Luke smiled as he readjusted the water in the small shower. He leaned back against the wall, letting his body get used to the hot water beating down on him. Last night had been his first night staying in Noah's apartment…their apartment.(that would take some getting used to) Sure, he had stayed over a few nights before, but last night was the first time he could call it home.
He could still remember the looks on his family's faces when he told them he was moving in with Noah. They were concerned about it being too soon. His father had pulled him aside and questioned if he was ready for such a big step. HE had expected them to be uneasy, but he knew he wanted to do this. This was right, him and Noah together…that was how it was supposed to be. He was worried about the living arrangement. He figured he would be crazy not to be a little wary. Despite those concerns everyone took the news a lot better than Luke expected; Noah later Joked that they were just glad to get rid of him.
With Holden and Aaron's help his things were moved over to the apartment, and together he and Noah rearranged everything. Luke had thought it completely adorable when Noah shoved all the furniture against the wall and demanded they arrange it all over again. It just wasn't right to leave things the way they had been. It was time for the apartment to look like their place and not just Noah's.
A soft smile touched his lips as he reached for the soap. He couldn't help but marvel at how lucky he was to have Noah as his boyfriend. He was still smiling as he started lathering up his stomach. He was just bending down to wash his toes when he heard the shower door open, and an arm encircled his waist.
"Reason number one million, why it's good idea to live with your boyfriend," Noah started as Luke turned to face him.
"What's that?" he asked, using his hand to wipe the water out of his eyes.
"Its good for the environment," Noah said smugly.
"Whaat," Luke laughed. "Tell me, how is living with your boyfriend good for the environment?"
"Easy," Noah said leaning in to kiss him. "It conserves water."
Luke wrapped his slippery arms around his boyfriend and pulled him deeper into the shower as their lips melded together. Noah was now being pelted with the warm water…but somehow Luke didn't think he was complaining.
"I could definitely get used to mornings like this," Luke said as he nuzzled his face into Noah's neck.
Without a word, Noah reached down and grabbed the soap from Luke's hands. He grinned at his boyfriend's confused stare as he began rubbing the soap back and forth on his shoulders, eliciting a gasp from the shorter man. Noah slowly dragged the bar of soap down Luke's chest, making sure to swirl the end around Luke's nipple, making him almost fall on the slippery shower footing.
"Wh…what are you doing, Noah?"
"Well," Noah said, his hand continuing to move the soap in circular motions, "I just figured that since I'm usually always making you a dirty boy…it might be nice manners to help you be a clean boy." Noah grinned and bit the side of his bottom lip.
A small giggle was all Luke could manage as Noah moved his hands lower. He washed both of Luke's hips and then held onto them with slippery fingers. He leaned in and kissed his blond boy, pushing him into the side of the shower wall. The water was beating down on him so hard from this angle that Luke could barely open his eyes to see the dark haired boy. He felt rather than saw Noah kneel in front of him.
Noah took the soap and lathered it up on Luke's lower stomach and moved even lower. Luke could feel the heat of Noah's hands on the skin of his cock-and just as Noah was about to touch it-he moved a lot lower. He slowly took the soap down Luke's thighs to his calves and then lifted his boyfriend's foot slightly-rubbing the soap on the bottom. Noah rubbed the soap between his fingers and made a lather in his hands.
He had once told Luke that he despised feet-so Luke was shocked when Noah took his fingers and linked them through Luke's toes. Luke couldn't help laughing-as the motion was tickling the hell out of him. He felt Noah's laughter too as the older man pressed a kiss on the head of his shaft.
"N..."
"Ssssshhh" Noah silenced his lover.
Noah placed soft nibbling kisses down the entire length of Luke's engorged cock. Once he reached the base-he stuck his tongue out and oh so slowly licked his path back to the head. He swirled his tongue around Luke's shaft before easing the member into his mouth. Noah sucked lightly on the head before engulfing the entire thing.
The pressure was slowly driving Luke crazy. He felt the pleasure from the top of his head to the tips of his toes. He had to bite the heel of his hand to keep from grabbing onto Noah's hair. Slowly Noah began to bob his head up and down making Luke want to climb up the shower wall his back was against.
