I Own Nothing

CN: The twins go back to school in this chapter because I jumped a head a week.

Title: Beaten But Not Truly Broken

Characters: Danny/Ethan, Lydia/Aiden, Scott, Derek, Stiles, Deaton, Kali

Summary: Kali is furious over losing Ennis and when she finds that the twins have gotten too close to their assignments she takes her anger out on them. Not for faint of heart in the first couple of chapters. Started this in 2017

Another week had gone by before Ethan and Aiden were fully healed physically. They were trying to work through the emotional damage. It wasn't just the present memories either; they both had the past brought up as they'd healed. Deaton had warned them about the nightmares they'd experience. They weren't going to walk away without them, but bottling it up wasn't the answer. He had offered to listen any time if they needed to talk even though Aiden out right refused, at first. Ethan had said they'd think about it knowing they were going to need to talk.

Ethan had already been talking to Mariel before everything had gone down. She had promised not to say anything about how he felt towards Danny. He hadn't known if he could trust her at first, but she'd helped him deal with the other nightmares he'd had. She'd also gotten him to realize that Aiden couldn't be trapped in him. That shit at the Glen Capri had really messed with his head for a while. He was trying to get Aiden to talk because he didn't want his brother to snap. He could feel that Aiden was holding stuff back about what had happened.

Right now he wanted to get back to some kind of normal though. It had gotten back to Kali that they had died so no one had wanted them to leave the safe house. However, if he had to look at the walls one more second he was going to be the one that snapped. At some point someone had gotten their bikes and brought them over. The bikes had almost been gotten ride of from what Danny had told him. He knew that Danny wouldn't lie to him about them and had asked. He walked out of the bathroom picking up the helmets and threw Aiden his.

"Come on, we're going to school," Ethan said feeling better already that he was going to get to see Danny when they got to school.

Aiden easily caught the helmet without looking up because he had sensed it coming. "Are you being the disobedient one again? That's what got us into this in the first place you know." He smiled, but didn't hesitate to follow Ethan out the door after getting the keys to his bike.

"I am not going to be scared of her finding out we're alive. It's been two weeks and we're finally got our strength back. I'm not sitting in there another minute," Ethan could only take being patient for so long. He had more of a relaxed mode than Aiden did, but right now he was climbing the walls. He needed to go for a ride and at least at school they would be protected with other people around. "Try to keep up," Ethan said bringing his bike to life before he took off not waiting for Aiden.

Aiden laughed before he took off after his brother glad to be back on his own bike. He was glad that Ethan wanted to go back. He could tell that his brother was worried even if he claimed he wasn't scared. Hell he was terrified that they wouldn't be lucky a second time, but Ethan was right they couldn't keep hiding. It wasn't their style anymore, hiding that was. He watched Ethan do a couple of tricks as they went down the road. He was usually the one messing around like that, but today he just watched Ethan. He was glad that his brother was having fun even if they both still had things to work through.

~DE ED LA AL~

It was already lunch time when Ethan and Aiden showed up sitting down at the table the rest of the pack occupied. They had given up everything they knew about the Deucalion and Kali not caring about their vendeda anymore. They had been granted entrance to Scott's pack and even though they were alphas they'd agreed to do what he said. They needed protection even if somehow it was never found out about them being alive by the other two alphas there were others.

It hadn't been that hard for Ethan to agree, but Aiden had taken a moment or two. Lydia hitting him upside the head threatening to leave him with a case of blue balls for a month had been more of an incentive. It was still shaky ground, but things were starting to work out.

"I thought I told you two to lay low until we found a way to deal with keeping Kali from finding out that you're alive?" Scott asked when he saw them. He was surprised that they were at school. It might had gotten back they were dead, but he didn't think it wouldn't be checked on.

"If I have to see blue walls for another second I will be the twin you have to worry about having an angry out burst," Ethan said, he didn't want to get chewed out, but he couldn't stay away any longer. "I can't be locked up again," he said a little lower looking anywhere, but at Scott because he didn't want him to get mad. He didn't see it happening really, but Scott was trying to look out for them. It was something he was still trying to process; even Isaac hadn't threatened them since they'd woken up. "I agreed to take orders, I just won't submit. I'll never do that again," he barely stopped his self from growling at the thought.

