Buena Vista


Disclaimer: The Twilight Saga was created and is under copyright through author Stephenie Meyers. I do not own these characters and had no influence with the original plot. These stories contain those characters and are written by me therefore I claim them as such. / Warning: This story is for readers age 18+ only.


Seeds Planted

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"One minute, Seth. I think he just got up from his nap."

I smiled. "Thanks Emily."

I heard the chatter of the phone being set down for a second, rubbing the back of my head with an intense yawn following soon after. This morning's wake up call was a downer, but I managed to slide out of it.

"This is Sam."

"Sam? This is Seth." I spoke soundly.

"Yeah, what's up Seth? Why haven't you been calling me?" he sounded gruff, but I could tell he had a hint of a smile on the other line.

"Mind if I talk to you?" I sighed, gripping the house phone a little harder. "It's kind of important."

Shuffling noises were heard before he picked back up. "You bet. Come on over here."

"Thanks" I grinned and put the phone up before shoveling through my drawers to find some clothes. Heading out the door was my main focus, but I wanted to make sure I had a good head on my shoulders.

I stared at myself in the mirror located in the den and sighed, grasping my hair as the ends already met down to my shoulders. It had to be done.

Half an hour later, I stepped out of Cruz's small barber salon and played with my head a bit. Hair was much shorter, and I actually felt the air push through it easily. Suddenly my eyes darted to the north.

"Seth!"

I turned to find Sam wave his arm in the air. He had a big bulky jacket on, and he was heading my way. Good thing I decided to postpone the travel, or maybe he was that worried?

Huffing slightly, I grinned and waved back. "Couldn't wait for me?"

He finished sprinting when he reached me, and smirked. "You got a haircut. Nice." he tilted his head to look at me from every angle, reaching in for a moment before grasping some hair. "Looks like he missed a spot.." I groaned. "Really?" Sam chuckled and playfully tapped my skull. "Nah. You're good."

I saw him point towards the trail leading to the forest.

"Want to walk? Stretching the legs is good for you."

I smiled and nodded, traveling by his side while we exchanged glances every now and then. I didn't know where to start, or what to say. But I knew he was going to ask anyways.

"So bad feelings? Someone hurt you?" he quickly pointed out the faults like he was diverging down my thoughts by eyes only. I shook my head. "Not really, just confused."

"About?"

"Well if I told you, would you promise not to look at me differently?"

He scoffed. "Seth, we shape shift. We've been different since the beginning."

"I mean different." I enunciated the last word. "I think I like...guys."

He stopped walking for a moment and crossed his arms. Sam looked a little upset, and I stopped right after and dug my shoes into the ground not knowing what to expect.

"You think I'm that shallow, Seth?" he suddenly smiled. "Doesn't matter what you like. It matters if they're the right person."

"Do you know about Embry's step-brother?" I asked immediately after, my mind started to race.

He sighed and shoved his hands into both pockets, staring down at the dirt ground. "A little more than I would have liked, actually. Why?"

I really wanted to tell him at that point. About Jacob, and why I felt like this. Hopeless almost.

"Well it's about Rider." I shrugged and bit my lip for a moment. "Every time I'm near him and something happens, I hear Jacob."

Sam's right brow raised. "He's been keeping in contact with you?" I nodded slightly and looked at Sam, feeling like maybe there was something he knew.

"Has he been talking to you?"

"Every now and then." he muttered, continuing to walk, past me, and closer to the beginning of the woods. "He told me to keep a close eye on you, but I told him that you weren't my responsibility." Sam smirked. "He called me a bastard and that's the last I heard from him."

"He sounded like something was wrong." I wanted to wait and see if he could connect things.

"Well possibly. Jacob's doing something that I don't really find working in his favor at the moment." he muttered, looking back at me calmly.

"What is it?"

"He's resisting the imprint. It's making his life hell."

"Resisting it. ." I whispered it back to myself and thought back to Jacob yelling at the top of his lungs. He sounded stressed, like he hadn't slept or something. Something was keeping him there, and I was doubtful it had anything to do with Renesmee.

Sam groaned. "Well since we're not walking, let's stop." he sat down beside me and sighed.

"Jacob entered no man's land and found himself in a web of fate with that vampire coven. He's dealing with life harder than any of us right now. But he's old enough to realize where he stands." he patted my shoulder and smiled.

"It's interesting though. The fact that you two have a bond outside of phasing. " Sam grinned and shook his head. "The only one who managed to do that to me was Leah. It's tormenting."

"I still don't get it though." I grumbled. "It's like he wants me to avoid Rider, but Rider hasn't actually hurt me or anything." Avoiding any detail, I grasped my leg and turned red. "Nothing bad."

"You have to suspect anything in the coming future, Seth." he whispered to me.

"Your father told me that when I just started phasing. Going through the worst part of my life." I felt that pull in my stomach before silently mouthing. "Right."

"We're all here for you Seth, so don't feel like you're ever going through things alone."

I smiled for a moment. "Yeah I know."