All too soon the pressure was stopped and Noah stood up. He pressed himself into Luke and Luke had to smile. It's so sexy that pleasuring Luke was Noah's biggest turn on. Slowly Noah's hands rested on Luke's shoulders as he began to turn Luke around so that he was facing the wall. Luke looked back questioningly at Noah.
"Just helping you with all those hard to reach places...that's all" and Noah flashed Luke a grin. And Luke tried to hide his smirk as he once again placed his forehead against the wall. The water was slowly turning cold and Luke heard Noah twist one of the knobs. Luke soon realized that Noah was turning the cold water off completely-as steaming hot water beat hard down onto his flesh. Luke didn't mind though when he felt Noah's hands on his back.
Noah moved the soap-tracing undefined patterns on the expanse of flesh.
"Wow Luciano-you have an awful lot of scratches on your back-looks like someone really did a number on you." Noah huffed into Luke's ear from behind.
"What can I say? My boyfriend gets a little rough. Especially when I'm inside him. He loves it...he's such a bottom boy" Luke replied trying-and failing to keep the smile from his voice.
All of a sudden he felt a strong sting on his ass as Noah reached down and smacked his left cheek. Luke could do little more than gasp.
"Don't be a brat little one" Noah said and licked Luke's ear before biting on the lobe. Luke couldn't stop his reaction as he placed his hands on the wall and pushed himself back farther into Noah.
Noah moved the soap lower and began washing the red print he had just left on his boyfriend's ass.
"Noah...please."
"Please what?"
"Cmon Noaaaaaaaah" Luke moaned as he felt Noah's teeth bite into the center of his back. Luke heard the soap drop to the floor and felt Noah's finger at his crack slowly moving down to his entrance. Noah placed his finger at Luke's hole but did not push in.
"What do you want Snyder...you gotta say it or I won't do it" Noah taunted him.
"Please Noah...just..." and Luke tried to push back onto Noah's finger.
Noah quickly moved his finger and tsked his boyfriend.
"Okay Noah...please...just...please I wanna feel you inside me."
"You wanna feel me inside you? But I thought you said I was the bottom boy? I think you forgot how much you beg for it too. How much you want it…Need it."
"Then remind me dammit Noah...just fuccc" and Luke cut off his sentence in a short gasp as Noah drove his soap slicked finger inside him.
"That what you wanted Luciano?" and Noah shoved another finger in with the other.
"Yessssssss" Luke moaned.
He was momentarily disappointed when the feeling of those fingers pushing inside him was gone. But the disappointment was gone when something much larger and blunter was pushing at his entrance. Luke turned his head away from the wall and looked over his shoulder and caught Noah's gaze. Noah winked at him before pushing all the way inside Luke's body.
Both men moaned at the feel of their slippery bodies being joined. Noah reached down to Luke's hips and held him steady as he rocked in and out of the tight heat of his boyfriend. Luke's head was still turned looking over his shoulder-as he reached his right hand up and grabbed Noah's hair-pulling the older man to him for a passionate kiss.
Noah broke the kiss biting down hard on Luke's bottom lip and savoring the soft curse that escaped Luke's mouth. Noah pulled almost all the way out and repositioned his hips before driving back in hard-hitting that spot inside Luke that made fireworks shoot in front of his eyes.
"Right there...omg...Noah...please don't stop...don't ever stop"
Noah answered by biting the back of Luke's neck as he drove in again hitting the spot dead on. He knew he was not going to last much longer-so he moved one of his hands from Luke's hip. Sliding slowly down to his cock. Noah stroked Luke once before the boy screamed and pushed his entire body back against Noah. Noah looked over Luke's shoulder and saw the boy's cum covering his hand before the water washed it away.
Noah cursed silently as Luke's body clenched down all around his cock. And Noah gave one more thrust and buried himself inside his favorite space and came.
"So what are we doing today?" Luke asked his boyfriend as he pulled his shirt up over his head.
"I don't know. Lay around and watch movies? Make out all day?" Noah said as he came up behind him.
Luke couldn't help but smile. "Is that all you have me here for? To be a sex slave?"
"Well, no that wasn't the original reason...but that's not a bad idea!" Noah looked deep in thought.
