We laid there for a few more minutes until I remembered I had to write the list for Kasper to get for me.

"How about we go downstairs in the kitchen? That way you can still write the list and eat?" He suggested and I nodded and he sped around the bed and helped me up. It was a lot of friction between my legs, it was a little hurtful to walk but I managed; Kasper took my hand and walked me out of my room and down the stairs. Usually he'd carry me but I need to walk around and maybe the stinging will subside. Since he was a little ahead of me, when he got to the bottom, he held my hand and waited for me to reach the bottom of the stairs. We headed right and into the kitchen and headed to the island; Kasper had to pick me up for this one. He sat me down on the bar stool and handed me a writing pad and a pen and I started thinking of the things I wanted from home.

iPod

Black Converses

Journal (Under the bedframe)

Lolita Necklace (In the closet, taped above the doorframe)

Stuffed Penguin

I think that was mostly, all I needed. Things that I really cared about, really wanted here with me and not at the house; with them. I sat and tapped the pen on the countertop, thinking of anything else I might need.

"Bells, how's it going?" Alexei came striding past me, looking over Kasper's shoulder to see what he was doing before sitting down across from me.

"Hey Alex" I said

"Alex?" He asked

"Well, I thought it fits" I told him, he nodded and smiled

"Anyway, pops still wants to talk to you. So, since Seth is out getting that chick" He said I rolled my eyes "I'm going with Kasper to get your stuff. You done with the list?" He asked me, I nodded and slid it over the table to him, he nodded going over it

"This it?" He asked, I nodded "Stuffed penguin?" He asked me questioningly

"Don't judge me" I told him playfully and he laughed

"Okay" He said and ripped the paper off and folded it and stuck it in his pocket. He ripped off another piece of paper and began folding it, making creases and flipping it.

"Lexei, what are you doing?" I asked, he didn't take his eyes off of the paper but he shushed me. I scoffed and watched him. He was so concentrated and focused, it was funny. After a few minutes, he put a paper swan on the table in front of me.

"Lexei, I didn't know you could do that! It's beautiful" I knew that Origami took a little of a while to do and fully learn, I just didn't know he knew how.

"I learned a while back, after I learned Martial Arts" He smiled brightly

"That's great" I told him, he smiled and stood as Kasper put a plate of pancakes in front of me

"I can't eat all these pancakes" I looked at the huge stack and told him, he shrugged

"Just eat what you can, after all you really haven't been eating right" Kasper told me, I nodded and Lexei put the syrup next to me.

"M'kay" I said and started pouring the over sugary syrup over the stack.

"That's my girl" Kasper leaned over and kissed my temple, I smiled as they walked out of the kitchen towards the front door. I heard Dr. Larsen's voice as I cut into the pancakes and stuck them into my mouth; god, he cooks like my father. I smiled, I missed him.

"Bellamy, it's good to see you doing well" He said, and took the seat where Alexei had resided.

"Hi Dr. Larsen" I said, and took another bite of the pancakes Kasper made for me

"How is everything?" He asked me, I tilted my head forward

"Good, everything going good. Kasper and Lexei went to go get some of my things" I told him he smiled, he looked like an old Hollywood star.

"Why, thank you. Bellamy, how are you doing emotionally? Mentally?" He asked me

"I mean, I'm doing okay. A few trust issues here and there but I don't think it's anything that bad" I told him he nodded in understanding

"May I ask you a few questions?" He asked me, I nodded, eating more of the sugary breakfast

"Did you, or do you cut yourself?" He asked me, I bit into my lip

"Use to" I told him, he clasped his hands together, all doctor like

"Okay, you ever abuse any type of drugs or medication?" He asked me, I shook my head no

"Except for once, I tried to commit suicide a few times through cutting and once through taking pills" I told him, he smiled bravely

"I'm glad that you're being honest with me" He said, I smiled

"You're helping me, thank you" I told him, he smiled again

"Thank you" He said "Okay, one last question. Do you want to go see a therapist?" He asked me. I bit into my lip, thinking about it, and I think that Kasper would want me to

"Maybe. I know Sam and Kasper would really want me to" I told him, eating more of the sticky pancakes

"No, Bellamy. It's if you want to" He said, I sat and thought about it; then I nodded "Yeah. It'd be good for me" I told him, and he nodded and smiled

"Good. I've known this man for a long time, he's one of us as well" He said, I tensed up a little at his words. I wasn't completely sure that I could exactly trust another male vampire

"Kasper could always go with you" He offered, I smiled and shook my head

"No, I've just have to learn who I can and cannot trust" I told him, he smiled and looked at me. He had very small dimples

"I'm proud" He smiled, and stood; then we heard the door open "Well, I think that Seth is back with your friend" Sam appeared in the doorframe, and when she saw me she ran over and her arms flew around me.

"Are you okay?" She asked me, I nodded "I've missed you Bell-bel" She said, I smiled

"I've missed you too!" I told her, she pulled back and looked at my face. I had a few bruises and scratches but they were fading away, slowly but fading away. She smiled and sat down next to me, I looked over at Seth, who smiled

"Thanks Seth" I smiled at him

"No problem Bell" He said and headed upstairs, she sat next to me and grabbed my hand and smiled.

"How's everything going Bell?" She asked me, I smiled

"Great. Kasper and his brother Alexei are going to get my things from the old house, just a few things" I told her, she smiled

"I'm glad that you're okay and safe and I want to meet Kasper" She said, I smiled thinking of the campout we had last night.

"What happened?" She saw my smile, I smiled harder

"We had a campout, and Alexei accidently burned the first marshmallow. We definitely kept tradition" I told her happily

"I'm glad that you're happy" She said to me, I smiled

"Everything is definitely getting better for me. I can walk now too, and I just have so much fun here Sam" I told her, she looked like she was going to cry again.

"Oh don't cry" I told her, she nodded and reached for her purse.

"Yeah, I brought some things. I wasn't sure if you already had any or not" I smiled

"Thank you, you've saved me from the awkwardness of asking Vera" I said, she smiled

"Who's Vera?" She asked me, I smiled. If felt funny just talking with her like this

"Vera's Dr. Larsen's wife" I said, she nodded and I smiled

"Okay, yeah she's here. Kay wait for a sec" Seth came into the kitchen and handed me his phone, I guess him and Sam would, talk it out

"Hello?" I asked

"Hi sweetheart" I smiled, it was Kasper "Is there anything else you want before we leave?" He asked me, I chewed my lip thinking about it

"No, everything I want is on that list" I told him, I heard Lexei in the background. Kasper sighed, and I heard shuffling and then he spoke.

"Do you need any…personal items?" Oh my god. This is so weird, talking about this subject with a boy, and a vampire boy at that!

"No, I'm fine" I told him, he sighed a sigh of relief

"Okay, we should be home soon okay? Maybe your friend Sam could stay for dinner, I think she really misses you" He said, I smiled

"Is that okay with Dr. Larsen and Vera?" I asked him

"Oh, they won't" Seth began

"Mind" I laughed, Kasper finished Seth's sentences. I wondered if they did this all the time

"Okay, we'll be back in a little bit. See you soon" I smiled, I blushed too and I'm pretty sure Sam caught that.

"See you" I said and hung up and handed the phone back to Seth. Sam's cheeks were also red as ever, I'd have to see what that was all about. We sat there for hours, just talking about anything and everything, like we used to. She asked me a lot about the Larsen's, and sometimes I could answer and then, sometimes I couldn't and she seemed okay with it. I'm glad that she's happy about me, and that she thinks highly of Kasper too.