Mind,Body,and Soul

By: Themysterywriter13

If you don't like my pairings,yuri, yaoi,or my way of portraying the characters DON'T READ!

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN KINGDOM HEARTS!

CHAPTER 7: First Day Part 7


Roxas's POV

There was a loud clatter that rang through the house.

"What was that?" I inquired.

"Sounds like Marly is throwing another hissy fit." Axel said.

"Yay! I win again." Demyx cheered.

"Only because you cheated." Axel accused.

"I did not. Don't be such a sore loser."

"I'm still confused what is the purpose of this game?" I said.

"To beat everyone by racing the fastest." Axel explained.

"And using the pickups to slow everyone else down." Demyx added.

"That seems pointless." I concluded.

"Dinner is ready!" Cloud shouted from downstairs. Axel and Demyx ran out the room so fast I felt wind blow in my face.I laughed at their antics and went down stairs to the dining room.

When I got there everyone was sitting at the table except for was weird because was a big fan of food.

"Where's Sora?" I asked.

"Didn't he come and talk to you?" Riku said.

" would he?"

"No reason...He's probably in his room."

"I'll go see." I said suspicious.

I went back upstairs to Sora's room. When I went to knock on the door I could hear loud music coming from the other side of the probably didn't hear Cloud call,because his music was too loud. Since he most likely wouldn't hear me if I knocked I walked I walked in he was laying on his bed in the dark looking at the ceiling.I turned on the lights,walked over to his iPod stereo, and turned his loud music off.

"Come on time for dinner." I said cheerfully.

"Fine." He said he got up I saw his eyes had lost there usually cheery tone.

"Are you ok?" I asked concerned.

" fine." I sensed some sarcasm in his voice.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. Now drop it." He seemed upset.

"Sora I'm just trying to help."

"I don't need your help." He turned to leave, but I caught his wrist.

"You're acting weird."

"I'm acting weird." He said in a questioning tone, then snatched his wrist from my grasp."No you're acting weird,and I don't like it!"

"Calm down Sora. I don't want argue let's talk about it."

" 's simple. Don't talk to Axel anymore."

"What?! No. He's my friend. What's your problem?"

"I don't like him. The more time you spend with him the more you change."

"So, that's it you're jealous?"

"I'm not jealous. I just don't like him! The way he looks at way he touches you. I don't like it!"

"You're wrong. He's nice and he cares about me!"

"See does that make sense to you? You two only met today and you act like you are close friends."

"What's so wrong with that? We get along and he's easy to talk to."

"Why can't he see that he is changing you." I was starting to get angry.

"He is not! Maybe I act different because I don't have to hide in you shadow anymore! I don't have to be compared to you any more!"

"W-What are you saying Roxas? I don't understand." He softened his tone.

"Don't act stupid. All my life everyone's preferred you over me! Even though I can do everything you can! I get pushed aside because you're in my way! Now I find a friend who I can be myself with and you want me to get rid of him. NO! I'm done being your shadow!" I walked out of the room and back to the dining room.

I sat in an empty in between Axel and Demyx. Everyone was looking at me.

"What?" I said.

"Is everything ok?" Axel asked.

" ?"

"We heard Sora and you yelling." Demyx said.

"Oh...it was nothing just a disagreement." I said with a reassuring smile. "So,what for dinner?" I saw six square boxes stacked in the middle of the table that said pizza on the side.

"Pizza!" Demyx said with a smile and liking his lips.

"Interesting. I've never had it." I said.

"WHAT?!" Everyone at the table yelled in shock.

"You've never had pizza in your whole life?" Axel said.

"Nope.I've seen it,but never had any. My mom was strict about fast food and junk food. We only ate what she cooked which was usually Japanese food."

"Well,you've got to try some. You'll love it."Hayner said.

"Here." Cloud handed me a plate with a triangle of cheese, sauce, and bread.

I looked at it curiously. It smelled really good. I picked it up and took a bit it the cheese stretched and was tasted extremely good.I nodded in approval. They cheered and laughed.

We all ate and laughed for the rest of the night. Demyx turned on the stereo so it was like a tiny party. Sora never came downstairs to join us though. It wasn't like I was mad at him. I just thought he was being unfair and only thinking about himself.

Sora's Pov

I was laying in my bed thinking about what Roxas said. I'm done being your shadow! Was I really holding Roxas back?

"Hey,stupid you hungry?" Riku walked in with a box in his hand.

"I guess." I sat up as he sat on my bed. "Pizza yum!" I said looking at the box he had.

"You've had pizza before?" He asked as I took a slice.

"Yeah hasn't everyone?" I said with my mouth full.

"Apparently not your brother."

"Yeah,he never wanted to upset mom by disobeying her 'no junk food rule' but I never care for that rule much." Roxas was always a goodie-two-shoes.

"Hmmm...Well Are you going to tell me what you did now?" He asked probably knowing about the argument I had with Roxas.

"I'm worst Riku.I've been in Roxas way of shining." I whined forgetting about my pizza.

"Maybe,care to elaborate."

"I never realized it till now. It always felt like we were right next to each other. Thinking about it Roxas was always loud and passionate till third I started making more friends, and more I made the quieter he got. As we got older he did more thing to distract himself Skateboarding, art, music, cooking, design, he did I did it with him. That was the only reason I ever talked to Kairi so I could be with him. I thought I was being brotherly,but I was just getting in his way. Now he has someone who he wants to be himself around and I want him to stop talking to him." I explained.

"Sounds like you are jealous of Axel because Roxas can act himself around him."

"Well...maybe."

"Exactly. You need to say sorry for being a cry baby."