"Jerk!" and Luke pushed Noah playfully down on the bed straddling the older man's hips.
Noah reached for Luke's hands interlacing their fingers as he gazed up at him.
"Luke, I never thought I could be this happy...thank you"
"Your welcome" Luke said with a cocky grin.
Noah chuckled lightly and grabbed Luke's hips, flinging him down on the bed beside him. He moved over and wrapped his arms around Luke's waist, placing his head on his chest.
"I just wanna stay like this forever and ever" Luke informed him,. "I feel so safe so loved. I feel like we're invincible Noah"
"We are baby...we are," Noah agreed. "Nothing and no one can tear us apart." He leaned in sealing his words with a kiss.
Luke's hands found their way into Noah's hair, and played there as they kissed. A few minutes passed before Noah broke the embrace and leaned back against the pillow. His eyes were focused on his boyfriend's baby blues.
"God you're beautiful Luke"
"You are such a..." Luke paused looking straight into those dark brown depths. "Dork Mayer"
Noah gasped at his boyfriend's teasing and took his pillow from under Luke's head and hit the blomde boy with it.
Luke jumped to his knees on the bed. "Did you seriously just hit me with a pillow? What are you nine? That's' so immature. I can't believe you're so juvenile" Luke rattled on as his grabbed Noah's pillow behind his back.
"Come here give me a kiss baby" Luke said and as Noah leaned in close Luke smashed the pillow into his shoulder.
Noah jumped out of the bed wielding his pillow as a weapon. "Oh. It's on now. You're going down Snyder"
"Maybe later if you're lucky. Right now I'm too busy kicking your ass at a pillow fight."
Luke jumped up and the boys took turns hitting each other with pillows, all the while trying to sustain their giggles. Luke knew Noah never got to be carefree when he was a child-so it meant the world to him to see Noah let go and just be silly.
Suddenly Noah hit Luke in the chest with the pillow knocking him backwards onto the bed. Noah threw his pillow down beside the bed and climbed on top of him and kissed him with a passion that made Luke's knees feel like jelly.
Noah moved to kiss Luke's jaw and kissed over his ear, tracing the shell of Luke's earlobe with his tongue. "I won" he whispered lightly directly into Luke's ear. Luke grabbed onto Noah's hips.
Noah continued his assault on Luke by kissing down his neck biting lightly on Luke's collarbone. His hands ran lightly down Luke's sides and grabbed the edges of his t-shirt. His skimmed his fingers along the bare skin of Luke's tummy before lifting the shirt up over his head.
he cocked a confident smile at Luke before his mouth returned kissing him. He licked lightly over Luke's bottom lip before Luke opened slightly and let Noah's tongue in. While he was kissing Luke- Noah slid his hands down and unbuttoned the top button on Luke's jeans.
"Planning something?" Luke asked with his eyebrow arched.
"Oh I was just planning to ask my boyfriend to make love to me...think he will be interested?"
Luke's breath left him momentarily and when he answered Noah-his voice creaked. "It's a very tempting offer. I think he'd be willing to do...that"
"Good" Noah said as he bent to kiss Luke's neck while pushing his erection into Lukes leg.
Luke reached down to remove Noah' shirt. Before it was lifted above the brunettes head though-a noise interrupted them.
.Knock.
"Who the hell would come at a time like this" Noah said irritated.
"Calm down. It's probably my dad. He said something about swinging by today to check the place out-he'll only stay a minute." and Luke jumped off the bed without bothering to put on his shirt and walked towards the door.
"Hold your horses," he heard Luke say from the living room. He figured Luke's father or whomever was at the door would go away quickly. He was not in the mood to entertain company. He closed his eyes, a soft smile playing on his lips as he thought about Luke's return. Surely no one would blame them if they wanted to spend their first day living together in bed? It was the weekend and he couldn't think of any place he would rather be.
"Didn't your father ever teach you any manners?"
His eyes flew open at the sound of that voice, and he could feel the dread spreading darkness over his heart. He jumped out of bed quickly and straightened out his clothes and his hair. He needed to look presentable when he went out there…and he had to move quickly. Luke shouldn't have to deal with this.
