Author's Notes:
I don't own Soul eater or any of its character's, no copyright is intended.
Italics - Means the person is thinking.
This story is an AU (Alternate Universe) so things that happened in the Anime/Manga have no relation to this story, and this story will be completely different from both the Anime and the Manga just so you know.
Please enjoy, :D
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Maka's P.O.V:
He was gone, he'd probably left a while ago, he didn't wake me up to say goodbye, and I could easily guess that my Papa hadn't returned yet since I hadn't heard him call for me. Why? Why had he gone? Was sleeping with me really that bad?
If I think about it he's probably been with a whole load of girls, maybe he just thinks of me as another one of those girls. Even if he's not like how Soul and everyone else talk about him, it's not surprising for him to leave after sleeping with a girl like me.
I should have expected it, what just happened will probably turn out to just a one-time-thing to him, I had given him my first time, and he probably just doesn't care. But that doesn't sound like Kid at all, no, that sounds more like something that 'Reaper boy' would do to a girl like me.
Reaper boy or Kid, I don't know which one he is anymore, my head is so confused and I'm not sure if I should keep sticking to my own beliefs that he's Kid, my odd-looking boyfriend with a heart of gold underneath it all, or if I should just give in and believe that he's that 'Reaper boy', the manipulative gang leader, who likes torturing and playing with young girls, raping and murdering them if they ever go against him, and the only thing about him that's gold would be those eyes of his.
It was stupid to believe that Kid and the Reaper boy were the same person, after all they seemed like complete opposites. Kid was kind and gentle, and from what Soul and the others have told me, the Reaper boy is mean and just a plain criminal. A guy like him would never care about me or my feelings, however Kid does, plus he loves me right? At least that's what he keeps telling me.
I couldn't think anymore as all that Soul and the others had said about Kid, and what my heart had seen about him were now becoming hard to choose between. My mind was now playing tricks on me, and I was no longer sure if I should go with my head or my heart.
I loved Kid with all my heart, but just who was he? And what did he want with a girl like me?
'Kid, what do I mean to you?'
I sighed heavily as I threw the covers of my bed off of myself and let my legs dangle off the edge of my bed, sitting forward with a downhearted and confused look in my emerald eyes.
I felt like shivering as sitting completely naked on my bed probably wasn't the best idea, but still right now, all I wanted to do was be with Kid, but I had no idea whether Kid was really my loving boyfriend who I had just had sex with, or if he was the Reaper boy that would just leave me afterwards like it all had meant nothing to him.
His clothes were gone, he was gone, and now here I was left alone by the one I trusted and loved, was it all really Kid, or was it that Reaper boy? I didn't know anymore.
I lifted my head up a little at the sound of my bedroom door being opened, it was probably my Papa wanting me down for dinner or something, and because of that I should be worried about my appearance at the moment. I was sitting completely naked on my bed, with my hair tangled up in knots and out of place (and freely flowing down my back, since my pig-tails had been untied during what had happened between Kid and I), I was soaked in my own sweat, there was still a clear blush staining my cheeks, my clothes were still in a forgotten, untidy pile on the floor, and I don't like to say it but my arousal hadn't yet faded, as the area between my thighs was still drenched in my own juices.
But it wasn't my Papa who walked through the door and closed it behind them, while they looked to me with a gentle, charming smile as they walked over to me.
"Sorry, I hope you didn't mind me using your shower, I can't stand being soaked in my own sweat, and plus I didn't think you'd be up for a while,"
It was Kid, my Kid, the odd-looking boy that would never leave me on my own after what had just happened between us. He planted a light kiss on my forehead, while I just smiled to him happily.
I hadn't left, he'd just gone to wash up as all, there was nothing wrong with that, I need to stop thinking such crazy thoughts, Kid was Kid, not that Reaper boy right? There was no way they could be the same person, Kid was completely different from him in pretty much every way. I was stupid to believe that what Soul and the others had said could ever be true. Really it was just my mind playing tricks on me again because of all that I had heard about Kid, that's all it was, my own paranoia just getting to me as all.
"That's fine, although you could've woken me up,"
"But you looked so cute and peaceful that I didn't want to disturb you," he was smirking to me now, as he kissed my cheek and winked to me.
"But you got me thinking that you had left or something,"
"Now why on earth would I leave my beautiful girl like that?" he sat on his knees in front of me on the floor.
"I don't know," I mumbled out as I could feel tears welling up in my eyes now, as I stared into those golden shining eyes of his, and could see Kid behind them, but then again it could be that Reaper boy behind them and he's just playing me for a stupid fool right now.
"I would never leave you Maka, I promise," he wrapped his arms around me and held me close, rubbing my back and laying another light kiss on my head, while I just relaxed in his embrace and soon slowly hugged him back.
"Unless you want me to that is?"
