OH MY GOD I feel like I haven't been able to write properly for ages. And I might have failed that stupid exam. Anyway I'm visiting adgxvnetu once again, she came back with me to Helsinki first to celebrate my birthday - I'm 22 now ppl, so old - and then I had my stupid exam and now I'm visiting her again because I ONLY HAVE ONE MEASLY WEEK LEFT IN FINLAND and then I'm going home! *cries*

And so yeah it's been a little crazy the past week. I had to clean my aparment and start packing (so sad) and on Friday morning my family will come to pick me up, though we're gonna have some kind of mini-vacation first so we'll take the ferry back on Sunday afternoon. Which means that on Monday a week from now I'll be making Sweden dangerous again.

Just kidding, if you watched Eurovision you should know that Sweden is the country where gays are everywhere and it's the daddies that stay home with the kids while the mommies have a career.

I love my country.

Eurovision was awesome btw but I won't bother you with details, although I could write the chapter about it instead haha!

As for the chapter, I'm considering removing humor as a genre, it's getting so serious for some reason. Nothing depressing but it's not funny... Heh. Oh well it doesn't really matter though I apologize to anyone expecting a joke every other sentenceX)

Now then, since I was so slow at updating, this chapter is longer than the rest:)


Chapter 7: Getting involved

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It turned out that Naruto indeed lived in an apartment complex for students, he had his own room and bathroom but shared the kitchen a few doors down the corridor. He had a nice TV though, and they were currently sitting on the moderately comfortable bed with surprisingly simple green bed sheets. Sasuke had expected something more attention-seeking.

The blond was quiet, staring at the screen with a lost expression on his face. He had pulled one knee up against his body, hugging it and gnawing on his thumbnail. Sasuke turned his attention back to the movie, some sort of action he hadn't bothered to remember the name of. He was pretty sure Naruto hadn't really paid any attention to his choice, just picking something at random. There was a beep from Naruto's phone, and he picked it up to check the message, making a face after reading and letting it fall down onto the mattress between them without replying.

For another few minutes they watched the movie, then the phone made a sound again. Before Naruto had time Sasuke snatched it up, reading the short text from someone named Kakashi.

So is his dick bigger than mine? I doubt he can fuck you hard enough to make you pass out though

Sasuke raised an eyebrow at the text as Naruto hurriedly grabbed the phone out of his hand.

"So you only top huh?" he said, and Naruto sent him a glare before putting the device back in his pocket.

"It's none of your business" the blond muttered, eyes set on the TV.

"You know, as your theoretical date, I'm theoretically offended by that."

Naruto sighed, stretching his leg out and leaning back against the pillow he'd propped up behind him.

"He's just a fuck-buddy, it's not as if I planned to meet him tonight or something."

"If you're dating you shouldn't-"

"-have fuck-buddies yeah yeah but we're not dating."

Sasuke narrowed his eyes, more annoyed than he'd like to admit.

"No, that's right, you just want to have my ass and be done with it."

"It's not like that" Naruto replied, giving him a look, but then he bit his lip and seemed to hesitate. "Besides, there's nothing more than sex between me and him."

The bitter way Naruto said it though had Sasuke doubting him.

"But you wish there was" he stated, staring at Naruto now, but the blue eyes wouldn't meet his.

Naruto was fiddling with the zipper to the light hoodie he wore, looking as if he was attempting to make it burst into flames from his glaring.

"It was just a stupid teenage crush" he said quietly. "There's never going to be anything between us."

The dejected look over tan features made something squeeze a little painfully in Sasuke's chest, and he really regretted not having punched the creep when he had the chance.

"Is that why you're sleeping around, because you can't have the guy you want?" he asked, and Naruto looked up at him sharply.

"I don't want him" he objected, but Sasuke was sure the words didn't even convince himself.

"You want him."

Naruto made a frustrated noise, dragging a hand through his hair and rubbing his cheek.

"Do you know how frustrating it is to want something that's bad for you?" he asked, the pain obvious in his voice.

"No" Sasuke answered, and after a brief pause he continued, "but I know how it feels to want something you can't have so much that it hurts."

They stared at each other for what felt like an eternity, neither of them even reacting at the sound of a noisy explosion in the background. Then Naruto's phone went off again, and Sasuke stretched out a hand towards it.

"Give me your phone" he said, his voice calm but commanding.

"Why?"

"You'll see."

There was a suspicious look on Naruto's face but he still took his phone out if his pocket and handed it over. It didn't have any code lock so Sasuke had no problem executing his plan. When he handed it back Naruto accepted it, but he kept looking at Sasuke like he'd done the whole time.

