Chapter 6

Previously:

I snatched my handbag and took my Porsche for a spin. What did I say? I'm great. I walk into the forest to find a calm place.

BPOV

I decided to sing out loud. I never knew if I could sing. I was singing 'girlfriend' by Avril Lavigne.

"Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one. Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend. Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me. No way! No way! You know it's not a secret. Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your girlfriend. You're so fine. I want you mine, you're so delicious. I think about ya all the time. You're so addictive. Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright? Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious. And Hell Yeah! I'm the motherfucking princess. I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right. She's like so whatever
and you could do so much better. I think we should get together now and that's what everyone's talking about! I can see the way; I see the way you look at me. And even when you look away, I know you think of me. I know you talk about me all the time again and again. So come over here, tell me what I want to hear. Better yet make your girlfriend disappear. I don't want to hear you say her name ever again. Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me. No way! No way! You know it's not a secret. Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend. In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger. Cause I can, cause I can do it better. There's no other. So when's it gonna sink in? She's so stupid. What the hell were you thinking?! In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger. Cause I can, cause I can do it better. There's no other. So when's it gonna sink in? She's so stupid. What the hell were you thinking?!"

I heard a beeping sound and checked my hand phone. It was from Jacob. (My other bf)

~Flashback~

Jacob and I have been friends like forever. He played every single possible game with me, protected me from everyone. He was like a brother to me. In the first grade, he told me that he wanted to be my boyfriend cause he like me since he met me. I treated him like a brother, not a boyfriend so I ran away in shock and left him dangling there in the school car park. I visited him to apologize and agreed to be his girlfriend cause I see no harm in it. He did a happy dance around me and I chuckled. However, as the days grown, he had been too protective of me. He won't let other boys talk to me and I was not allowed to talk to them as well. Soon, I got sick of him. I did not want to break his heart cause I had known him for so long and I knew him. He was a sensitive boy. When I left Phoenix for Folks, which was the only good thing. I did not have to see him ever again. When I reached phone I told him that I'm breaking up with him and said that I hope we could still be friends.

~End of Flashback~

'I'll change no matter what. Just don't break up with me k? All I need is a chance.'

I wanted to cry but I mustn't and I couldn't.

I have to be strong. He was just a play toy. I love him as a best friend, not a boyfriend. I sighed and knew that I had to call him and explain. I dialed his number and hoped that he wouldn't pick up.

"Jake?" I said unsure.

"Bella! You finally called me! Can we talk this over?" A tear that look like a crystal fell down.

"Yah, of course."

"Why did you break up with me? I really can change. I really can."

"I met someone else." I knew that it will break his heart badly but it was for the better. Tears escaped and flow down my cheeks. He was speechless.

"I'm really sorry. I hope we can still be friends. I mean we have been friends for life. I don't want it to end like this. . . I love you." Tears flowed down like a running tap when I coughed up those last 3 words.

"I'm sorry." I cried and hung up.

My knees collapsed to the ground and the rain started to pour so were my tears. I wanted to stand up but my legs were numb. I was too weak. I buried my face in my hands and sighed. My whole body dropped to the ground that was covered with mud and the rain continued to pour on my face. Washing the mud away, I felt like it was comforting me but my pain would still be there. I curled into a ball and sobbed quietly. I don't know how long I was there; it felt like eternity, like it would never end.

"Bella?" I slowly opened my eyes and spotted a figure standing in front of me. I blinked away my tears that made my vision blurry and saw Edward. I got up and rushed to him. I hugged him. He was cold. It must be the rain. I sobbed on his shoulders and he placed his hands gently on my back, rubbing circles. I can't help myself but to feel safe around him. I clung on to him and managed to stop crying. I moved my face near to his ear and mumbled, "Thanks". I turned and walked away. He grabbed my wrist, but I turned away, not wanting him to see my face without the make up smudged all around my face. He cupped my face and moved closer to my face. When he was an inch away from my lips, he paused. After a while, he moved away and headed to my ears and whispered, "Don't go; please stay." "Besides, you're wet, you can't go home like this. Wait till you're dry."

My heart literally stopped. An urged was to run away. I barely know Edward, he was just someone who wants to go on a date with me. Another was to stay since I owed him one. I chose the one that told me to stay. I lied down on the ground and watched the clouds moving above me. I noticed that he was also in the same position. I looked away and blushed. I never knew that a boy could do that to me. I took out my hand phone from my back pocket and saw the time. Renee was going to be home in an hour.

"I need to go." I got up.

"Don't, please stay." He pleaded.

"Sorry." I walked away, but he grabbed my wrist again while he sitting down on the ground and pulled me to him. I fell and collapsed on his chest. He was hard. My hands were on his chest while he hugged me tightly like he was trying to protect me as we rolled down the slope and into the river. I ended on the other side of the river.

"Now, I'm officially wet." I joked as I shook my hands.

"Me too."

We got up and walked upwards. He extended a hand to help me as we walked up the slope. When he reached the end, he let go of my hand and help me up by my waist.

"Finally." I said, out of breath.

"It's not that bad. I got to hold your hand and your waist." He chuckled.

I punched him on his shoulder and said.

"For you, not me."

"Yah, like you didn't enjoy it." He joked.

He flashed his crooked smile that dazzled me. I could feel my heart going faster. I just wish that he could belong to me. However, looking at his appearance, it would be a miracle if he doesn't have a girlfriend. I mentally sighed. I noticed that his hands were still on my waist. I coughed and looked down at my waist. He let go reluctantly. I knew that I would regret doing this.

"Now. I'm going home and nothing will stop me."

"Oh and, you owe me a new hand phone." I added, taking my hand phone out from my back pocket and showing it to him. I walked towards him and leaned closer to him. He even smells nice. He is just perfect. I bet his girlfriend is way better than me or at least not a screwed up whore.

"And thanks for helping me." I smiled sweetly, then, gave him a kiss on his cheek.

"What was that for?" He said demandingly.

"Yah, like you didn't enjoy it." I quoted his sentence and sneered.

Then, I walked off and drove to my home.