i know what your thinking and yes i uploaded two chapters in one day. i am excited for you guys to read this one. there will be a twist i bet none of you were looking for and as short as this may be i had fun writing it. chapter 7 is already in the making and i promise you drama and maybe an unexpected alliance.
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The head cheerleader and her number two looked at each other and silently crawled to each other. Quinn put her hand on Santana's cheek and guided her mouth to the other girl's as she laid a gentle kiss on her lips. The girls really got into the kiss and pulled each other in with a deeper desire. Santana grabbed hold of the blonde and deepened the kiss.
Rachel sat there looking at the girls making out and immediately regretted the choice and sat there gritting her teeth. She stood before the girls disengaged and stormed off to the bathroom. She locked the door and sat on the floor in a corner and just broke down. She had no idea what was happening to her and she was terrified of how she felt. She knew she had feelings for the blonde, if she was being honest with herself those feelings were there long before this trip and seeing her and Santana kiss made her realize that the jealousy and the affection she felt toward the girl would cause her to lose her forever if Quinn was to ever find out, that caused another round of crying to ensue.
A knock at the door brought her back to reality. "Rach, are you okay?" Brittany asked
"Rachel let us in." Quinn said
"Berry open this fucking door right now or I will kick it to fuck down." Santana shouted.
Not wanting to get in any more trouble than they were already facing she unlocked the door and Quinn stepped in and closed the door behind her. Her heart broke as she saw the girl in a corner on the floor with her knees up to her chin and tears in her eyes.
"Rach, what's wrong?" she asked as she sat down next to her friend pulling her in,
The brunette broke down again and leaned her head onto Quinn. The blonde never felt so helpless in all her life. She desperately wanted to know what was going on with her friend without pushing her to spiral again. Quinn lifted the crying girl to cradle her in her lap resting her head against the blonde's chest.
"I'm here rach. Just let it all out." The cheerleader was so worried about her friend she hadn't realized she shed a tear until Rachel wiped it from her face and stared at her.
"Quinn, what wrong?" the brunette whispered
"I don't know what's wrong rach, and I'm scared. I want to help you but I don't know what's wrong." Quinn replied still holding the smaller girl.
Rachel rested her head back on the blonde's chest and trying to allow her emotions to settle.
"I'm sorry Quinn. This is all me. I'm a bad person and I don't deserve to have friends like you guys. I'll talk to Mr. Schue about transferring to the other cabin with the other girls." Quinn's heart dropped at the admission.
"Why do you constantly pull yourself down Rachel? We are your friends because we want to be it's not an obligation and you aren't a bad person. We all have bullshit going on in our lives and we try to make the best of it all. I meant what I said when I told you I wanna be here for you. I want to protect you rach. I can't help it but I feel this protectiveness over you but you have to let me in. You have to tell me what is wrong I can't help you unless you do."
"No one can help me. The way I feel is something I can't explain and if I did you of all people would hate me and would terrorize me for it."
The brunette started to get off the blonde and Quinn quickly followed her pulling her to face her. "Rachel berry there is nothing you could say to me that would ever cause me to hate you and I will never allow anyone to hurt you ever again. Please tell me what's wrong."
Rachel sighed "you really want to know?"
"Yes I do. I really do."
Here goes nothing
"When a person has nothing, they have nothing to lose. I had nothing so I had nothing to lose. Until I found out that I could lose you. In my corner I sat all alone. Too scared of how I feel and also confused about it all. Daily I see you and my heart stops because I know we can never be. Everything says I want you, but I don't know how I feel" she said
"Rach...I..."
"No its fine" she said and walked out of the room.
"Rach...I...Can you wait a minute?" the other girl followed her, she forgetting that she was dealing with a cheerleader.
"Rachel, please let me say something."
"There's nothing to say Quinn"
"Maybe there is...I" she said as Rachel kissed her.
"Damn there goes my dare." Brittany whispered to Santana.
Rachel realized 3 things at that moment:
1. She was kissing Quinn Fabray
2. Santana and Brittany were watching them
3. Quinn wasn't pulling away
The kiss started off as a surprise to Quinn then she realized that not only was she kissing Rachel, but also she couldn't get enough of the girl. Her hand went to the back of Rachel's neck pulling her closer to her. She plunged her tongue into the brunette's mouth as they both fought for dominance. Not caring that she could possibly pass out from lack of oxygen Quinn pulled the smaller girl closer to her running her free hand up and down her hand as both of Rachel's hands reached around her neck running through her hair.
"Excuse me. Tweedle Dum and Tweedle Dee but you aren't alone in this cabin and as happy as I am that you two idiots finally figured out that you like each other Brit and I are going to bed to give u two some privacy. So please remove yourselves from the pathway so I could go pee." Santana said smiling slightly.
Quinn held Rachel's hand and turned to her outspoken best friend "what do you mean finally S?"
"I mean that you two idiots have always been checking each other out. I don't think the other gleeks realized it, well Sam and Finn probably but Brit and I have and its extremely nauseating because it's been months since you two started checking each other's asses when you walk away and staring at one another a bit too long and stuff like that. Think about it we're two days into this trip and you're about to dry hum each other in the middle of the room. Things came together a lot quicker than we expected."
"Wait, what do you mean than you expected?" Rachel dropped Quinn's hand and stepped closer to the other brunette. It was Brittany's turn to talk now.
"We got Mr. Schue to room you with us. I figured it's time you both realize how you feel about each other. You were taking so long to figure it out and I talked Santana into letting us give you the push I thought you needed. Are you mad?"
Quinn walked over to her friend and hugged her "of course not B. Why would we be?"
"Yea Brit we aren't mad. Confused hell yes. Mad no."
"Wish we could leave the cabin to give you two some privacy." Santana stated
"San how about we sleep in front the TV. It'll be like an inside camping trip and these guys could have the room."
"Sounds good B. I really need to pee but go grab you stuff from the bedroom and I'll join you in a minute."
"You really don't have to do that."
"Berry shut it. This will be fun for Brit so I'm in. Just enjoy your privacy tonight." She said winking to Quinn slamming the bathroom door and left the three girls standing there.
okay guys tell me what you think i have fun with this one and i will have fun with the next one i'm open to any suggestions of course but i hope you enjoyed.
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