A/N i worked really hard on this chapter, I wanted to make ot perfect and I wanted everyone to see how much all of the guys make a difference in Katie's life and how much they respect and love each other. I hope you enjoy. I am such a woos, I cried while writing this. Such a baby! :)
PS- My friend has been uploading some chapters for me, but she's going to London tomorrow, so I might not be able to update for while! She says that if she gets wifi, she'll try and update! :)
Katie's POV
"Katie, was that your phone?" James asked me. I nodded. I was scared to see who the message was from. "Do you want me to read it?" Logan asked.
"No thanks. I can handle it." I took a deep breath and picked the phone up off the floor where it had been dropped earlier on and remained standing.
Hello Katie.
Have to say it was a disappointment still seeing you. And no this is not done until we say it is done. Have fun when your brothers are gone and you have nobody. Oh wait that's you now anyway. Haha. Love you. Oh wait we don't nobody does! lol!
I was shocked. I didn't know what to say. I dropped the phone, I thought that I was about to faint. All of the colour had drained from my face. I fell back, with Kendall catching me in his big strong arms. "Woah, Katie, you okay?" I didn't need to reply as I cuddled into him, I put my head on the crook of his neck, he kissed my forehead. "Oh My Gosh Katie, this is horrible. Have you got lots of these? Why are people being so mean to you and telling you to hurt yourself?" Carlos asked me after he read the text.
I shrugged. Since I'd moved here everyone has hated me. "I have no friends apart from Tyler."
"Katie, sweetie. Have they given you anything else?" Logan asked me.
"Yep, some notes. They are in my jewelerry box."
"Can I go get them?" James asked. I was hesitant, I didn't want anyone to see them but I have already told tem so I might as well continue. "Fine" but James never left his seat. We all just stayed still and silent. Throughout this, Kendall was sitting there looking gobsmacked with me still cuddling into
him. "Katie, baby sister. Why didn't you tell me? Ever since dad died I promised to look after you. And I haven't. When we were at the hospital and we each ot a moment alone with dad, do you remember?" I nod. "He told me that he wasnt going to make it but whatever happened, I had to be strong for you and mom, that I had to protect you and be that father figure for you. I tried I honestly did, but I feel like i've let you down. What sort of big brother am I? Not noticing something was wrong?" Kendall had tears running down his face.
"Kendall, you did notice, all of you but i made it look like no big deal and you have kept an eye on me since. You've done the best job ever and on top of that you still get to live your dream. Daddy would be so proud of you. I remember that on fathers day at school we always had to make cards But I couldn't so I made 4, 1 for you, 1 for Jamie, 1 for Logie and 1 for Car-Car.I alway got into trouble because I used all of the material and stuff though. Anyway, I did this because I looked up and still do to all of you. I was to embarrassed to give them to you though. Kendall your amazing, all of you are but I needed to try an deal with this on my own, obviously I couldn't though and it got out of hand. I love you all so much and I know you'd do anything for me." They were all in tears by the end of my little speech. I had to say that I expected that from Carlos as he was the most emotional and sensitive one. But not from the rest of them.
"Katie, I love you so much I'd give you anything. Katie, if I could I'd give you
The World."
"Kendall, I don't want the world. I only want you guys."
"Katie," Kendall said "That doesn't mean you don't deserve it."
A/N- Sorry that it is so short but I thought that was a good place to leave it. Will upload later. :)
Also just to let you know thebestoftimes11 is going to be writing another chapter, (she wrote chapter4) so look out for that. Also we are planning on writing a BTR story together. So be on the look out for that. Luv y'all please review! It still makes me the happiest girl! 3