"What did you do?" he asked, but then he glanced down at the screen at the notification of another new message, his eyebrows shooting up and his eyes widening as he read the text from a now unknown number. "Just what the hell did you write to him?! And why is the number unknown?"

Sasuke smirked.

"I simply erased his number and any messages or pictures you had of him. And I just wrote that you don't want to see him anymore."

Naruto's mouth fell open as he stared at Sasuke in disbelief.

"Are you fucking out of your mind?" he said, glancing back down at the message. "You can't just do stuff like that!"

"Hn. It's time to grow up and move on."

"This is fucking unbelievable! You can't just delete everything on my phone! You don't even know me! You-"

"Forget about him" Sasuke growled, and Naruto had no choice but shutting up.

Sasuke had pushed him down on the bed, grabbing his arms underneath his wrists harshly, kneeling over him. Sasuke's breath washed over him and he swallowed nervously, the other man was obviously angry but he couldn't help but feel a bit turned on at their position, those deep dark eyes boring into his, and it took him a few seconds to even remember that Sasuke was referring to Kakashi.

"He doesn't give a crap about you, so why should you care about him? He's just using you, I hate people like that."

The heat from Sasuke's hands was beginning to seep through the fabric of his sweater, and he wished Sasuke would come closer, warm him up.

"No wonder you won't let people in, when you're hung up on that asshole."

That had Naruto narrow his eyes though.

"You don't know him, you can't say he's an asshole that's using me."

"It's obvious. I know his type."

"What, is this when you're going to tell me the same thing happened to you?" Naruto spat out, feeling uncomfortable underneath Sasuke's scrutinizing gaze. His too knowing gaze. He wished the raven would either kiss him or get the hell out of there.

"No" was Sasuke's reply.

"Then how would you know?"

Naruto knew he wasn't making any sense, knew that Sasuke was right. He wasn't that stupid. He was just in denial. It's difficult to think badly of the people you like after all.

"Because I…" Sasuke trailed off, it was now his turn to look hesitant. Then he set his face into an annoyed look, tightening his grip on Naruto's arms. "Just forget about him."

"Make me."

They glared hard at each other, Naruto's challenge hanging in-between them, the tension thick as the seconds slowly ticked by. Then Sasuke sat up, changing position so that he was now straddling Naruto's thighs, a smirk on his face and one eyebrow raised.

"Sure Naruto, I'll give you what you want; a one-night-stand to temporarily forget about your problems."

Naruto was going to protest, really he was, but then Sasuke unbuttoned the top button of his shirt and grabbed the hems of it with crossed arms, swiftly pulling it over his head. Drinking in the sight of the pale and firm chest Naruto's brain switched from annoyed to turned on in a millisecond. And it didn't help that Sasuke's hands snuck underneath his clothes, ghosting over his stomach and hips.

When the hands retreated he thought Sasuke would maybe change position, kiss him or something. Instead, the fingers didn't stop touching his body as they reached the hem of his jeans, continuing down the sides of his thighs, the touch firmer now. He bit his lip and squirmed a little, trying to adjust his position underneath the raven. Sasuke of course noticed, and with another smirk the fingers went back up to play with his zipper.

"I thought you didn't swing that way" Naruto mumbled, his voice a little strained, deeper than before.

Sasuke's answer was a palm flat over his crotch, applying brief pressure that had Naruto release a heavy breath.

"I don't, not really, but you're not the first guy I've slept with" Sasuke said, expertly opening up Naruto's pants but leaving them on, leaning forwards and placing one arm on each side of blond hair, grabbing a hold of his hands. "Wanna know a secret?" he breathed against his mouth.

Naruto hesitantly nodded, definitely aroused at this point, licking his lips in anticipation. Sasuke lowered his body, pushing down on Naruto's, their body heat mingling as he slowly moved his body sensually back and forth against Naruto's a few times. Then he stilled, giving Naruto an unreadable look.

"In high school I was just like you. Sleeping around."

"Eh, really?" Naruto asked in surprise, then bit the inside of his cheek as Sasuke let go with one hand and instead entangled it in his hair, tilting his head to the side and kissing his neck.

"Mm" Sasuke mumbled against his skin, moving further up to gently bite on his earlobe. "I fucked anybody and everybody" he continued, brushing his nose over Naruto's cheek, allowing him to turn his head so they were face to face.

"Why?" Naruto asked quietly, and for a moment a dark shadow passed over Sasuke's features.

"That's not something I'd tell a one-night-stand" he replied, shaking off the seriousness and smirking again.

Naruto wanted to ask more but his mouth was suddenly occupied with Sasuke's, the soft lips moving harshly against his own in a bruising kiss that almost had him moaning. He moved his free hand to Sasuke's back, embracing him and forcing his body down a little further, the weight pressing down on his chest as he spread his legs to let Sasuke in-between them.