I pulled away from him and shook my head rapidly, feeling tears now streaming down my cheeks, "I don't want that, I don't want you to leave me Kid, I love you…please Kid, just stay with me, please," I was shaking now, as I held onto him tightly, never wanting to let him go.
"Okay, calm down Maka, don't worry. I'll stay….I'll stay," he smiled as he brushed my untidy, long fringe out of my eyes, and wiped my tears away, kissing my lips lightly, and he held me close to him again.
In all honesty it didn't matter anymore whether Kid was Kid or that Reaper boy, I loved him and I wanted to stay with him no matter what, whether I had now been wrapped in the Reaper boy's chains or I had completely melted into Kid's love. I wanted to stay with him.
Whether he was Kid or the Reaper boy, he had done it anyway, he had stolen my stubborn heart and no matter what I believed, even if he did turn out to be the 'bad guy' that Soul and the others had warned me to stay away from, I had fallen for him, and I just couldn't leave him, not now, not ever.
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Writer's P.O.V:
"Maka, Kid, I'm back!" Spirit called from the front door as he had just arrived back home from his little shopping trip, and waited for a second. Standing still as he heard footsteps quickly getting clearer and louder.
And sure enough, as if on cue the red-headed man smiled as his teenage daughter's boyfriend came walking up to him and started to help him with bringing the heavy shopping bags into the kitchen.
'It's people like Kid that make me glad that we decided to move here,' Spirit sighed a little as he watched Kid already starting to un-pack the shopping and start putting it away in its rightful place (obviously it was easy to see that this clearly wasn't the first time Kid had helped Maka's Dad out with the shopping).
"Thank you Kid, you know I really do wonder how my Maka found a wonderful gentleman like you in a City like this one,"
Kid just nodded to Spirit with his classic charming smile, before he went back to helping put away all the shopping, "Now Mr Albarn, I realise that this City isn't all that well known for partially good things, but it is a lovely place to live and most of the people are humble and so welcoming to everyone,"
"Yes that's true, plus Maka seems so much happier here since she met you," Spirit couldn't be more glad that his daughter had let someone as kind and as gentle as Kid into her heart.
"Come on, I don't think it's only me that's making her so happy,"
"Nonsense Kid, you were probably the best thing that has ever happened to her since we moved here, I mean even Soul has never made her seem as happy as you do, not to mention that I trust you a lot more than I trust him," Spirit was perhaps praising the teen a little too much now, and although Kid did seem a little embarrassed by it all, he didn't really mind it that much.
"Speaking of which, where is Maka, still studying?" Spirit asked, now changing the subject.
"No she took a little nap earlier and is now in the shower, after she agreed to finally take a break from all her studying," Kid answered happily as he emptied two more bags and put away the shopping that they contained, "I was really just coming down to get her a drink before I heard you calling from the front door,"
"Well I'm glad she finally took a break, one of these days she's going to end up passing out from how much she pushes herself," it was easy to see that Spirit was worrying about his dear daughter right now, but fortunately Kid knew just how to put a stop to that.
"Don't you worry, Mr Albarn as long as I'm around that would never happen," Kid almost seemed like he was standing to attention now, as he had finished putting all the shopping away, and smiled to Spirit again.
"Oh that's good, and how many times have I told you, just call me 'Spirit' alright?"
Kid nodded slightly as Spirit punched his arm lightly and smiled to him again, "Now you better get back up to Maka before she starts calling for you,"
The teen nodded again.
"And dinners going to be ready soon, so you can stay round if you like," Spirit offered
"Oh no, I wouldn't want to impose on you and Maka like that," Kid declined the offer almost instantly.
"Kid you wouldn't be imposing on us at all, plus I think that Maka would be more than happy to have you stay round for dinner," Spirit tried again.
"Really I would love to, but my Father wants me home early tonight, maybe some other time?" the teen smiled nervously before Spirit decided to stop trying to convince him to stay round and just nodded to him.
Kid then soon quickly left the kitchen (making sure to get a drink for Maka from the fridge), as he headed back upstairs to his girlfriend's bedroom.
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Maka's P.O.V:
I was now sitting on my bed again, fully clothed after I had just finished my shower, as I looked down at my bare feet and watched as I curled my toes and sighed heavily, feeling tense and stressed, the warm shower obviously hadn't helped my mood much it would seem.
I lifted my head a little as my bedroom door opened to reveal Kid with that charming, gentleman smile on his lips, and a drink in his hand (which I had asked him to go and get me just before I went for my shower).
"Hey girly, you alright?" he asked in a nervous sounding voice.
I just nodded to him as he closed the door behind him and came over to sit down beside me, handing the drink to me and pecking my cheek lightly.
"I didn't hurt you right? Do you feel sore anywhere," he was obviously worried about me, but my eyes didn't meet his, as my mind kept telling me that he could very well be faking it.
