Dear Diary,
Sorry its been a while! I've been so busy on writting lyrics, i haven't had time to even eat! I would normally sneak some food in me, but i tried writting lyrics for a bit and fell asleep. Then K busted through the door and dragged me to work on my lyrics, which he held me by gun point. Its now day two at wrtting lyrics and K now realizes that i'm a human being and i need to eat. So now, i have some food and i'm writting at the same time. Yay for multitasking!
yeah, so far my lyrics go like this...
I see you in the dark night
No matter how hard i try
I feel it isn't for real
You know what i mean
The way your eyes tell me
the anger and frustration
that everything is a lie
................Yeah, thats what i have so far. I like them, but of coarse if i show Yuki he'll say its a piece of crap and burn my lyrics...again...
So i'm going to hide it in a safe place so Yuki won't see it and i will find it! Well, i have to get back to writing the rest of the lyrics!
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I LOST THEM!!!!!! I don't understand! i hide it in a very good spot! I hope Yuki doesn't find them and burn them because K said that they are actually good! Aw...damn...i don't even remeber what i did last night except.....i remember Yuki and i were fighting...and i cried a bit....and i fell asleep....BUT WHERE DID I PUT IT!!
....Oh yeah! i just remembered my birthday is in a couple of days! I can't believe it...i feel old...but then i think Yuki is older so i have nothing to worry about...but then i feel weird thinking that, so i direct the fact that Sakano is really old. That somehow makes everyone feel better...i do feel bad for making fun of the guy, but really...its entertaining.
So about the argument with Yuki....
~Flash Back~
"YUKI, I'M HOME!!" yelled Shuichi as he entered the study. His lover wasn't in the best of moods.
"Do you have to be so loud?!" he grumbled.
"Oh, sorry. any way, i wanna tell you about my day!" Shuichi was about to sit down, but the novelist interupted him.
"Don't even start. I'm busy."
"Oh.....you hungry at all?" suggest Shuichi. Yuki starred at his computer for a moment and then spoke.
"No, now go." and he continued to type. Shuichi was a little annoyed with that but went on.
"I could make you something?"
"I said i wasn't hungry! And don't you dare touch my kitchen. Now GO! I said i was busy.." Shuichi just starred at the novelist with no expression.
"........." Yuki spoken no words as well.
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"Yuki, can we please go on..." Shuichi twiddled his fingers together as the novelist was getting more angry.
"Go on what?" he snapped at Shuichi.
"Y'know ....like a.....date?" blushed the singer. Yuki just starred and turned to his laptop.
"I have a deadline." and he started typing again. Shuichi was getting sick of hearing that excuse so many times. All the anger from inside him, from hearing it so many times, raised up to the surface.
"IS THERE EVER A TIME YOU DON'T HAVE AN FREAKIN' DEADLINE?!" he yelled. He then clapped his mouth closed in shock of his sudden anger, but his lover was just pissed. His lover just stood up and Shuichi busted his ass out of the door.
~End Flash Back
I 'm in the bathroom right now and i've been in here..for a while now, but Yuki for some reason wants me outof there. So i'll write soon! And hopefully i find my lyrics! i totally just remembered that!
