Humans are very delicate creatures?" Bill said pointedly
Pam flipped him off, "we'll see you tomorrow night Pam" Jess said waving as her and bill left. Pam lay in the darkness and thought about Jessica, frozen at the age of seventeen like a glass doll that was disturbing. It was weird not being able to feel Eric, to see in the dark anymore. She missed many things about being a vampire, but now she could have kids, she hated kids always had and She could see the sun for the first time in a hundred years.
She missed Eric but he actually thought that she would screw Russell edgington because she wanted to. At that she let a tear slip down her cheek and her hand rose and she sweep it away. "Fuck Eric and Sookie" she thought to herself she knew that she was the one Eric loved he had been her true north ever since she first saw him but the jealousy was becoming too much for her to handle, she had thought that Sookie would be a fling maybe just a casual fuck but it became an obsession that he couldn't shake. It hurt every time when Eric would bring a new bitch in.
Flashback 1986:
"Eric" she whispered helplessly watching as he hit his climax balls deep in that little French bitch, Sylvie. His latest woman, "Jesus fucking Christ, Pam what now" he groined out irritation in his tone, buttoning up his jeans and kissing that hoe one last time before he turned around. As soon as he saw her he beard his fangs. "I wouldn't" one of the yazoko members said holding a knife to her throat, "what is her name?" one of the members piped up, "je m'appelle Sylvie" she spoke up. "Take her" the leader commanded Eric immediately tried to intervene coming at two of the men. But they then put the knife to Sylvie's throat and he stood down.
"What do you want money, I'll double it the amount, triple it" he said watching worriedly. "Choose" the leader protested looking Eric square in his eyes, "me" he said looking scared to shit. "Choose" the man came again they put the knife to both they're throats this time and they cried Eric's name in unison, Eric looked at Pam "Pam" Eric finally said "Pam lives" he said and at that the knife was plunged into Sylvie's side and down went that bitch. Finally.
Eric dropped to his knees and stared at her then the silver was wrapped tight around his throat and they were dragged away.
Pam opened her eyes as the memory washed over her; she turned on her side and fell into a deep sleep.
when awakened the next day, the sun washed over her, the light stung at her eyes, Bill and Jessica were sealed tight in there coffins, that was one thing pam didn't miss the feeling of being enclosed inside a skinny box. She shivered at the thought. Pam slunk down into the kitchen looking for something to eat, she was fucking staving and she hadn't eaten in days, she opened the cabinet and was greeted by the sight of capin crunch 'shit' pam thought smirking to herself she grabbed the box and ripped it open drowning herself out of reality she was living in…By mid-afternoon Pam was on her fourth and final box of what she decided to call? 'Sunshine in a box' she smirked at the thought of the crappy name she had come up with, then she pulled herself back up the stairs and made to the bathroom where she hopped into the shower, the streams of hot water felt great on her skin, she closed her eyes at the peace it was giving her…
'Crap' Pam spat nearly slipping out of the shower she had to brace herself against the sink before she cannoned over and broke looked at herself in the mirror and for the first time in one hundred years saw the Pam she used to be she grabbed a spare tooth brush from the bathroom cabinet and started brushing still staring at herself resisting the urge to punch the mirror. Eric's words had made her feel like some sort of…goldigging skank the thought of Eric brung the underlying resentment she had towards him to an intense head; she nearly swarmed into a fit of rage. Pam pulled herself together enough to walk into Jessica's room grab the dress she had once leant to the baby vamp (but had never gotten back); she flung it on over her head along and stepped into some frilly undies. ; Her thoughts suddenly ceased by a knock at the door, Pam ran down the stairs towards the front, and then stopped, making sure she had calmed down enough to actually open it…
Sookie stood in the threshold wearing that yellow sundress that she loved so much, Hair all curly and bouncy like usual. 'God she looks the fucking same in everything' pam thought, 'What' pam stuttered making the bitchiness in her voice known 'I came to speak with bill' said the faerie looking her up and down 'It's daytime come back later' come back later' Pam said smirking, Sookie looked at her obviously taken aback from the rudeness Pam had just shown her 'please. It's urgent' 'how urgent', Pam said still smiling Sookie stared at her blankly; Pam stepped aside and let her Pass 'go wake him up then' Sookie floated up the stairs and disappeared into the hallway. Pam sat on the couch waiting for her to come back down; after about ten or fifth teen minutes the Fae walked down the stairs and into the living she were she shut every curtain in her sight, king Bill entered 'What do you want Sookie' Bill said leaning against the frame door staring at the faerie who stood sternly in front of him. 'I've come to talk about Russell and his involvement with Pam' she replied full of confidence, that caught pam's ears sharp and she sat up staring at her in silent rebellion' I need a drink…do want one Sookie. It's so hot out that…' Pam said her voice choked words going small and her eyes started to sting with tears 'Russell raped Pam' Sookie spat out shifting her weight and turning her attention to look at Pam...