"No, I'm fine," I simply stated as I took a mouthful of the drink and swallowed slowly, hoping that he wouldn't ask me many more questions.
"Maka, I've been wondering, was that….your first time?" I expected him to ask me that, I mean even if I was the one who started it all, it was easy for someone to guess that I had never really had sex with anyone before.
I was going to answer, but Kid stopped me just before I could, "Because if it was, then I truly am-
"Don't say it,"
I cut Kid off before the word 'sorry' could leave his lips, he seemed a little taken aback, and so stayed silent as he let me finish.
"Don't apologize, I was the one that started it all," I spoke in a mumbled voice as he just smiled to me slightly. I knew he would come up with some kind of excuse for my actions, or he would joke about it and then try and take the blame for it all, so I again stopped him before he could carry on.
"Besides, there's no one else I'd want to lose my virginity to other than you, Kid,"
I looked into those shining golden eyes of his now as he seemed a little surprised by what I had said, but smiled when I spoke again,
"I love you Kid,"
"I love you too, Maka," he pulled me into a caring embrace and he held me close to him, I closed my eyes and relaxed in his arms.
I had had enough, I wanted to know all about Kid, the real Kid. Not the one that I had been told about from Soul and the others, and not the one that I had fallen for. I wanted to know about the real Kid, the one that I was in love with, and the one that I just couldn't leave even if I tried or wanted to.
"Kid?"
"Hmm?"
"Have you ever killed anyone?" I opened my eyes now as I spoke in a whisper.
"What, where did that come from?" Kid now pulled away from me slightly as he looked into my eyes, while I avoided his, obviously he was more than surprised to hear me ask something like that.
"Have you?" I wanted him to answer my question.
"No, of course not," I believed him.
"Alright then, have you ever raped a girl?"
"No, Maka where is this all coming from?"
"I want to know Kid,"
He seemed a little confused for a moment, "I want know all about you, the real you. I'm sick of listening to Soul and the others telling me about you, my mind agreeing with them and then my heart disagreeing with them, and leaving me not knowing what to believe anymore,"
I know that he could clearly see my distress, and I could see his worried expression turn into a slight frown, as he sighed deeply a second later and looked to me with a stern look that I had never seen in those eyes of his before now.
"Are you sure you want to know, you might very well regret it afterwards,"
I didn't care I wanted to know, so I nodded.
"Alright then, I'll tell you,"
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Writer's P.O.V:
A day or two later Soul was happily walking to school, hoping to see Maka and maybe try to talk to her about Kid again, and just maybe she would actually listen this time, and he would finally get through to her.
But as he walked faster he noticed a familiar young girl walking just a little bit in-front of him, it was Maka, but it defiantly didn't look like her.
He head was low as she looked to the floor, and walked slowly, not caring to look where she was going, as Soul got closer he noticed that she was mumbling something out-loud.
"Hey Maka, are you okay?" Soul rested a hand on Maka's shoulder as he seemed worried for her now. Maka stopped walking and slowly lifted her head up, avoiding the other teen's eyes, as she didn't reply to him, but did stop her strange mumbling.
Soul's eyes widened a little as he looked to Maka and gasped a little. Maka's normal sparkling emerald eyes were now glazed over and blood-shot red (probably from crying or lack of sleep), her skin was a lot more paler than usual, her hair was un-kept and out of place (Soul didn't even notice that it was actually down instead of tied up in her normal pig-tails today), this girl didn't look like the Maka that Soul knew, she looked broken and lifeless.
"Maka?"
"You….you were right Soul, Kid told me everything….he's everything that you and the others said…he's a monster,"
Soul could hear slight sobs in Maka's speech as she spoke with tears welling up in her eyes.
'Damn that Reaper, he's managed to break her in only a matter of a couple of days,' Soul cursed under his breath as he sighed slightly.
"So are you going to start taking our advice now, and stay away from him?" Soul knew right from the start that something like this would happen, he only wished that he could've saved Maka before it did.
Maka surprisely shook her head slowly, "It's too late Soul, whether he's bad or good, I've already fallen for him,"
"Did he sleep with you?"
Maka nodded after a small pause.
"But Maka he could-
"I know he could hurt me," Maka cut Soul off as she already knew what he was going to say, "He could even kill me if he wanted to, but that wouldn't change anything, I love him and I can't leave his side, even if I tried or wanted to, I can't leave him alone even if he scares me,"
Maka was now crying as tears streamed down her cheeks, and she began to shake all over. Soul sighed again as he pulled Maka into a caring hug and let her cry into his chest, while she just buried her head into his shoulder and clenched her fists tightly. She didn't hug him back, or even relax in his embrace, she was much too upset to do either of those things right now.
'Damn that Reaper,' Soul cursed again, as he now realised that he had lost her to that terrible 'Reaper boy' called Kid.
