So I would like to thank DieHardLiveLong for the idea for this chapter! I hope you all enjoy it! R&R :)
Cliff diving was exactly what I needed, sure Paul never let me go by myself but it worked. Sean was the last thing on my mind. By the time we left the moon was hanging high in the sky and I was starving and I'm sure Paul was too. When he pulled up to my house I noticed my lights were on. Did I leave them on? I don't think so, maybe Leah's home. And that's when I saw the most beautiful sight sitting in my driveway.
"Holy fucking shit!" I shouted as I bolted out of Paul's truck. It was here, my gorgeous '09 Camaro was looking back at me from the drive and I faintly heard a 'holy shit' slip out of Paul's mouth. "Wait, how the hell did it get here?"
"I had something to do with that" said a women's voice that I would know anywhere.
"Lana?" I turned to see my sister standing in my doorway. "Oh my shit, holy fuck. You're here, what?" I was completely dumbfounded as I ran up to her and embraced her in a hug.
She let out a bubbly laugh "Well your car had to get her somehow"
"But, I was having it shipped" ok now I'm really fucking lost.
"Well, I decided since I haven't seen you since you frickin graduated high school I'd drive it up here."
"But, the keys? How did you? Ah whatever, I'm so glad you're here! How long are you staying? Oh shit, Lana, this is Paul" I motioned for him to come closer. "Paul this is my younger sister Lana"
"Well hello handsome" Lana winked and shook his hand, I glared at her. "What? You did not introduce him as your boyfriend."
"Well he is!"
"I am?" Paul's face light up.
"I mean, uh no, well kinda, um, we're a work in progress" I stated finally coming up for what we were. Lana looked shocked.
"Wow that's as close to a boyfriend as you've ever been since…" she trailed off. I cleared my throat and quickly changed the subject.
"Ok well I'm effin starving, let's eat!" The three of us entered my house and I started pulling out ingredients for my killer pasta. "Lana, how did you get in here? I'm pretty sure I locked the door before we left." I asked while I started cooking.
"Leah was here and she let me in. She left about a half hour ago. I'm not sure where she was going." I looked over at Paul and he nodded. Lana didn't know about the wolves. Hell the only reason I found out was because I was with Leah when she first phased and I was sworn not to tell a soul and I hadn't. "Hey can we go out tonight? I realized I never answered as to how long I'm staying and it's only for a few days." I nodded.
"Yeah, I'm definitely up for a party." I smiled over at her as I placed the bowls in front of her and Paul. Paul's attention was focused directly at me and he looked a little worried. I sat my plate down "Paul can I talk to you for a minute?" I asked well gesturing for him to follow me out of the kitchen. He quickly stood and Lana didn't even take her eyes of the pasta, yeah it's that good. We walked into the living room and I turned to face him. "What's wrong?"
He sighed deeply before leaning in and kissing me intensely. I'm pretty sure if Lana wasn't sitting in the next room I would have jumped his bones, hell I did consider it even though she was there but I decided she didn't need to hear that. He pulled away with one last peck on my lips. "I have to patrol tonight, well technically its morning, early morning."I gnawed on the inside of lip still coming down from lust high and nodded.
"So you're worried about me?" he blushed slightly.
"Well…eh I guess you could say that." I smiled.
"Paul I'm a big girl I can take care of myself, promise. When you get off patrol just come to my window, I'll leave it open and you can snuggle in with drunk Jade" he chuckled a deep laugh and nodded.
"Ok, that sounds like a good idea." One last kiss and we headed back to the kitchen and finished eating.
After about an hour and half of Lana fussing over her appearance she was suitable for public and we left. I told her Paul had some important business to take care of so he couldn't join us. As I put the key in the ignition the purr of my sexy car came to life and I almost came. This car was my baby and I loved it to pieces. I may or may not love it more than Lana, well I suppose it would be wrong of me to buy off my own sister but I do love my car. We pulled up to a house and as I stepped out of my car the stench of alcohol entered my nostrils. When we entered the house my phone vibrated.