"Wow, who said anything about submitting?" Scott asked shocked by Ethan's statement before he looked at Aiden who wouldn't meet his eyes either. Aiden was looking at Ethan who was looking far off. "I just don't want you two to get killed. I'm not going to make you bow down to me. I don't know what happens in packs like you were in, but I got one main rule, no killing," that really was his main rule. They could find another way around killing.

"You're forced to do whatever you're told, even if you don't want to do it. You have no actual control or will to stop it. I found a reason not to take orders anymore," Ethan said looking to where Danny was coming in the cafeteria. "I fell in love," he didn't wait for Danny to get to the table he got up meeting him instead.

"I'd never do that to anyone," Scott said stunned watching Ethan's retreating back.

~DE ED LA AL~

Scott knew letting them in the pack wasn't going be easy. They both had a lot of problems from their past, but it was going to take time. He just couldn't throw them out after what had been done to them. It was obvious that the alpha pack had no more use for them. He couldn't leave them to die because they were loved by members of his pack.

"He knows, I know, but we've been cooped up for a while now. Neither one of us are they type to be kept inside. Not being able to know where Danny's at is getting to him too." Aiden could hear everything that Ethan was saying, Danny too.

He knew that Ethan would kick his ass if he said anything about what Kali said. He could still hear her voice shouting at Ethan she was going force feed him Danny's heart. Ethan's voice was there too telling Kali she wouldn't win. If they could get back to where they were then Kali wouldn't win. Their former alpha had lost too because he had dug Ethan out of that damn hole he'd been put in. He'd been fully free from that hell because of Danny. Watching Ethan lean into Danny with Danny's arm protectively around his brother proved that. There were only two people besides Danny and him that Ethan had ever let that close, their parents.

"Ethan wasn't supposed to get that close to Danny, I wasn't either with Lydia, but she took it out more on Ethan than me. She blamed him for me falling for Lydia," Aiden said not knowing why he was telling what he was.

He was feeling better getting it out, but he wasn't ready to tell everything. He didn't know if he could ever get the other pain that tried consuming his soul out. The nights lying in his blood because they thought he was Ethan. He'd take that abuse again just to protect Ethan from that kind of hell. He knew their former alpha was what nightmares were made out of. He had the nightmares some times, but the last week they had been bad. If Lydia and Danny didn't stay with them then Ethan was in his bed. It helped knowing that Ethan was beside him and safe if he woke his self up.

Then there was last night when Lydia had woken him up, but he hadn't broken. Even when she told him it was okay he had kept it inside. He didn't know how to tell her those things that gave him nightmares. He wasn't ashamed of it because he protected Ethan, he just couldn't find the words. How could he tell her he'd been raped every night almost for the fun of it? Then again, it had supposed to have been Ethan's punishment. The punishment didn't even fit the crime even if the fucker Ethan had made out with was related to their former alpha.

~DE ED LA AL~

Aiden breathed out taking in Lydia's scent letting it comfort him. He didn't want to go there right now during school. He wanted this to be like a safe zone no thinking of the past or the past weeks. He had Lydia to keep him from going stir crazy because he had been on that same train as Ethan. He took another breath of Lydia needing as much of it as he could get. He had missed her even though he knew she had to go to school.

"Well she is insane," Lydia said moving so she was almost in his lap touching his face. "We got your backs, just next time let one of us knows you're coming." she smiled pulling him into a kiss as her free hand moved over his back. "Now that you're back you can sit beside me in class again," she knew that the conversation wasn't really over, but for not it was changed.

"Thanks," Aiden said against her ear wrapping his arm around her not giving a damn how it made him look right now that he needed her close. He needed her just as badly as Ethan needed to know where Danny was. Just being able to see and touch her was easing the pain he was feeling. He felt like if he didn't see or touch her she might vanish. It was the same Ethan was feeling for Danny.

