Chapter 7

When did Alice get to smart?

N.B.T.A yay back to being from Edwards pov

The urgency in her eyes was frightening but I know that this was my only chance to have a chance with her again. As her tongue danced with mine I began to feel the contours of her body. She slid my pants off as she stepped off the bed. One of my hands moved to her breast and I messaged her nipple carefully.

"You have to tell me if I hurt you." I told her in between kisses.

I felt her nod as she began to pull my shirt over my head. I quickly undid the bra and tossed it to the side of the room. Her underwear joined them before I picked her up and gently tossed her onto the bed. She giggled slightly and I couldn't help but smile before I crawled on top of her after shedding my boxers. I stared down at her naked body and I realized that my body was aching to touch her. I placed kisses down her body stopping at each nipple to suck and bite gently. Her moans made me eager. I slid a hand down to her clit and began to message it. As I pressed a finger into her, her back arched in surprise. Another moan slipped through her mouth. I began to slide in and out of her slowly at first but getting faster and faster and then adding another finger and then another. They slide easily from the wetness coming from her warm body.

"What are you waiting for?" she moaned.

I smiled at her and kissed her roughly before aligning myself with her. I slide in easily because she was already so wet. She moaned again and pressed her hips up to greet me. I was in her fully and I was happy that the hymen was already broken thanks to her wearing tampons. I moved in and out of her faster and faster. I began to suck on her neck.

"Edward." she moaned.

That was all it took before I really began to thrust in and out of her. Suddenly she let out this heavenly moan and her body tightened around me. She let out a sigh as her first orgasm past. I thrusted into her again as she tried to claw at my back. She probably would have drawn blood if she could. My hands were everywhere as I pushed harder and faster in and out of her body. She shook again and at first I thought it was another orgasm coming on but then I realized it was a shiver. I pulled out of her quickly.

"What are you doing?" she asked in between deep breaths.

"You're to cold."

"I'm fine." she told me as she shiver again.

With that I rolled off of her and sat on the edge of the bed.

"I should have thought of the temperature difference." I told her.

"No I made you do this."

"Look at me Isabella do you think you could make me do anything?"

"I knew you wouldn't say no to me because Alice saw this happening."

"Alice made you do this?"

"She didn't make me. I came home and the outfit was on my bed."

"Alice shouldn't have pressured you into something you didn't want to do."

"She didn't don't blame her. This was my action. My fault."

"How is it your fault? If she hadn't put the outfit here you wouldn't have done this."

"Great, once again I have you regretting doing something with me."

"Who said I regret this? I was just stating that I didn't want to have sex with you because Alice knows that we had sex and that she planned it."

"Get out Edward."

"What?"

"I said get out. I don't want to see you. If you can't just enjoy being with me then GET OUT!!"

I just shook my head and gathered my cloths. I didn't both putting them on so I just walked slowly out of the room. As soon as the door closed behind me I heard her run and lock the door. I walked down the hall and into my room and shut the door. I leaned against it. I started to bang my head against it and I prayed that it would hurt me. I walked over and laid on the bed that was taking up space. I stared at the ceiling.

I was letting my mind wonder which I didn't do often because I always find myself going back to the day we found her. The look on her face as she acknowledged me. The memory of memories from the Volturi brutally murdering Jacob right in front of Bella's eyes. The pain she must feel on a daily basis must be overwhelming. I closed my eyes and the feeling of her body against mine as she sobbed for her love was heart shattering. I don't know what I would have done if they had decided to kill her.

I went back to her being 17 again. Her tripping over the tiniest pebble and her warm laugh. The way she looked at me with complete disregard for what I was, for what I am. She never rejected my touched, she longed for it. I longed her warm touch as well, I still do. I remember the first night I spent with her being aware of me. When she woke up she flung herself into my lap ignoring the hardness of my body and the cold of my touch.

My trip down memory lane was interrupted by the sound of knocking.

"Bella?" I heard Alice ask from the hallway.

There was a soft thud against the door and I guessed that Bella through a pillow at it.

"What did you do to her now?" I heard in Alice's thoughts

"Nothing." I said out loud quiet enough so that Bella didn't hear. Alice was suddenly in my now open doorway.

"Did you ever think of putting some cloths on?" she asked.

"I didn't think that you would be standing in my door way."

She just shook her head and walked over the sit next to me.

"What happened?"

"I had to stop."

"Why did you have to?"

"Because Alice she was getting to cold. You put these ideas in her head and don't think about the consequences."

"So her body temperature drops a little. It will go back up?"

"Oh yeah lets risk killing her just so I can have sex with her. Great idea Alice."

"Don't be such a baby Edward."

"I could have killed her."

"But you didn't."

"But I could have."

"Well you didn't so don't dwell on it."

"That's easy for you to say."

"No Edward it is easy, stop over thinking things and just enjoy it. Enjoy the fact that there is a naked girl in the next room heart broken and she chose you to try and fix her."

"When did you get so smart?"

"I'm a girl too you know. I know what Bella needs."

I laid there pondering about whether what Alice spoke was the truth. Is it worth hurting her more to try and fix her for good? My thoughts were interrupted but the sound of the shower starting in the next room. I jumped up and actually startled Alice.

