A/N: While Miley was dating some random boys after Jake Lilly was already in love with her and she was kinda jealous, but she didn't say anything to her bestfriend because she was afraid to freak her out. Thanks for the awesome reviews, for the ones who are worryed about Lilly, don't worry, things will get better.
Disclaimer : I don't own any of Hannah Montana character, if I did Miley and Lilly would be together, they're meant to be!
Rated: T (it's a romance between two girls, if you don't like it don't read)
rewiews: Yeah, I want them!
Lilly collapsed on her bed crying and sobbing, the image of Jake and Miley kissing was still in her mind and she couldn't made it go away, no matter how hard she tryed. She had always thought that listen to Miley's crush of the week as her best friend while beeing in love with her would be the most hurting things her heart could bear, but now she understands that she was really really wrong. That was much more painful. She said that she loved me and now he shows up and suddenly she's with him again, what am I her for her, just a rebound? Thought Lilly, tears still streaming her cheeks. After an afternoon of thoughts like that she fall in a confused and nervous sleep full of nightmares about losing Miley.
The ring of the phone woke her up, but she didn't go answering, her mother does that and then call her "Lilly it's Miley, come down!"
"Mum I'm not feeling well, tell her I'll call her tomorrow."
"Ok." her mum answered, after explaining the situation to the other girl she went to her daughter's room to check up on her.
"Sweetie, how are you? Dinner will be ready in ten."
"I'm not hungry, but I'm fine it's just a little headache." lied Lilly, she really didn't want to talk to her mum about heart problems, it'll be an akward situation. Unluckily Mrs. Truscott saw the tears on Lilly's face and didn't believe her daughter.
"If you're not hungry it must be much more than an headache." she said
"No, mum it's only that, anyway tomorrow it'll be passed, I only need to rest a little."
"Ok, but if you want something, even talk to me about it, you know you can, right?"
"Yeah." answered Lilly while her mother went to the kitchen to finish cooking dinner.
After the kiss Miley went home without say nothing to Jake, she arrived in her room and she found herself more confused than she had ever been. She loved Lilly, and she cared about Jake but she thought she didn't love him anymore...She doesn't know what to do with those two, she didn't want to hurt anyone but in this case that wasn't so easy. The only thing Miley knew she had to do was calling Lilly, she didn't know exactly what to say to her, but she had to hear her voice. She took her phone, made Lilly's number but she found the phone ringing on her bedside table so she called her girlfriend at home. Since Lilly's mother told her that her daughter was sick Miley decided that she couldn't take it anymore, she went to Lilly's house and rang the doorbell.
"Hi Miley" mrs Truscott greeted
"Hi mrs T, I came to check up on Lilly, can I came in?"
"Sure, she's acting weird since she has came back home and she doesn't want to talk to me, maybe she'll talk to you."
Miley entered the house and went to Lilly's room but the door was locked.
"Hi Lilly, it's me, your mother told me you were sick and..." the other girl from behind the door cut her off
"Go away!" she shouted
"What?! Why?! Lilly what's up?"
"You pretend to not know, I saw you..." her voice was cracking a little and even if Miley couldn't see her face she knew that her girfriend (or only friend at this point? Who knows?) was crying. "...you and Jake" Lilly managed to finish the sentence.
"Lilly it's not how it looks like."
"Oh, no?! Because it seemed that you were enjoying the kiss...a lot!"
"Lilly, let me explain and everything had a logical motivation, I promise."
The blonde was trying to be mad at Miley and a part of her was furious, but when she thought about the brunette she couldn't help but love her, nothing more, so she opened the door and made Miley came in. Miley saw Lilly's face, she was obviously devastated and her eyes were filled with tears and pain. When she realised that was her that had caused so much pain to the person she cared about the most she felt extremely guilty and immediately every feeling for Jake faded away, those weren't as powerfull as her love for Lilly, she even felt stupid to have compaired the two.
"I'm so sorry Lilly, I didn't want to kiss him but I was shocked when he did it and I didn't react very fast, plus you know that Jake doesn't take really well a negative answer."
"But you didn't pull a part, Miley, I know how you felt about him he..." the other girl cut her off
"But it's nothing compared to how I feel about you, Lilly, that kiss made me realise that it's not Jake the one I wanted, it's you and only you!" At this point both girls were at the verge of tears.
"Miley, it's not that simple, seeing you and Jake broke my heart, I don't know if things can get back how they used to be."
"I know I hurt you, but I promise, I'll never do that again, it was the biggest mistake of my life."
"I believe you, but I don't know if I can trust you anymore, maybe for now it's better if we stay only friends."
"Ok, friends" Miley concluded and she leaned to hug her friend, they both were nervous and the hug didn't last very long, but it was meaningfull for both of them. Miley gave Lilly her cell phone and went to her house.
The brunette was relieved that she hadn't lost Lilly, but also sad because regain her trust will be a long and difficult process, but Miley was sure that she'll manage to do that, after all she loved the blonde and she'll do anything to win her heart again.
Lilly had tryed to be mad at Miley but she couldn't, after only few hours witout her she had realised that she need her in her life, so friends was a good compromise because the blonde was still too hurt to be back with her ex-girlfriend and if they had got back together that night while kissing Miley Lilly would have thought always to her friend kissing Jake.
A/N: I know, Lilly and Miley aren't together, but keep reading and I promise in a few chapter they will be together and you will read a little fluff liley. In the meantime read and review!