Aiden looked towards the lunch line spotting Danny and his brother. He knew that Ethan had told Danny what had happened and not just the highlights like they'd told the pack. The pack couldn't understand why Ethan really needed to get out of the house. He had just realized he had fallen for Lydia when it happened. He had grasped the heartache that Ethan had felt when they'd had that conversation when he tried to get Ethan to stay awake. He'd been convinced they wouldn't be able to stop their selves and would kill Lydia and Danny.

He'd figured out the key though before he'd opened his eyes. He'd relinquished any thoughts for the pack. Instead he'd let his brother be more than his anchor, he couldn't be forced to kill Danny if he thought of Ethan as his alpha. He was his brother and best friend; he'd been born seven minutes earlier making him older. If he was going to answer to anyone it would be his twin. He knew he had to follow what Scott said now that he was in his pack. Yet, he was looking more at Ethan as what to do.

~DE ED LA AL~

Danny didn't really want to sit with the others so after he'd gotten his lunch he led Ethan out of the cafeteria. They ended up sitting against the back of the bleachers at the lacrosse field. He really wasn't hungry, but he'd wanted something. He'd told Ethan to pick something out and they'd split it.

He knew that Ethan hadn't bothered eating what Aiden had fixed that morning. He'd given it to him instead when he'd shown up. He hadn't gotten to stay long, but he'd wanted to see Ethan before school. He had wanted to stay so badly the night before, but his mom had gotten off early. So he'd had to go home for family night, but Ethan had been under house arrest so to speak. He would have gladly taken Ethan with him because his parents loved his boyfriend. He had been questioned on why Ethan hadn't come more than once now. He had told them that Ethan was sick and it wasn't a full lie. Being beaten and poisoned was his definition of sick for Ethan.

"Don't tell me you're not hungry, I might not be a werewolf, but you're stomach is grumbling," Danny said moving his free hand over Ethan's back.

He was glad the wounds were gone and he didn't have to be careful. He loved touching Ethan anywhere he could get. He knew that Ethan loved having his back rubbed. He would curl up around him sometimes when he was rubbing his back. There were these little sounds that he'd swear sounded like a purr if Ethan was a werecat not werewolf. There were also times that he had just given Ethan a back rub. Both of them were now stripped down as he straddled Ethan. He'd move his hands over every inch of Ethan's back and sides.

He'd massaged him once so good that he came without him even trying for that. The second Ethan had been cumming he'd used the massaging oil to slick his fingers up more thrusting one inside Ethan. He'd opened Ethan up before he had turned him over sliding all the way inside. He'd kept the same slow pace as he had with the massage making love to Ethan. He wanted him to always feel good and loved the way he deserved.

~DE ED LA AL~

"I'll give you a blow job if you eat the pizza," he grinned hoping the bribe would work.

"Trying to bribe me to eat?" Ethan asked with a laugh, but he took the slice of pizza.

It defiantly wasn't the best, but he figured he should eat something. He could go for days; he'd been weeks in the past. He still could remember those days feeling like he was going to die. He'd almost get sick when he did eat again because he at it too fast. There had been times where their fucking alpha had only given them barely enough for one. He'd given Aiden more of the food refusing to let his brother starve. He hated those memories, but he'd never let Aiden take them like he'd asked once. He needed those memories to remember what he was fighting for at times.

There were times even now that if Aiden was upset or something was getting to him he wouldn't eat. The week they'd been healing he'd had to keep checking on Aiden. It hadn't been good though because he'd kept throwing the food up making his self sick. Aiden never meant to do it and he didn't stick his finger down his throat it was the memories. He'd get nauseas and it would come up on its own because his stomach couldn't take the food. He was glad he'd had Lydia's help because he'd been having his own problems.

Everything made him gag, but Danny had coaxed him into eating like now. He hadn't eaten much solid foods though until the day before. Danny kept giving him broth that he was now tired of or he'd blend up these really awesome protein shakes that he'd put every thing he absolutely needed in them. He had drunk those for the first three days straight with some broth. Then Danny's mom had sent some food that wasn't that heavy on his stomach the last two days. The day she sent it he'd taken a couple of bites, but yesterday he had eaten a lot more of it. He had the best boyfriend in the world and he never wanted to loose Danny. He was everything to him that Aiden couldn't be.