Bills attention snapped to Pam so fast it could have gave her whip lash "Is this true' bill said still staring at her 'NO!' Pam screamed 'All he did was stand in my office, and scare the living fuck out of me' 'yes it is. Bill I went inside her head I saw the memories, she's scared shitless of him' Sookie said 'Pam?' Bill said sharply still looking at her. she summoned up the courage to speak 'He was disgusting' she said sounding small; letting the tears rip from her eyes and as soon as those tears left her eyes she cried out wrapping her arms around herself and rocking back and forth shaking " Sookie" bill said you have to tell "Er…' 'No!' her and Sookie both shouted in unison 'He thinks the worse of her and if her knows then this could solve their relationship problem" Bill said, "Since when do you care what the hell happens to their relationship and why are you even doing this for Eric?" Sookie begun to question but Pam cut her off, "shut the fuck up!" Pam shrieked running off and upstairs
Chapter seven
Locking the door behind her. She slid down the door resting her had against the solid wood and watched out the window as night fall started to approach...
There was soon a knock at the door 'Pam open up' came the voice of the, the vamp baby Jessica, pam got her feet and opened the creaky door 'hey just came to see how you were holding up' jess said ' what do you mean' ' I heard the conversation you guys were having pam, it's pretty serious' 'just drop it' pam said shoving the Jessica out of the way and making for stair case, Pam made it half way down the stairs but before she could sneak out the front door she was met with the sound of Eric's voice.
"Pam?" Eric said coming out of King Bill's office, she spun around wildly to be face with those sea blue eyes. "Eric what are you doing here?" she asked her voice choking up a little. "I came to see you" he said stroking her cheek, "but you're pissed at me" she said. "That's because you fucked Russell Edgington" ' how many fucking times do I have to tell you I didn't…' she was cut off ' well Pam you didn't exactly do yourself justice when you fucked the enemy…I mean you made yourself look like a…' pam stared at him and watched him stop himself before he said something he regretted, now it was her turn to say something that she would regret ' yeah…I mean im not gonna keep lying to you I totally fucked him…you were fucking Sookie and I needed a piece of fucking happiness too. So yeah there it is. In a nutshell' she could see the anger steaming of him and for the first time in ages she saw him lose every ounce of control he had. Pam was grabbed by both arms and forced to look him in the eye 'is this true' he growled; he looked so unhuman it scared her; 'I wouldn't have said it if it wasn't' Pam said in a smaller voice and looked to the floor unable to withhold his icy death glare. He watched her for what seemed like a long time and she tried to break free from his iron grip, he threw her to the floor in a fit of rage causing her to hit her head…hard, she lay staring up at the ceiling breathing heavily not knowing whether to move or not. She suddenly felt Eric's arms wrap around lifting up into a sitting position. He tore into his wrist and forcing her to drink into it.
"I'm so sorry" she heard him say through the ringing in her ears; she felt the wound on her head seal shut like in one of those xmen films. He helped her to her feet, she pushed him away; dragging herself towards the living room, Sookie came out of bills office and wrapped her arms around Eric in an embrace, Eric hugged he back starring after Pam, the sight of Sookie wrapping her arms around Eric made pam want rip her out of his grasp and shake her as hard as she could. "I love you" Sookie said a smile curving her lips, Eric smiled back. That was the last straw, Pam and she ran at that faerie whore with good for nothing vargina and full on grabbed her by her blonde ponytail, screaming like a raging bull. Sookie screamed scratching at Pam's hands to get her off and then Pam again felt that tight grip around her waist and she went apeshit. "Get of me, Get the fuck off!" Pam shrieked running to the nearest corner of the room and crouching down in a sitting position. Eric helped Sookie to her feet baring fangs and shooting Pam another glare of anger which would combust any second, "what is the matter with you." He asked walking towards, "don't fucking make me tell you… Because I can't" she shrieked shaking her head and making her accent known. Eric crouched down in front of her studying her.
"Pam?" he said sounding much sterner, and then Bill cut in. "Pam tell him" he said, "No!" she sobbed, "Russell raped Pam" Sookie piped up…
Tbc…
