Hi I have a couple of reasons for not updating. 1. I was waiting for more reviews 2. I wasn't really inspired because I only got 2 reviews. 3. I was sick I had a sore throat and I missed 3 days of school. I still have a stuffy nose and I have a small cough, and finally 4. I have been too lazy. 5. I write fan fictions secretly only some friends know and I can't bring my computer in my room so I haven't been able to type that much. Okay well I know that you want to read so go ahead.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.

Edgar Allan Poe

Eli

Clare must have thought I was asleep when she checked her phone but I was awake and I had been awake. I didn't get much sleep because I had been replaying memories good and bad, some about Clare some about Julia.

Clare's head was on my chest, I kept my eyes closed because I knew that if she knew I was awake that she would most likely get up, and I still needed comfort. I felt Clare's phone vibrate but she didn't turn to get it then I looked down at her, and noticed that her eyes were closed. I reached for her iphone and it said that she had a text from Jenna.

I knew that this is wrong but I couldn't help it I clicked the view button and read the text.

No, I wanna know who Eli is, what's his last name? I'm gunna look him up on Facerange-Jenna

I smirked to myself realizing that Clare had told Jenna about me. I decided that I wanted to mess with Jenna.

Goldsworthy, that's his last name. Look him up and tell me what you think.-Clare

I set Clare's phone back down and looked at Clare to make sure she was still asleep. I closed my eyes for about 2 minutes. Clare's phone had vibrated again. I grabbed her phone and viewed the text from Jenna.

Oo. Clare he's hot ! Tell me details. I don't want to wait for the letter.-Jenna

I smirked again she thinks I'm hot. Well guess it's time to do my final act in Mess with Jenna thru texts with Clare's phone.

Ugh, fine call me. I'll tell you everything.-Clare

Maybe about 5 seconds after I sent the text a picture with a blonde girl labeled Jenna was calling. I hit answer.

"Clare spill now!"

"I'm sorry Clare can't come to the phone right now she's too busy sleeping on Eli's chest to answer the phone. Oh yeah and by the way I, Eli have been texting you for about 5 minutes now so I know that you called me hot."

I didn't hear anything for a few seconds. So I thought that she hung up. Then Jenna spoke up.

"Can you have her call me when she wakes up please?"

"Sure, and have a nice day" I said then I hung up.

I put the phone back down and looked at Clare who was awake and looking at me. "Did you hear that I asked"?

"Loud and clear and I can't believe that you just did that." I chuckled "Why?"

She sat up and looked at me "I don't know it's a figure a speech." I sat up too. "I missed this Blue eyes. I said staring in her bright blue eyes. "Me too" she replied after a moment of silence. I got off the bed and stretched my arms. I had on boxers so I went in the drawer and grabbed a pair of black sweatpants. Clare got up and walked down stairs and I followed her. Cece was in the kitchen when we got downstairs, "Finally you two are up" Cece said.

"Yeah, sorry about that mom". She just nodded. "What do you guys want for brunch?" Eli looked at me. "Well Clare you heard the women, what would you like?" Clare slapped me on my arm. "Whoa, there you know that I don't tolerate violence" I said sarcastically

"I'm sorry, but don't call your mother women, us women take it offensive." I smiled "Well sorry mother" I said to Clare. "Don't get smart with me." She replied mother-like. I looked at Cece who was laughing to herself. "I swear you guys never change." She told us. "So, what do you guys want?" she asked again. "Whatever is easy" Clare replied.

"Honey I can make anything I don't mind, I love to cook." Cece smiled. "Well them make us some pancakes momma!" I replied, "Coming right up" she said. Clare walked into the living room and I followed. She picked up a book off of the couch. I read the cover Invisible Monsters.

"That's a good one" I replied she turned and looked at me. "Yeah it really good so far, I'm almost done. "I didn't know that you still liked to read" She said. I smirked "I didn't think you remembered that I liked to read". She blushed and I sat on the couch. I patted the couch telling her to come sit next to me. She walked over and sat down. "I didn't till just now. I'm actually really happy that I came back. I wasn't at first, but now I am. I can't wait to see everyone. My mom said something about this kid Adam, but I don't remember anyone named Adam." I smiled "ah you haven't met Adam yet, she's talking about Gracie. Does that ring a bell? Clare smiled "Yeah I remember her but what does she have to do with this Adam dude"?

"I'm going to have to let him tell you. It's not my story to tell." She frowned "Well can you call him and Gracie and have them come over? I miss her and I want to hear this story." I sighed and pulled out my phone, Clare squealed. It rang a few times then he answered.

"Hey, Eli whatcha doing bro" I chucked. "Nothing man, listen I have Clare here remember her?" Adam was silent for a moment then he spoke. "Yeah, I remember her, did she move back?

"Yeah she did". I paused for a second. "She doesn't know about Adam, do you think you could come over and explain?" Adam was silent. "Sure I'll be over in a few, Bye" I hung up.

"Well he's going to come over in a few minutes." I said to Clare "What about Gracie?" Clare asked pouting slightly, "She's coming too". Clare and I just sat in silence, waiting for Adam to arrive. I had forgotten that she didn't know about Adam, and how did her parents know. They must have called Adam's parents and talked to them. I heard a knock at the door and got up. "He's here" I said to Clare who looked asleep, she opened her eyes and smiled.