"I'm not a cry baby! And I have other reasons for disliking Axel."

"Oh. Like what?"

"The way he looks at 's not kosher." I narrowed my eyes thinking about it.

"So, maybe he likes him."

"Does he?" I asked concerned.

"I don't know. What if he does? What if Roxas likes him back? Are you going to stop him from dating Axel?"

"Yes." I said confidently.

"What?!" He looked shocked.

"I refuse to let my brother date Axel." I said in stern way.

"Ok, I really wasn't expecting that. Why not?"

"Because Axel is not good enough for him, and Axel doesn't seem like a long-term relationship guy."

"So,you think Axel will break his heart?"

"Exactly."

"I can honestly tell you that Axel wouldn't do that."

"Well if we're speaking in all honesty. How long have you know Axel?"

"Almost my whole life."

"Ok,has he ever dated someone then broken up with them?"

"Well yeah, but everyone does."

"Exactly. Roxas doesn't believe in that. If you agree to date my brother you're stuck with him life. Roxas has never dumped anyone he loves to hard and easily for that. He still think Namine is going to pick up where they left they don't he will go into depression and I will spend days,weeks,no months cheering him Axel dates him and breaks his heart I will not only have to cheer Roxas up but kill Axel." I said in all seriousness.

" probably couldn't handle that. He's dated a longest relationship was three years."

"Really,with who?"

"Demyx."

"Woah, they dated." Well I guess it makes sense they seemed like good friend. "Why break up?"

"Yeah,Axel's brother loved Demyx much more than Axel ever could."

"So Dem is dating his brother now?"

"Nope,his brother is to chicken to tell Demyx how he feel. Dem never found out why Axel broke up with him."

"That's like a sad love story." My heart broke for Demyx.

"If you're into that sappy stuff."

"Ok, have you ever dated?"

"No. I haven't found the right girl." I laughed at him, and he raised an eyebrow at me.

"No offense, but I thought you were gay."

"Why would you think that?" He sounded offended.

"You give off that essence."

"Well I'll assure you I'm straight thank you very much."

"Straight as a circle." I mumbled under my breath.

"What was that?"

"Nothing."I put my hands up in defense.

"Well how about you? Have you ever dated?"

"If you call being in a one way relationship with a crazy girl a relationship, then yes." I grumbled.

"I'm confused. How does that work?"

"Well I became friends with Kairi because she was Namine's cousin and Roxas had a thing for Namine. Kairi was nice and fun to hang out with till she got the wrong idea of my intentions. I wanted to be friends that was it,but she thought I liked her liked-liked her. Before I Knew it she told everyone we were dating. I couldn't tell her I didn't like her like that when everyone was telling us how cute we were.I gave up and let it happen. Then one day she asked me why I didn't kiss her or touch her. I couldn't tell her the truth so I avoided answering her till one day when she forced me." I explained.

"Forced you? To do what?"

"To have sex with her." I admitted. Riku gave me a confused look.

"How did she manage that?"

"She had embarrassing photo's of me." He began laughing at me.

"Oh my god, you got blackmailed by a petite girl to have sex with her."

"Well when you say it like that..."

"After she got wanted did she give you the pictures?" he quieted his laughter some.

"No it got worse. She wouldn't give me any peace after the first time."

"She turned you into a living sex doll." He was now laughing at full again.

"I'm glad you find it so amusing."

"I do." He calmed his laughter. "Did she ever give you the pictures."

"Not all of them. When she left a year and half ago to come here she gave me them all to me except one. She said she'd save it till we saw each other again."

"Well are you going to tell her how you feel now?"

"I really don't care how bad that picture is I will not let her bully me again. She still my friend though and I care about her so it will be hard but it will be worth it."

"So do you even like girls?"

"I don't know. I never dated besides Kairi and I was never in love with her or even like her more than a friend. I was never interested in any girl either."

"Do you like guys other than Roxas?"

"I've never been attracted to any besides Roxas, so I don't know."

We heard Roxas and Axel come up the stairs laughing and talking.

"Ok,well go during study hall,night." Axel said

"Night,Axe." Roxas we heard a door shut.

In seconds Roxas opened my door peaked in and saw Riku. He gave a shocked look, but smiled and left closing the door.

"He doesn't seem mad at you, so you should go talk to him."

"Ok, thanks again Riku."

"You know Psychiatrist get paid big bucks for what I did."

"Just my luck that you're not a Psychiatrist." I stuck my tongue out at him, and went to talk to Roxas.

Roxas's POV

I walked back to my room after seeing Sora was busy with Riku. Maybe it was good for him to hang out with Riku, so he wouldn't be so jealous of Axel and me.

I lied on my bed thinking of what Axel and I were going to tomorrow when Sora came in.

"Rox, I'm sorry. I know it was selfish for me to ask you not to be friends with Axel I was just jealous. Please forgive me.I love you." He rambled.

"It's ok I forgive you, and I'll always love you." I walked over to him and gave him a hug.

"Thanks ,Roxas."he hugged me back. "I have one question though. Why did you play videogames with Axel, but when I asked you wouldn't play?

"Well, I figured if I played with you you'd just beat me because I didn't know how to play. With Axel and Demyx I figured I could learn then play with you."

"I could have taught you."

"Yeah, but I would feel worthless coming to you and asking."

"You could never be worthless to me because you're worth so much."

"So are you." I gave him a peck on the lips. "Are you going to sleep in here tonight?"

"No I want to sleep in my bed, but I will tomorrow."

" ."I gave him another hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"Night,Roxy." When he left I spent the rest of the night laying in bed thinking about all I had planned till I fell asleep.


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