The grip Sasuke had in his hair tightened, and the other pale hand relocated to drag down his body, following his arm down his chest and stopping at his hip. Once again it snuck underneath his shirt, bunching it up under his armpits, Sasuke raising himself up a little to accomplish it. Then his nipple was assaulted by two fingers, squeezing and rolling it between them, and he put both arms around Sasuke's neck as he bucked his hips upwards for more friction.

Oh Sasuke was good at this.

He usually didn't accept the more passive role unless with Kakashi; maybe it just reminded him of how helpless he felt facing his feelings towards the silver-haired man. With Sasuke though he didn't have any trouble just enjoying being pleasured. He let the raven roam his mouth freely, nibbling his upper lip when his own lower one was sucked on. It was a bit strange how aroused he felt, as if he wasn't so used to sex with strangers by now that he almost felt bored by it. He wanted clothes off and he wanted it now.

He tried to wriggle out of his jeans but it was impossible without hands, so he followed Sasuke's muscled back with his palms, briefly kneading his ass before hooking a few fingers over the edge of his own pants to pull them down a bit. Sasuke raised his hips enough to let him squeeze a hand between their bodies in order to get rid of Sasuke's as well, he struggled a bit with the button as open-mouthed kisses were pressed all over his neck.

Sasuke forced one arm underneath Naruto's back, holding him tight and pushing him up as their cocks were finally both freed and rubbing against each other. They kissed again, fiercely, almost clinging to each other as hands touched everywhere they could reach.

Sasuke's ass was just as sexy as Naruto had always imagined, and he shamelessly used this opportunity to get a good feel of it. There weren't any words of protest coming from the raven; in fact Sasuke seemed even more eager to become familiar with Naruto's body. It was nothing like how it usually felt when he did it with Kakashi or anyone else.

Somehow it felt more passionate, angrier, almost desperate.

They were panting into each other's mouths, unable to kiss any longer as at least Sasuke seemed to be reaching his limit. The raven's breath came in short gasps, small sounds managing to escape his lips as he gritted his teeth to keep them in. All in all Naruto had to say that Sasuke's flushed state was extremely arousing.

For some reason though neither of them tried to take it further, content for now to simply move together. Burying his face in Naruto's neck Sasuke released, stiffening momentarily, and Naruto could feel the evidence of his orgasm landing on his stomach. He turned them over, Sasuke complying silently, looking a little drained at the moment. But when he pulled Sasuke's jeans lower down his thighs, caressing the inside of one of them with eager fingers a pale hand grabbed his hand and stopped it on its way to the goal.

He looked into dark eyes questioningly, and the disapproval in them had him pout in dismay. So he wasn't getting lucky tonight.

"I should probably go" Sasuke then said, his voice still husky, the sound of it inspiring a tingling to break out in Naruto's stomach.

"What? But I'm still hard!" he objected, and a torn look surfaced briefly in Sasuke's eyes before Naruto found himself pushed to the side.

"I changed my mind" was Sasuke's answer as he stood up from the bed, pulling his pants back up, ignoring the messy state he was in.

Naruto stared at him as he picked his shirt up from the floor, pulled it over his head and ran a hand though his hair, trying to smooth it out again.

"I seriously don't understand you" Naruto said, starting to feel a little cold as he sat up, his sweater falling down to cover his upper body and immediately heating him up again.

Sasuke glanced at him, then checked his pockets that his phone was still there before starting to walk towards the door leading to the corridor outside, picking up his coat from the hanger.

"Obviously not" he said. "Bye, Naruto."

"Wait!"

Naruto felt so confused, a million things whooshing through his brain. What the hell did Sasuke mean by that? Sasuke had stopped, one hand on the door handle as he slowly turned to look at the blond. Something unreadable passed between them, Naruto had no idea what and Sasuke didn't seem to know either, because he focused his gaze back to the door again, turning the lock and pushing the door open.

"Am I…" Naruto started, panicking but having no idea how to continue.

He just knew that he didn't want Sasuke to leave. Not like this.

"The first person I've been physical with since high school?"

Naruto held his breath, but Sasuke didn't turn around again.

"Consider yourself lucky" he simply continued, stepping out into the corridor and closing the door behind him.

And Naruto hadn't felt this lonely for years.


Oh Sasuke, cutting off lemons isn't nice to the readers! But anyway, these two have some issues that we'll get to know more about later! And yes Kakashi is the bad guy haha:ppp He's not important anymore though (poor Kakashi). Also, I've been re-reading Results of a shitty day in order to prepare for the following chapters, so I'm not forgetting it I'm just doing a lot of thinking and plot-planning... :3