The last thing I remember is staring at Sam for the longest time. Thinking, conjuring up something that I could possibly do to make my life return to normal without anyone's help. I didn't want to be known as the boy who lost a father and has to go through life shapeshifting. I just wanted to be Seth Clearwater.

Later that night, I made the decision to face a different reality, thinking it would alright.

"You think an awful lot." I heard him almost whine right next to me, his tongue still dabbing at my ear for a moment. "What's on that mind of yours?"

I shrugged and traced a thumb against Rider's chin, thinking how nice it felt to be held, but wanting a little more. I kicked off the pillow from Rider's bed and steadied myself on top of him. My hands grasped his shoulders slowly before I leaned in to kiss him. He quickly returned it, and I felt right at that moment. Nothing was wrong at that point.

"You." I finally broke out, grinning as I nipped his nose. He smirked and I felt his arms reach down to his pants before the noise of a zipper pulling poured through my ears. I quickly reached for the packet in my back pocket before pointing it out to him.

"You don't trust me?" he sounded almost disappointed, causing me to look at the condom for a moment before tossing it aside. "You're right...I'm sorry."

He grinned and pulled me in before we helped pull each other's clothes off. My nose bent down against his chest and inhaled his scent, taking note that he smelled of Embry, but not nearly as strong as Jacob.

I grumbled at the thought of him and focused on teasing Rider's left nipple while he reached in and fondled my cock, pushing it against his crotch, making me groan gently. He whispered to me faintly before running his hand down my back. "I love you like crazy, Seth."

I dipped my head to have my cheek pressed up against his neck and sighed. "I love you too." muttering back, not knowing if I was absolutely succumbing to rationality or not. All I knew at this point was that I had heard no voices prevent me from moving this far, and I wasn't about to stop now.

Rider grabbed onto me at this point and whispered briefly into my ear. "Can we get back to what we started earlier?"

I hesitated, but soon shook my head slightly before blushing. "How..exactly?"

I noticed him stifle a laugh or two, but he patted my legs and smiled. "Just prop yourself up and I'll do the rest." I looked at him for a second before attempting to follow command, pulling myself up until I found myself sitting just above his legs. That's when I felt one of his fingers creep up from behind me, and I yelped.

"Gah!"

He sneered. "Kind of tight, aren't we?"

I cringed and clutched the blanket next to me. "I...am not..USED to...T-THIS!" I gasped, feeling his entire index finger push itself through me. I stiffened immediately.

"Geez.." he snickered. "At this point, I feel like I'm going to break you."

That's exactly what I felt like, but I didn't want him to know it. I wanted to face this as a challenge and I believe it was right. I wasn't positive, but luckily Rider didn't give me time to think. My legs buckled when I felt him push into me. I shivered and clutched his neck tightly, not knowing what to do besides moan and hold back tears from the painful pushing.

The bed rattled as he hands gripped my waist, pushing in and out while I breathed in heavily. I felt twice as hot as normal, definitely not an understatement. I felt him literally get harder from under me, and I wanted to tell him to stop right then. The guilt inside of me wanted to strangle my thought of thinking this was okay. I wanted to get back at him for not being there.

But it was too late.

I lowered my head as Rider gasped. I felt pressure build up inside of me before his hand reached up to clutch my hair. "You're all mine.." he grinned, exhaling heavily as he pulled out slowly before pushing back in, my nose stinging with the scent of another male's drying seed. I wanted to vomit, really.

B I knew exactly how I really felt that moment—violated.

He took his time making sure that I was okay and everything, but I could tell in his eyes that Rider looked a little too happy. Watching me while I got dressed, he smirked and opened the door for me. "I'll see you at school tomorrow."

"Yeah" was all I could muster at that point. I clenched my arms close by me and traveled carefully towards the front entrance hoping to avoid Embry coming back home early from the movies with Jared and Quil.

Fortunately, I found myself all the way to the truck before I threw my head back and thought. The feeling of that wet, warm feeling still bubbled inside of my stomach area, and I couldn't help but choke out a whimper as tears began pouring out. I immediately though of my dad and how ashamed he would've been.

I could picture his face the moment when he was on the ground after Leah phased, and I felt my world crumble. I felt everything go wrong at that point.

Car lights brushed by the truck for a moment, and I heard Quil honk his horn at me, causing me to turn my head while attempting to push back a flood of nasty memories.

"Catch you later kids!" I heard Embry shout, getting out from the passenger's side before walking past the truck. He stopped and waited for me to pull down my window. I finally did.

"What are you doing here, stranger?" he smiled. "Going to get down?"

"I think I need to head home. I have tons of. . homework." I lied through my teeth, and I think Embry sensed this.

"Were you waiting for me?"

I shook my head. "Rider invited me over."

That made Embry nod his head some, chuckling lightly. "What were you up to tonight?"

My stomach twisted at an odd angle, causing me to clutch it rapidly. I gritted my teeth while managing a smile just barely for him. "Just talking. I'll catch you later." The window slid back up, and instead of walking into the house, I saw Embry continue to stare at me until I had driven out some.

I was facing away when I caught Rider step outside. He was telling Embry something. I couldn't make it out though. I felt like something was wrong though. I felt wrong.