~DE ED LA AL~

"You didn't yell at me for showing up at school," Ethan said after eating half of the slice. He really had, had better before, but right now it was devein from not eating it in so long.

"What for? Do I want Kali finding out you're alive and going after you? No, but Ethan you are seventeen. I'm not your mother that would be weird. I'm you're boyfriend, last I checked you don't listen to what anyone tells you, minus me," Danny said, "I sure as hell wasn't going to control you. Long as we talk and you never shut me out we're good. The sex is awesome too," he added moving his hand over Ethan's pants.

He would never want to do anything that might seem as if he was trying to control Ethan. Except the times when Ethan asked him, but that was during sex so it was different. They had talked and he knew about Ethan's past. Ethan just hadn't gone into major details even when he'd mentioned what had happened in their former pack. Ethan had told him that he didn't want to right then, but needed to get some of it out. He'd held his boyfriend letting him talk doing his best to let him know he was there. He had never pushed Ethan the last week either even when Ethan had been lying beside him with nothing on.

It had felt different with Ethan lying there with his cock soft. However, he could tell that Ethan wasn't ready to have sex again. Kali had hurt him and the memories from the past as well. He'd needed the comfort of being close physically, but not sexually yet. Ethan had told him what Kali said about beating him for every good moment they had together. It had almost made him sick thinking she had done that to his love. He had spent all week telling Ethan how much he loved him and reminding him of that he had made him feel good. He reminded him of how good he had felt being inside of him too. He didn't want Kali to take the pleasure Ethan had felt being touched by him away.

"I thought Aiden was going kill me when he realized what we were doing," Ethan grinned moving his leg so Danny had more room to move his hand.

"I did have his brother's cock in my mouth when he woke up and you were moaning like I was fucking you," Danny said wishing they had more time.

Yesterday morning had been the first time they'd done anything in over two weeks. He'd tried to get Ethan to be quiet not wanting Aiden to wake up, but it hadn't happened. Aiden had woken up and Ethan had been holding his head firmly in place. He hadn't been able to move, but he had deflected the pillow Aiden threw at them. It had felt wonderful having Ethan fucking his mouth again. He wasn't going to stop just to tell Aiden to fuck off. Ethan had done a good job of that right before he had cum in his mouth.

"Like he hasn't seen or heard that before," Ethan moaned loving the feel of Danny's hand moving over his pants.

He wanted the hand inside of said pants, but he knew they couldn't now. Until yesterday morning he hadn't gotten hard. He knew why, but it had sucked since just looking at Danny could turn him on. It had finally felt like he was becoming whole again when he'd let Danny have him. He'd let Danny have the control that he'd always loved him having. It had also been the moment he had finally stopped hearing Kali in his head. It had taken time though even when he'd been rock hard to get to the point he'd cum. Danny hadn't cared he'd worked him over slowly and had denied him the first unload by holding the base of his cock.

Danny had tongue fucked him while he'd been had the phantom orgasm. He'd worried he'd loose the chance to cum again, but Danny had kept him on the edge. It had felt like before and it had only been a fucking blow job ass eating out oral sex deal. Danny hadn't even actually fucked him with his fingers or cock yet. He was so needy right now that he was aching for Danny to touch his bare cock.

Danny smiled before he looked around to see if anyone was coming. Once he was satisfied he gave Ethan what he really wanted wrapping his hand around Ethan's hardened cock. He had slid his hand into Ethan's cargo pants. He picked up the slice of pizza that Ethan had mostly eaten, biting into it. He knew what he was longing to do to Ethan.

He wanted to wash away the rest of the memories he might have. He had wanted to wake Ethan up to giving him a blow job. He had waited though until Ethan had woken up and asked if he could. He didn't want to freak his boyfriend out since he knew he'd still been hearing the bitch's words in his head.

~TBC~

EN: I tried finding how to spell vendeda right, but no where I looked gave me the correct spelling. Two more chapters coming this week because I had to split this one in half. Became way too long.