"MY father would have skinned me alive if I answered the door half naked. What's wrong with you?" Noah heard the voice l9oud and clear. It was hard to miss. In fact it was the only thing he could hear. He watched as Luke's mouth moved, but he didn't hear what was being said. He only heard his father's responses. "You don't have any decency do you boy, or any respect for your elders. I see you haven't even told me who you are and what you are doing in my son's apartment."
"Dad," Noah said trying to make himself be heard over the roaring in his head. "Stop it, leave him alone. We didn't know you were coming. I…I mean I didn't know you would be here, but you can't just come in here yelling at people for no reason."
"Don't you dare talk back to me young man," The Col snapped. Noah gulped and hung his head. He was not able to meet Luke's eyes.
"Sorry, Dad," he said clearing his throat.
"Go put some clothes on," he heard his father bark at Luke. Once again he didn't hear any response but he saw Luke retreat out of the corner of his eye. "And when you come back you'll tell me who you are, and you'll get out of my son's home."
"Dad," Noah exclaimed, looking back towards the bedroom where Luke had disappeared. "You have no right to talk to him that way," He said as he spied a pair of blue eyes peeking out the room. "You can't just come in here and yell at people because you don't agree with what they are doing."
"There is no excuse for his behavior, Noah," the Col fumed. "IT is very disrespectful and you need to give that boy a stern talking to when he comes back out here. He needs to respect your space and your rules. This is your first home, Noah. I know it's just an apartment and you won't be here forever but that is no reason to allow such filth…"
"Dad," Noah exclaimed again. "Stop it. HE's just my roommate. And His name is Luke. You have no right yelling at him like that. What are you doing here anyway?" Noah ran a frustrated hand through his hair and held his fingers against his temple. He was feeling the beginnings of a headache all of a sudden.
"I came to see how my son was faring. I wanted to know if you have come to your senses or not," the Col said as he allowed his eyes to scan the small apartment. Noah was silently thankful that the living room was spotless. His father would notice the tiniest fleck of dirt if given the chance to look. "You still have time to en list in the army, and the money for the film is yours. Just give up this nonsense and make a man out of yourself. Don't you think Madeline deserves that? Which by the way, why isn't she living with you? Did you do something stupid again?"
"Dad, Maddie and I…we broke up. And she doesn't live here. It's just Luke and I. Luke just moved in here yesterday…"
"Well then that explains why he thought he could talk anyway he wanted to me," the Col interjected. "I will not tolerate such insolence Noah, not even form my son's friends. And I don't like the idea of you shacking up with…that. I'm sure you and Madeline will work out your differences. You haven't broken up Noah. You've just had a fight, a disagreement. "We can discuss it over dinner tonight. You get Madeline and meet me at the Lakeview. This time don't be late and you better have a tie."
"Yes sir. I'll see you tonight."
"You know I only want what's best for you, Noah." The Col. said placing a hand briefly on Noah's shoulder. The gesture made Noah frown, but he tried hard to hide it. Ever since experiencing what Luke's family was like, the coldness of his father's gestures seemed more jarring. "Haven't I always made sure you had everything you needed?"
"Yes sir."
"It's time for you to give back, son. Be the man I know you can be and make me proud."
Noah was just glad that the conversation was over. For a long moment after his father left he leaned against the door and closed his eyes. All he wanted to do was crawl back into bed and hide in Luke's arms. Was that too much to ask?
*
He was fuming, though he couldn't even begin to explain why. He didn't bother returning to the living room with Noah and his father. Instead he decided to make the bed. That was a task that could preoccupy his mind for a few minutes at least. He was just smoothing out the blanket when his entire body stiffened. Noah had entered the room.
"He's gone, Luke," Noah was coming closer, but Luke found he couldn't look at him. "I'm so sorry for how he talked to you." He felt Noah's hands go around his waist, and it did nothing to relax him. "It's just that my father is…just so set in his ways."
He easily moved out of Noah's arms and moved to the other side of the room. He grabbed his shirt from the chair and started putting it on, his back still to his boyfriend.
