I stayed in bed the next day lying to Jenna that was sick. She didn't care thought she knew what I was going through. She had been through it herself. I was alone in the house until I heard the door bell ring I groaned and got of my bed. I walked toward the door and found John standing there all proud of himself.
"Hello Jade, " he said holding a suitcase in one hand. I slammed the door and locked it.
"Jade let me in," I heard my uncle yell form the other side of the door.
"No hablo espanol," I yelled back thinking qickly before running to the doors in the kitchen and locking them too.
"Jade!" I heard him yell.
"This now Jade!" I yelled impersonating a spanish accent.
I ran to my room and locked my bedroom door. I ran to my phone and called Elena. Sshe answered a few seconds later.
"Jade I am in the middle o class," she hissed.
"Do not come home," I said ignoring her first statement.
"Why not?" she groaned.
"Johns here, and unless you want ot be interrogated by him I suggest you stay at boonies Carolines or Damon's tonight," I hissed into the phone. I ran down the stairs and slipped on a blanket lying on the floor.
"did you just fall?" Elena asked. I could pratcilay see her trying to hold back her laughter.
"No," I lyed quickly, but I heard her chuckle.
"Evil Twin! Beware my warning, or-" I started but was cut off by John banging on the door.
"Jade I know your in there!" John yelled.
"Not for long," I muttered to myself.
"I will see you after school, Lena" I said to her before hanging up.
I sighed. The only real way out now was to climb down the tree out my window. I sighed and thought, 'I could make a really awesome Ninja Monkey one day'.
I quickly got dressed in a Black Veil Brides band shirt and Black really tight skinny jeans I through on my black converse and opened my shades and window to come face to face with Damon. I went to scream but Damon covered my mouth. I slowed down my breath and said, "What the hell Damon."
"I thought you would want to come and escape to the boarding house with me," he said in a voice that almost sounded begging.
"And I would do that because…" I said waiting for and answer.
"I asked nicely," Damon tried.
I sighed and said, "Fine, but only because I am trying to stay away form my Uncle John. He is annoying pesk that I cant get rid of."
Damon laughed and grabbed my waist quickly, and before I knew it we were a blur to everybody else. We stoped not even three seconds later in the Boarding house living room. Dmaon turned and asked, "So why were you ignoring me last night?"
"Really Damon last time I checked you killed Vicki. Why did I come here? I am supposed to be angry at you? Hmm, I am going to the grill," I said making up my mind. I started to walk out but he used his vampire speed to run in front of me.
"Jade I really am sorry. Sh e was just wollloing in slef pity talking about how much her life sucks so I thought a new life for her would be better," he said sincerely. I sighed and looked into his eyes to see honesty.
"I believe you," I said in a weak voice.
He went to kiss me but I turned away and said, "So what do you want to do?"
"I am still curious about a little someone called Jade Gilbert. I have yet to fully meet her," Damon said getting two glasses of whiskey.
"What would like to know Mister Salvatore," I said looking him over my glass of whiskey.
"Why didn't you move back to Mystic Falls after the death of your parents?"
"I didn't think I would ever go over that bridge again. The thoughts were to painfull," I replied taken down the glass. Damon quickly refilled it.
"But you managed to get over this year?"
"I fought back the erge and remembered my promise to Elena."
"Hmm, so you said yesterday that you have gone all the way, but you were forced, by who?"
I looked down and said, "Can we skip this question?"
"No," Dmaon said seeing my reaction. HE knew this was a touchy subject but he wanted answers.
I closed my eyes and sighed.
"I got really drunk and before I could stop anything it was to late," I whispered.
Damon looked at the fire and said, "I'm sorry."
"Don't be its my fault I was hammered."
"Come on I'll take you home now."
"Okay," I got up and walked over to him. He picked me off and in a blink of an eye we were in my room.
HE waited for me as I got dressed in my PJ's. I looked at him and asked, "Have you ever been in love?"
"Random, but yes I am in love," he said laying on my bed and putting his hands behind his head.
"I thought I was once. But I realized it was my head telling my heart what I thought I lovednot my heart."
"Who did you think you loved?"
"The Guy I gave my virginity to," I said grinning to look into the mirror looking at his face watching me.
"Yea I lost mine to a French maid," He said wtching me brush my hair. It was silent after a while.
"Damon?" I asked finally breaking the deafening silence.
"Yes."
"DO you love Elena?"
He didn't answer so I turned around and saw that his face said it all. He was in love with his brothers girlfriend.
"Damon?" I asked waiting for an answer.
I felt something tug at my heart. Hurt and something else I haven't felt in a while…jealousy. I decided to change the subject quickly and asked, "So whats your big mission coming to Mystic Falls?"
He smirked and said, "TO annoy Stefan and visit the old town I grew up in."
"Damon you and I both know that your lieing."
"What?" he asked turning toward me with a confused look but underneath it looked like he had been caught red handed.
"You aren't here for anyting or anyone's benefit but your own, aren't you," I growled.
"What are you talking about?" he said jumping off my bed and walk toward me.
"Stefan told me Damon, about Katherine and the tomb. How he said you wouldn't give a second thought to me once you got your toy back," I croaked with tears in my eyes. I shook my head slowly and said, "God why am I so stupid too think that you actually cared about anyone but yourself."
"I don't care about anyone, but Kathrine your generation are like the ground I walk upon they mean nothing," he spat at me. I flinched feeling tears come into my eyes. HWEy was he acting like this? Was that I was to him? The ground he walked on?
"Than you wouldn't care about me or Elena," I said ooking into his eyes. HE didn't back down he looked at me and said, "You are nothing."
I felt my whole heart crumple to pieces. I felt tears slip down my face. All this time I was just a blood bag on sticks and to think I even had fallen for him. Stupid girl. Stupid heart.
"Than I wish to no longer bother you if that is all I am is nothing. If I was Nothing than why am I wsting your precious valuable time. I think you should go, Damon," I said walking away.
"Jade I didn't-" he started to say but I cut off and said, "Cleary you did Damon other wise you wouldn't have said anything at all. Please Get out."
"Jade-" he tried again. I turned around and yelled, "Get out!"
He than disappeared and I ran to the window and locked it. I shut the blinds too. II ran to my bed and cried myself to sleep that night. Was I proud of it? No of course not. Was I heart broken? Hell yea.
