BWA HA HA HA HA! I'M ALIVE! [Wow. I had waaaay too much Red Bull.]

I'm here to say, well, thanks. And yeah, I'm still alive and kicking! XD

I really owe you guys. You're reviews mean the world to me. And, quite literally, every single one of you saved my sorry ass. So! Here are your replies, since I can't contact all of you at one time.


Thanks to:


madger the badger - You have no idea what your PM's mean to me.

Luna Bass - No, I'm not serious. At least, not anymore...

Nyx Starlight - I did. I thought about it. And you know what? My life does mean something, even if I don't believe it anymore. Thanks.

FullmetalDeadman93 - Oh god. I came as close as you were; Maybe even more so. Gods... Thank you. Thank you so goddamn much.

ZoeandArtyawesomelover - Gee. You're an awesome friend, dude. Probably more than you even know.

Kairi671 - Thanks. Even that small sentence can help.

TyraLauren - Thanks for not turning your message into a huge pity party... And for putting your empathy out there. It means a lot.

DarknessClad - Thanks dude. It means a lot to me.

krennnin - I'm sorry I was never able to rant out to you. But... I guess the offer still stands... right?

happybear135 - I have to admit, I never thought about it that way. I never really considered the fact that I had friends who cared. So I asked them what they would do if I died... and they said that they would be incredibly sad. So I showed them my scars, told them the truth... and you know what? That gave me a small, tiny reason to keep going. Thank you.

ILoveBacon3 - You know what? You're absolutely right. I have hundreds - No, thousands of reasons to keep going. I've always wanted to go to Japan, eat expensive ramen, go to an AnimeCon, wear Kaneki Ken cosplay... Thanks. You're better at consoling than you think.

Nurse Medusa - The future. I guess that is an important thing to look forward to, huh?

Tcuisine - Dude, there is only one word that can properly describe you: AMAZING.

shadow of eyes - I hope that your promise doesn't break.

Matt - Your reviews were a slap to the face. It made me cry like a lunatic... and appreciate the kind, amazing words from everyone else. So thanks, bastard. You're still a dick, though. [And I bet every single soul on this site shall agree.]

WildWind1855 - I didn't...

PikaWings - The pills were halfway down my throat, you made me laugh and spit them out. I owe you my life.

Orangeguise - I believe you.

SUPERNuka - Thanks. Sorry I was never able to PM you- [I never expected a pity party. At all.] -but I was contacted by a lot of others, mainly the first seven at the top. And you know what? The offer stands either way.

IDFCx.x - For us all... Gods. I never knew a total stranger would care for some insignificant little girl in the forrest. I guess... I owe everyone my life...

Skystar901 - I FUCKING LOOOOVE YOOOOOU! *Gives you seriously tight hug*

avatarijd - It's okay. I don't blame you for thinking they're my sisters; they practically were. [Past tense hurts though. A lot.] Thanks for your reviews; you're a fucking life saver. Hell, all of you guys are! Feel proud. You saved my life, and probably other's too.

Dreamer - Thanks for not holding it against me. [The not updating my stories thing. I was pretty certain people were going to be all like, "Waah!?" and "Oh HELL NO!" So I was pretty surprised when I started a pity party...]

I'm Rat - Oh gods. We're more alike than you think. I never had any friends in grade school; my dad never even cared about me and my teachers were complete dicks. And yeah. I read it. I read it and cried, 'cause I always thought I was alone. Turns out, I'm not! XD

Ayano's Theory of Relativity - I'm a great person...? Wow. I have never heard that from a single family member or friend, let alone a complete stranger! I owe you one.

Guest - Hey you! You're the one who reviewed on My name is Kronos! Thanks, BTW. Like everyone else... [Except Matt. I fucking hate his guts] ...I owe you one.

PrinceShadow11 - Lol. Dude, I'm still here and still kicking! And if you read my profile, you'll understand why I was thinking about it.

vitimontherun - My family, [Even though they nearly drive me into the looney-bin] Love me. I guess I never actually realized it. Thanks.

Kiki Anderson - OMG. YOU'RE FUCKING AWESOME. YOU'RE THE BEST PERSON ON THIS SITE, I GUARANTEE IT.

Arya Scarlett 14 - "As you can see, I didn't," [I say this dryly with a shit-eating grin on my face]

Adventuregirltwi1 - OK, I'm ready for the hug! XD

Alikay3196 - You're fucking awesome. And yeah, I listened! [Read; whateva.]

sparklehannah - Can I give you a hug? *Hugs you anyways*


I have received help. I am on meds, I told my parents, I told my besites at school, and you know what? I have every single one of you to thank.

So... thank you.