Clare

I was so excited to see Gracie, but Eli kept saying something about this kid Adam. So when Eli opened the door and I saw a dude walk in alone, I had no idea what was going on. "Where's Gracie?" I asked confused.

The boy who walked in who I believe is Adam said "Clare, I need to tell you something." Adam looked a lot like Gracie. "Okay, about what"? Adam looked at me "I'm Gracie" he said looking at me straight in the face. My jaw dropped, this kid had to be kidding. Before I could say anything he spoke again. "I'm FTM which is female to male transgender. I was born a girl but I'm a guy between the ears, you understand?" I looked at Eli who was standing against the front door with one of his hands on the doorknob. "I think, so after I left you realized that you're a guy? Are you sure your just not a tomboy?" I asked. "I'm positive that I'm not a tomboy, just trust me okay?"

"I trust you and if you're a guy between the ears, that means you like girls; does that mean your lesbian or your straight?" I asked. "Well, I think I'm straight scene I'm a guys between the ears."

"Oh, I see; thanks for telling me. It's really nice to see you again", I smiled.

"Okay, well you see why I couldn't tell you Clare" asked Eli who was now walking to Adam and me. "Yes I do, at first I was like why can't you tell me anything, but now I understand." Cece came out and told us that breakfast was ready, and told Adam he could eat with us but he had to leave. After Eli and I ate we went up to his room.

"Wow, you have a lot of pictures of Dead Hands" I said while staring at his posters. "They're the best band ever and I can't believe you like them. He said smirking. Before I could say anything his phone went off. "Hold on someone is calling." He said while answering.

Eli

When I picked up my phone I didn't bother to look at the caller I.D. so I had no idea who was calling. "Hello"?

"Babe, I'm really sorry I love and miss you." Great it was Julia and she was in tears. "Julia, you know you're not sorry, you're sorry that you got caught."

"Eli that's not true, my mom doesn't like you, and she likes Collin, and she said that the only way I can stay in the house is if I date Collin." I sighed, "Julia why didn't you tell me; and you fucked Collin, why that's all I want to know."

"Because of Collin, I told him and he said that the only way that he would pretend is if we fucked, and also because Collin told me that if I told you that he wouldn't pretend." She was crying harder now. "Okay so what do you want me to do?" I asked her. "I want you to take me back, and stop talking to Collin, and don't even call him after we hang up. Just cut off all communications with him" she wasn't crying as bad as she was now. "Okay, Julia but only because I love you still." I looked at Clare and saw her on her phone. "Oh thank you baby, I miss you can I come see you?"

"Um, I'm kind of busy right now; Clare and I are bonding and catching up." I heard her sigh on the other line. "Okay I love you," She said. "Love you too bye", and then I hung up.

Clare looked up at me, "can I have Adam's number?" I smirked "Sure". I gave it to her then she told me she had to go. So we hugged and said our goodbyes and she went out the door. It was about oneish, so I went to play C.O.D

Clare

I couldn't believe that Eli was taking Julia back, he doesn't deserve to date that little shit whore. He can do much better than her; ugh why did I care. I decided to text Adam and ask him about this.

Hey Adam, Eli gave me your number and I really need to talk to you about something can we meet up at the dot?-Clare

I had walked into my house and saw my mom in the kitchen "Hey mom," she looked up and smiled "Hey there sweetie, how was your night?" I smiled "Good, I slept really good and I meet Adam and he told me about how she became him; oh and Eli knows". Mom my looked confused "Eli knows what?" I sighed "About my problem"

"Oh, that's good that you told him, look I got to run up to the church to talk about a fundraiser; I won't be back too late." She kissed me on the head. "Love you baby girl" I smiled "Love you to mom, where is dad?"

"Oh, he had to go to work to figure out a few things; I'm not sure when he will be back", and with that she went out the door. Great, finally some peace and quiet, I felt my phone vibrate and looked at it.

Sure Clare that sounds great, meet up in 20?-Adam

Yeah, that's good, I got to shower anyway see you in 20-Clare

I noticed that I still had Eli's clothes on so I set them on my bed then climbed into the shower. I washed my hair then my body, I took about 6 minutes showers but this one took about 4. I grabbed my towel and dried me and my hair off. Then went into my room, I looked in my drawers and grabbed a bra and underwear then a pair of Hollister shorts and put on Eli's Dead Hands shirt. I went and blow dried my hair and put on make-up. Then slipped on sandals grabbed my phone and walked out of the house.

I really have no idea how I remembered how to get to The Dot, but somehow I did. While I was on my way to The Dot I saw this couple holding hands, the guy had shaggy black hair and was dressed in all black like Eli and the girl had long black hair and looked like Julia, as they came closer I saw that it was Julia. Holy Shit she's still cheating on Eli, I've got to get to The Dot and tell Adam now.

Well what did you think? I bet you all kind of want to kill me, do any of you believe Julia's story? And Clare was with Collin, just letting you know. I'm sorry that I took a long time to update it's been like 2 weeks. I haven't got the time and I haven't been in the mood.

Anyway please review, and also 5 reviews for next chapter. ( : You all are beautiful people !