"Your last name? Sarah what is your last name?"
"Hm- ah my last name is…"
Man my last name what was it- I took my mother's right? Okay breathe Sarah your last name is Stone. How in the world did I forget it so fast? Was I worried about something?
"Stone" I answer. "Your father's last name was Stone"
"No- was my Mother's. I took it in place of his"
"What isyour father's then."
"I don't want to talk about that" I moan. "
Tell me please so I can see something"
"See what!" I open my eyes to face her even if she's a tiny speck.
"If you are related to them"
"You mean Wendy and Jane?"
"Yes"
"Well my father's mother's name was Jane…Darling"
"No wonder you where found; what is it about Peter Pan and the Darling girls" Tinker Bell sighed heavily.
"Well does that mean-I might have to leave" oh that hurt I wanted to stay. Stay away from earth from the pain that I still carried.
"No…maybe not"
I let out a heavy sigh. "I don't have to leave thank god"
"You like it here?"
"As long as I don't get near the dame pirates" Tink laughed at my statement. "They'll come either way sometime" she then decided to change the subject "I'm glad I got someone to talk too" she says. "What do you mean Tink?" "Another girl finally-I was banished from Pixie Hallow. Wendy was nice but she was such a motherly figure I hated it. The others liked it. Boys will forever be boys if you get what I mean"
"What about Jane?"
"Ton-BOY" Tinker Bell laughed so hard she was bouncing back and forth in the air.
"Tink careful" I held out my hand. She landed gracefully still laughing.
"But they were a lot younger then you now at the time; and Peter was still a Preteen. Fairies thank goodness never age just go higher in a rank. I laugh she was right another girl helped a lot.
"Tell me Tink do you like teenager Pan more than preteen Pan?" I ask just curious.
"Nah I sneak out with guy fairies a lot. I'm cool with what Peter does it just makes me so mad of how he handles such delicate things"
"I'm not delicate" I tell her simple. She suddenly flares in annoyance at the statement. "I'm sure Peter already said this to you. But your father supposedly a Darling beat you!" "I know that but I survived it" I grow silent for the rest of the time we sat in the forest. I got up she flew of my hand and sat on my shoulder "Want to fly?" she asked. "No what if I get a worried thought as we fly over the pirates."
"Peter will have to save you"
'I could save myself in need be I done that ten times over'
"No no not know let me just walk around"
"Still flushed is that it. I love him too Tink I don't get it I shouldn't love him. I don't know him" I stopped fell on my feels and cried for the first time in Neverland I cried cause I wanted to stay with Peter Pan more than anything I was being so selfish.
Then realizing my 'family' name was making me feel like a messed up person. Peter Pan made out with my great grandmother-I'm not sure with my grandmother. And I was going extremely early to let him do the same with me.
"I said Jane was a Ton-Boy when she was young. I don't even remember if they kissed. I froze.
"He's a child isn't he" I say.
"Very weird I'm sorry" "I'll go-I'll die as soon as I get back but Peter doesn't really love me does he"
"No not yet just another day-maybe please we can have are girl time more often"
Time I had time here to explore, time to hang with the mermaids. I could hang here with the fairies even if Tink had to wait sometimes. Then I could hang with her. This is what it meant even if I had to wait for Peter to understand me. I had time I wanted to stay. Teenagers always had time when they finally matured. Well Peter Pan now 16 was still a kid and I loved that about him.
