesting," she added.
From then on Elsa and Anna started hanging out with the trouble makers. The Scottish girl was Merida Dunbroch, and the blonde guy was Kristoff Bjorgman. Elsa still didn't like him getting close to Anna, it didn't help that the two seemed to get along so well. Sometimes Elsa's jealousy, or rather possessiveness, would flare up and their sex would be rougher. Anna didn't mind, she loved it when Elsa got aggressive. She would pepper her skin with bite marks and leave her legs numb and sore. Elsa would apologize after and pepper her skin with kisses and usually got her a chocolate to apologize the day after.
Anna noticed that the scars on Elsa's wrists had turned white and practically invisible. She was happy to see the girl wasn't hurting herself anymore, well not that she could pick up. They had been dating for nearly 3 months now. Their parents hadn't mentioned anything about taking their relationship further, which made them relax some.
All though happiness never lasted too long.
"Elsa, you've been ignoring us all this weekend," Rapunzel said as she sat down at their table.
"Yea, Anna isn't all that happy about it. She's worried," Kristoff said and Elsa glared at him. They gasped at seeing the dark circles under the girl's eyes, the whites of her eyes bloodshot red.
"Elsa?" They turned to look at Anna as she walked closer. Elsa turned her face away and rubbed her eyes.
"It's just allergies," she whispered.
"Bull fucking shit," Eugene growled.
"Who hurt ya? We'll teach 'em not ta mess with us!" Merida hissed.
"Yea, tie them to a horse and let the beast run!" Eugene added.
"Elsa, please talk to us," Anna whispered as she rested her hand on her girlfriends. Elsa pulled her hand away and stood up.
"I'm fine, just drop it," she said and walked away. Anna wasn't about to leave it there. She followed the girl and dragged her into the supply closet, where it all began.
"Elsa you better tell me what the fuck is going on," Anna whispered harshly. Elsa just looked down at her, eyes swimming with darkness. Not the type that made Anna's knees weak or her heart race. No this made her sad. The older girl's eyes were hard, slightly sunken into her head, like she had been crying for days on end.
"Elsa," Anna whispered as she stroked the girl's cheek.
"Anna, I just…I need time okay? I can't talk about it, not while I'm still working through it,"
"And what is it that you need to work through?" Anna asked.
"I…I can't tell you, I'm still trying to believe it," Elsa said as she looked away, "just please, I need time. I still…" Elsa looked down. She wanted to tell the girl she loved her. She wanted to tell her what was bothering her, but something was blocking her. This dark shadow that was towering over her mind was taking up her emotions and thoughts.
"I still care for you, but I need time," Elsa finished and hugged the girl tightly. Anna hugged her back. She wasn't happy, but she trusted Elsa implicitly.
The next day Elsa didn't join them at lunch, saying she had to go see the school counselor. This made everyone worry even more. Anna more than the others. Her father had said that even Elsa's mom had been sort of avoiding him. The other thought the other would know why, but they both knew the exact same amount. Nothing.
By the time the next weekend rolled around both the Summers decided enough was enough. They care too much for the Arendelle women to watch them disappear like this. Even Olaf had been crying, asking where Elsa was. So they drove to the Arendelle house hold and knocked on the door.
A tired looking Miss Arendelle answered.
"Agnarr? Wh-what are you doing here?" She said as she rubbed at her face.
"We're worried Iduna, please talk to me," Mr. Summers said as they entered the home.
"Fine, um Anna, Elsa is in her room taking a shower," she whispered and went to sit on the sofa.
Anna sprinted up the stairs, leaving her brother with her father. She opened the older girl's door and heard the shower running.
"Elsa?" Anna called as she peaked into the misty bathroom. She waved the mist away from her face and called again, frowning as she saw Elsa's form slumping in the shower.
Before Iduna could explain what was going on they heard Anna scream. Both adults rushed up to the sound. They saw Anna drag an unconscious Elsa out her bathroom. Iduna managed to shut the door before Agnarr could enter, shouting that she couldn't let him see her daughter naked.
There was blood streaming from the girls wrists, her skin an angry red from the scolding hot water. Anna placed pressure on the cut marks as tears started streaming down her face. Iduna was checking for a pulse and breathing.
She was still alive.
"God fucking damn it Elsa, don't do this to me again," Iduna cried as she stood and looked through Elsa's medicine cabinet in the bathroom. She came back with a first aid kit and started working on the girls wrists. Anna scurried back to press against the bed as she clutched at her chest and mouth, keeping her from crying out, rocking back and forth. She didn't care that blood was covering her hands and face.