"Where are you going?" she asked.

I just smiled at her and she smiled back and it seemed like she could read my mind. I ran out onto my balcony and jumped onto Bella's silently. I walked into the room to find it destroyed. The sheets were on the floor in the corner and all the pillows and blankets were against the door. The bathroom door was cracked open and I slipped through it unnoticed. The bathroom was already filled with steam and I could see the outline of her body behind the shower curtain. In one swift move the shower curtain was pushed to one side and I was in the shower with Bella. She was just staring at me shocked.

Before she had time to speak she was up against the shower wall staring up at me. I looked into her usually warm eyes and kissed her with all that I could. Her arms snaked around my neck. One of my hands moved to her breast and the other to cup her ass.

"But I thought you didn't…" she started to say.

"I said that I couldn't because you were cold. Not that I didn't want to."

This time she kissed me with as much vigor as before. I lifter her up and her legs wrapped around my waist.

"Remember…" I started to say.

"If you hurt me tell you." she finished my thought.

I smiled and just kissed her again before once again burying myself deep inside her. She leaned her head back against the wall before I began to bounce her up and down. The warmth from the water and the heat from her body almost made me feel warm. I pulled her close and began to kiss her up and down her jaw. She started kissing me as well but surprised me biting my earlobe. I growled into her ear and her body shuddered as she orgasmed. I began to move her fast and not just up and down but side to side and from to back. She was moaning uncontrollably. I knew Alice would be laughing at our little show.

I sighed and began to slow down and eventually pulling out and placing her on the ground but not letting go of her.

"Edward that was…I don't even know." She said leaning against my chest.

I just smiled down at her and hugged her tighter. I could feel it in her that she was changing. That she was becoming the old Bella…No not the old Bella, a new Bella Hale all together.

"Tell me you love me." she said quietly.

"I love you Bella. I always have and always will."

She looked up and smiled at me. She pulled my head down to hers to kiss me. She pulled away too soon.

"I did want to take a shower." she said.

I picked her up and switched places with her. Allowing her to stand under the warm water. I grabbed the shampoo bottle and poured some on her head. I massaged it gently into her scalp. And then playfully shoved her head under the water. She gasped as water got into her nose and mouth. Then she threw the soap at me. I caught it and wrapped it in a wash cloth. I got the cloth nice and soapy before beginning to run it over her body. First her neck and shoulders. Then down both arms. Down her chest to her belly button and then to her back down to her back. I slipped the cloth threw her legs and began to massage her clit. Her eyes closed and she bit her lip as she moaned. I smiled and then went to wash down her legs.

"What a tease Edward." she said as she grabbed my hair.

"Haven't had enough for one day?"

"Nope."

"Well maybe tomorrow there will be an encore."

She smiled at this thought.

"Your turn." she said trying to push me under the water.

I moved for her and bent over so she could more easily put shampoo in my hair. She massaged it and pulled everyone once in awhile. She was enjoying being able to touch me so freely. She grabbed the wash cloth and rinsed it out before re-soaping it. She started with my back, then over my shoulders, down my arms, and finally down my chest. She grinned at cock and she grabbed it with the cloth and began to stroke it and then tightening her grip and pumping faster.

"Bella." I moaned.

She suddenly stopped and I just stared at her.

"Now you know how I feel." she said sternly.

"Fine we're even."

She bent over and finished washing my legs. Finally she was done and she threw the wash cloth on the floor of the shower. I grabbed the shower head and took it off of its position on the wall so that it was movable. I sprayed her down making sure she had no soap left on her anywhere and then she did the same to me. I stepped out first and wrapped a towel around my waist. I grabbed the other one and wrapped it around her. I picked her up and carried her into the actual bedroom. Her hand found their way behind my neck and lanced together.

"I guess we're not sleeping in here tonight." I told her jokingly.

She laughed a little and it was good to hear it. I debated kicking the stuff out from in front of her door but I decided to be a little more adventurous. I walked out onto the balcony and Bella shivered as the nights cool air wrapped around us. I stepped onto a chair next to the railing and then onto the railing itself. In one swift move I was standing on my bedroom's balcony. I looked down at her to see if I scared her but she was still just staring at me. I smiled down at her and walked into my room. I laid her on the bed gently and then moved to lay next her to.

I was lying on my back with my head turned toward her when she moved up against me. It was amazing how our body fit together like a puzzle. Her head found its way to my chest. I began to stroke her head but stopped when a sob broke threw her lips.

"Bella my love whats wrong?" I whispered.

"Please, Edward. I'm sorry don't do that. It's what he used to do."

I kissed her forehead and rubbed her shoulder. Her sobs quieted but I knew they hadn't stopped. I just tried to comfort her while letting her mourn her husband. Though soon her sobs fell silent and her breathing slowed. She had cried herself to sleep. I moved her gently to try and get the blanket around her so that she didn't freeze. I heard my door open and I strained my neck up to see that it was Esme.

"How is she?" she asked quietly.

"I think she's going to be okay." I told her.

"Did you to have sex?"

I groaned at this and she laughed a little.

"Do you think she'll go back to the way she was?" she asked.

"No, I don't think so. I think that Bella is gone for good. But I no matter who she is I'll always love her."