"Hey...what are you doing?" Noah questioned him, " I thought our day had more to do with taking clothes off...not putting them back on" He watched out of the corner of his eye as Noah approached, crossing the room quickly with his long legs. Once he was close enough he put his hands on the back of Luke's neck and tried to kiss him.
"Noah...don't."
"What's the matter baby" Luke felt Noah's hands drop down to his hips and he sighed, shoving Noah away.
"If you don't know...then I'm not even going to bother Noah."
"Well whatever it is -I'm sorry Luke" It didn't go unnoticed by Luke that Noah actually did sound concerned. Unfortunately, this time it wasn't enough.
"Yeah...that means a lot Noah, " Luke said finding it hard to keep the anger out of his voice. "Apologizing and you don't even know what you did wrong. Real FUCKING sincere."
"Well," Noah said trying to stay calm as he puzzled out what was wrong. "Luke, if you would just calm down and tell me what happened…"
"FUCK-maybe I don't want to calm down Noah." Luke screamed, interrupting his boyfriend midsentence. All the anger he had been feeling came boiling to the surface. What he was feeling was irrational, he knew that on some level. But that didn't make the pain any less severe.
"Okay, so you don't want to calm down," Noah countered, his frustration clear in his tone. "And you don't want to tell me what's wrong, so what DO you want to do, Luke? Do you want to spend our first day living together SCREAMING at each other? Is that what you want? Huh? It didn't escape Luke's attention that Noah was yelling now too.
"MAYBE IT IS!" He snapped back.
"WELL THEN FUCKING GREAT SNYDER. I HOPE THIS IS MAKING YOU HAPPY"
He stared at Noah for a moment, with anger mingled with hurt in his eyes. He bit his bottom lip and tried hard to calm himself down. He didn't want their first day living together to be like this. Not at all, He just couldn't help how he was feeling at the moment; and he didn't know how to explain it to Noah. How did you tell the one person you thought would never hurt you that they hurt you? He knew he was being a stubborn Snyder. He was well aware that he should just explain all of this to Noah, but at the moment anger was beating out all logic.
He decided right then and there that he couldn't do this right now. He needed to get out before he said things he would regret. He knew his own temper and knew it would be best if he just left.
He held Noah's gaze for just one moment more, daring him to say something, wishing he would catch the fact that he wasn't so much angry but upset … After a moment he shook his head and turned away from Noah. He grabbed his keys off the table and headed straight for the door.
"We're not through here," he heard Noah shout after him. "Where are you going Luciano?"
"We are not through here...where are you going Luciano?"
That was the straw that broke the camel. Luke flung open the door and turned to Look straight into his lover's eyes. He was sure that their were tears in his own but he didn't care. "Why the hell do you care?" he shouted, his voice bitter. I'M JUST YOUR ROOMMATE REMEMBER?"
He slammed the door as he left and took off running as fast as he could to his car. He didn't want to give Noah a chance to catch up with him.
It was only after he was in the car and the engine was started that he allowed himself to break down. He leaned his head on the steering wheel for a moment and just cried. When he heard Noah call him "just his roommate" he felt like someone had punched him in the stomach, causing all the breath to leave his body. He just didn't understand. He had been honest with everyone; Maddie, his Mom, his Dad…his entire family about Noah. Noah only had to tell one person-and he didn't do it. It made him feel like Noah must be ashamed of him. He wasn't good enough for Noah's dad. No one had ever made Luke feel so low.
Finally, Luke sat up and wiped away his tears. He needed to get out of here. He pulled out of the driveway, not really knowing where he wanted to go. He just knew he wanted to get away from here. He thought about going to farm, but then thought better of it. He knew everyone would ask what happened, and he didn't really feel like getting sympathetic looks right now. He just wanted someone he could talk to and get an honest reply from.
After much thought he finally knew where he could go. HE maneuvered his car down the small streets, and soon reached his destination. He parked his car and walked up the driveway to the door. He knocked, and waited slightly disappointed when there was no answer. With a sigh he tried again not knowing what to do if this backfired.
After a few minutes the door opened. The person who answered had a shocked look on their face. "Luke? I'm surprised to see you here…"
"I know…" Luke said hesitantly. "But can I come in? Please Randy?"
"Of course you can," Randy said stepping aside. "Come on in."