"Sh-shouldn't we call an ambulance?" Anna managed to ask between her sobs.
"No, the cuts aren't that deep, her heart beat is strong and she's still breathing," Iduna said as she sniffed and rubbed her eyes. She was a nurse and knew how to handle the situation, seen it too many times with patients, treated to many patients.
"Let's get her in the bed," Iduna whispered and Anna helped her pick the girl up and place her in the bed.
"She'll be okay?" Anna asked, her voice trembling. The older woman nodded rubbing her eyes before walking to the door and letting Agnarr inside.
"What happened?" He asked looking to the unconscious girl. Iduna sighed and rested her hands in her hair moving them out her face.
"Her father showed up," she said and Anna's head snapped to her. Elsa never talked about her father, saying she never met him and she never wants to meet him. She would get angry or depressed depending on who asked or just ignored the question.
"I'm confused, she said it was just someone you had a one night stand with," Anna asked, letting go of her manners.
"Anna," Agnarr warned.
"What? That's what Elsa believed. Did you lie to her?" Anna asked now angry. Iduna held herself as tears threatened to spill.
"Yes, of course I lied," she said, "I didn't want her to know her father was actually a very handsome young teacher that took advantage of a shy girl trying to pass a history class," Iduna said and the room went silent. They turned when they heard Elsa groan. Anna was at her side instantly and kept her lying down and covered.
"The fuck happened?" Elsa rasped and blinked when she saw Anna.
"Anna? What are you doing here?" Panic entered her voice and she looked around. A blush spread over her and she gripped her sheets at seeing Mr. Summers in her room.
"Forgive me," he said and left, Elsa's mother following. Elsa turned her gaze to Anna.
"We came to talk, I found you passed out in your shower. I thought you were over this Elsa," Anna said as angry tears pricked her eyes. She held up Elsa's bandaged arm. Elsa swallowed and took her arm away.
"Just so you know, I didn't pass out from blood loss, I haven't slept all week and I can't eat either," Elsa whispered, lightly scratching at the itchy material.
"Why didn't you talk to me Elsa? With your dad coming back into your life? I could have been here for you," Anna said as she rubbed her eyes.
"So mom told you," was all Elsa said then sighed as she covered her face with her hands.
"My whole life has been a lie, Anna. I believed my dad was just a nobody; I didn't want to know him because my mother claimed she didn't so I had no reason to ask her about him. Now I find out he was her teacher and now suddenly wants to be a part of my life? Why? Why now? Why now, 18 years later?" Elsa was getting angry as tears streamed down her face.
"Maybe…maybe he feels responsible? Maybe he…" Anna didn't know what to say.
"The fucked up part is Anna, he's a nice guy. Fuck, he's such a nice fucking guy and he's given me no reason to fucking hate him other than him taking advantage of my mother, but that point is mute because she was 18 at the time too and she knew what she was doing and she still chose to fucking hide it from me," Elsa growled gripping her head.
"I want to hate him; I want to hate his fucking guts. To have a reason to keep him out my life. I never needed him. I never," Elsa started crying as she double over. Anna wrapped her arms around the girl.
Elsa calmed down after a good few minutes and sniffed.
"The fucked up part is that I would have loved a father. I see how you and Olaf interact with your dad. I see what I missed out on. I would have loved to have a dad that could have explained to me what was happening to my body. I would have loved to have a dad that would play catch or some stupid shit like that with me. I would have loved to have a dad that would tell me he was proud of me," Elsa whispered. Anna held the older girl and rocked her back and forth. The motion eventually made the exhausted girl fall asleep. Anna lay her down and covered her, leaving her to sleep and get some rest. The redhead moved down to where the adults were.
"Can I stay the night?" She asked and they looked to her.
"It's the weekend and I could keep an eye on Elsa, make sure you both eat," Anna offered and she saw her father smile thankfully.
"I don't mind, might be nice to just have the girls together yea?" Iduna smiled softly.
"Could get to know the other better," Anna shrugged and after both adults nodded she went to the kitchen to retrieve some snacks then went back up to Elsa's room. After placing the snacks and drinks down Anna got into bed with Elsa. She smiled as the girl instinctively curled into her, seeking comfort.
Leaving it there...
Shout outs!
Schurke: Haha thank you? And um...njoy the memories I guess haha.
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Thank you all that are still with me, this is a wild ride of a story to write...
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