Derek himself had still not gone through the actual change. Change meaning that he had not experienced his first full moon yet but he knew that it had to be soon because he was reaching the age that apparently his father had before he had changed during the full moon.

Secretly though Derek himself was dreading it, the part about how during a full moon said werewolf until he learned to control it would have in no way, shape, or even form of control over oneself throughout the entire duration of the Full Moon.

As Derek silently laid in the king-sized bed in the repaired Hale House, he thought to himself, " why do all of these things happen to me?" Feeling both full of utter and complete despair at how alone he felt.

The main reason why Derek was not excited about the Full Moon which was only a few nights away was mainly due to the very different color of his eyes.

Very different from the color that Laura's would currently be, a yellowish like color. A lot different as well from the color of his Uncle Peters own eyes.

Derek secretly did not want to accomplish both complete control during the full moon or even to experience the change in a few days. The main reason being his own eye color yes that was one of HIS main reasons.

The other being ...

Paige... He had killed her... He himself Derek Hale had killed her by even being near her, he should never have even associated himself with or even mocked her that day in the hallways.

sorry this chapter is so short guys working on a longer chapter for the next one though so

LeonDesdichard