Aiden: bow chika wow wow

Ikuto: -_- how much sugar did you eat?

Aiden: do do do do do do do do can't touch dis!

Ikuto: O.O how much?

Aiden: I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

Ikuto: WTF! I think she's high!

Aiden: YO MAMMA! *grabs giant sword and chases Ikuto*

Amu: hehe, um I guess I'll do the disclaimer. Aiden doesn't own Shugo Chara. I'm a little scared of what she would do if she did. *gulps*

Amu's point of view

I opened my eyes and saw everyone staring at me. A bit creepy but okay…

"what?" I asked annoyed.

"that was amazing!" squealed Rima.

"I didn't know you could sing!" said Kukai putting his thumbs up.

"that was good!" Nagi said. Turning off the car and passing back my CD.

"the song was a bit depressing" Ikuto said climbing out of the mini-van. The rest of us were already out.

"I know but I wrote it while I felt like shit so it can't be helped." I said calmly. Kairi nodded and we all walked off towards the mall. When we were inside the mall the Rima and Utau quickly rushed us to the elevator. We walked into a store named 'Hell's apperal'. I looked around. Alas no collars. I thought sadly. I have to keep my tattoo hidden. I can still remember the day Utau's dad brought me to the tattoo parlor.

Flashback

I was 4 years old. Utau's dad was dragging me by his death grip on my arm. I didn't know where we were going or why. Mum was taking Utau to the hospital because she got in a fight with some boys. Of course I kicked their asses but not before Utau got hurt. Her father was furious. At the boys? No. at the daycare teacher? No. He was mad at me. Why? because I didn't get there soon enough to stop her from getting hurt. After mum left with Utau my stepfather grabbed my arm and dragged my to who knows where? But I didn't scream or try to break loose from his grip. Why? Because I was 4 years old and the man holding my arm had already physically, verbally, and sexually abused me.

Yes I was 3 years old when I lost my innocence. Sad right? But oh well what happened is what happened no changing it now.

He dragged me into the building where he worked and brought me back to a small room with tattoo equipment in it. He threw me into the chair and slammed the door so that no one could hear or see what was going on. He turned and face me his face contorted with rage beyond recognition.

"you let my daughter get hurt! You little bitch!" he yelled at me while punching my face. But I didn't cry. There was no need to, crying is a sign of weakness. I stared at him.

"it's because your jealous" he started. "your father died and your mom married me then gave birth to your sister so your jealous that my angel has more than you" he accused. I continued to stare at the man in front of me whose hand was cover in blood from me coughing after he punched my stomach.

"well I'm your father now" He said bending down to my eye level. "you belong to me" he said in a low voice. I was pissed. Out of nowhere I balled my fist and punched him in the jaw. Was it smart? No. did it help me? No. did it feel good? Hell yes!

"you bitch!" he exclaimed wiping blood from his lip. He grabbed my neck and slammed me down on the chair. He grabbed a ink gun and began to enscribe something on my neck. It hurt so bad the pain almost caused me to cry. almost. like I said crying is a sign of weakness. When he finally stopped he grabbed me by a lock of hair and dangled me above the ground.

"look you see what that says?" he yelled holding me up to the mirror. On my neck was the word 'un-loved'.

"that's what you are un-loved." he said shaking me furiously. "I don't love you, your mother doesn't love you, and my precious angel doesn't love you! No one does. You father died because he didn't love you enough to live!" he shouted throwing me onto the ground. I sat up and wiped the blood from my forehead with my sleeve. He stormed out of the room and left me on the floor.

I stood up and walked over to the sink and washed all the blood off of me. I gabbed a piece of cloth of the counter and ripped it. I tied it around my neck to cover the tattoo. I walked out to find Utau's father waiting. He walked me home. Mum and Utau were back.

"there you guys are!" mum exclaimed. We walked in.

"oh my gosh what happened?" mum asked walking over towards me.

"nothing I just tripped" I lied. Good thing it did look like I tripped. My mum gave a sigh of relief, walked over and kissed Utau's father. I walked over to my sister who was watching cartoons. How could someone that innocent come from something that evil? I looked at her face she had a small bump on her forehead.

"you okay?" I asked slightly touching her bruise. She winced and I let my hand fall to my side.

"yeash I'm fimes" she said in a chipper voice. She smiled at me. I looked away.

"pretty!" she exclaimed pointing at the piece of black cloth tied around my neck.

"daddy bought it for me!" I lied with a fake smile. I hated to call that thing my step-father much less daddy. But I did it to make mum happy.

"that is so nice" mum said to Utau's father. He smiled and kissed mum.

"can Ise hab one too daddy?" she asked innocently.

"sure" he said smiling. He walked over and picked her up. Utau started to laugh. My mum giggled a little. Then she noticed me glaring at my shoes with anger spread across my face. She walked over and put her hand on my shoulder I looked up at her worried eyes I smiled and ran upstairs. After I was in my room I began to punch my bed.

Flashback over

"amu!" Utau yelled I jumped a little.

"are you okay you've been spaced out for five minutes" she looked at me with the same worried eyes as mum. I shook off the memory and smiled at her.

"yeah I'm fine" I lied. I never did tell mum or Utau about what he did to me and by the time Utau figured out that I had a tattoo mum and her husband had died, so I lied and told her I had just got it.

"lets go to a different store" said Rima handing some bags to Nagi.

"sure!" Utau exclaimed dumped her bags on Kukai and followed Rima into an accessories store.

"why me?" asked Kukai.

"well isn't it obvious?" I asked.

"what?" he asked.

"you are so dense man!" I exclaimed punching him playfully in the arm.

"what?" he repeated.

"it seems miss Hoshina has a crush on you" kairi said pushing his glasses up with the tip of his middle finger on his left hand. Kukai blushed a thousand shades of red. I smirked and hit him on the back.

"lets go R-tard" I said following the girls into the store. After a few seconds of arguing the boys came in the store. They helped the girls pick out some accessories and what not I just stood at the back of the store watching.

After a while Ikuto got bored and suggested we get something to eat. We walked up to the food court.

"Amu-Chii~" exclaimed a squeaky feminine voice.

"Yaya?"

Aiden: done!

Ikuto: what? That's it?

Aiden: yup!

Ikuto: that sucks!

Aiden: WHAT? *grabs giant sword and chases Ikuto again*

Amu: *sigh* R&R!