Miss you already, have fun and I can't wait to cuddle with your alter ego tonight ;)
Oh! How cute is he? Really?
Miss you! Be a good dog and she might reward you ;) if she isn't completely shit faced that is :p
I smiled. He would get a kick out of that
Woof woof baby. Can't wait, you've already got me hard.
It's good to know I have that effect on you. Now get on patrol, I'll see you later :)
"So your 'almost' boyfriend is gorgeous, does he have friends?" Lana asked me, oh you little horn dog.
"He does, if you're lucky I'll introduce you to them later." I gave her a wink and downed a shot. The night progressed, some beer pong, some shots, a possible body shot but I couldn't tell you for sure if that really happened or if I was just thinking about doing it.
I groaned as my head pounded, and I had a major case of gut rot. I opened my eyes only to realize I was not in my bedroom. I heard a snore behind me and gasped. It hit me then, I was naked, fully fucking naked. Shit! no no no Oh my god! I slowly looked over to see a really good looking man lying across from me. He, like me, was also naked. Fuck! I scavenged the floor for my clothes and gathered all of my shit together. I found my phone and was so scared to look at it. Sure enough, I had about 10 texts from Paul, 15 missed calls, most from Paul, an occasional Leah and Jake. I groaned as I through it in my purse. I'll deal with that later, I have to find Lana and hope to God that my car is still here. I walked into the living room finding her sprawled across the couch.
"Lana!" I whisper/yelled. She groaned and rolled over. Fine, two can play at the game. I grabbed her arm and yanked her off the couch. Another groan but this time she was awake.
"What the fuck? Where am I?"
"No time for questions we have to leave now!"
"Why, oh my Lord my head hurts. Jeez what happened last night?"
"Please can we just go? We'll talk on the way home."
"Hey" I heard a man's voice from behind me. I turned to see the man that was lying in bed with me when I woke up.
"Uh, hi, we're just leaving." I said as I grabbed Lana's arm and dragged her out of the house.
"Wait! I don't even know your name."
"Why's that guy asking for your name?" Lana whispered.
"It's better if you didn't know" I yelled over my shoulder to the anonymous man and pushed Lana inside my car. I hopped in the driver seats and sped away. I could feel her eyes on me but I did NOT want to talk about this now. Ten minutes passed before she cracked.
"uh, explain please." I sighed.
"I uh, think I had sex with that guy last night, but I don't remember it all, hell the last thing I remember was breaking one of my high heels and I'm pretty sure that was like 11. I'm a horrible person Lana. I can't believe I did this to Paul. What is he gonna say to me?" I had tears running down my face now and Lana was rubbing my arm trying to comfort me.
"Well you don't remember so maybe it didn't happen?"
"Yeah that's why when I woke up we wore both naked." She chewed on her lip nervously.
"Don't tell him?" she proposed.
"I can't lie to him. I just can't do it" she nodded. I think she understood how I felt about him.
"How do you think he's going to take it?" that scared me, I was his imprint, we were meant to be together and shit like this was not suppose to happen. Fuck. And Leah always told me that he has the worst temper of the all the pack. Fuck.
"He's going to kill me…" I whispered. I think I'd rather him do that than what I'm sure he was really going to do. Leave. I was falling for him and he was going to leave because I'm the biggest fucking idiot in the world. I fucked up something that was going to be perfect and now it was shattered into a million fucking pieces and that was it. Never to be put together again. Fuck. The rest of the drive back to my house was quiet. I think Lana was just as nervous as I was. I pulled into the driveway and was pulled out of the car, leaving it running, and I was embraced in the tightest hug.
"Good Lord woman. Do you have any idea how scared I was that something happened to you? I tried calling even Jake tried calling you. What happened?" he was so relieved to have me in his arms. Oh God he would not be so happy if he knew what I did last night.
"Well to tell you the truth I don't really remember much. I broke my heel." I said as I showed him the busted shoe. He chuckled.
"If that's as bad as it gets I'm happy, you're okay and I'll buy you a new pair of shoes." He looked at me and was so happy. His smile huge, usually when he smiled at me I couldn't help but return the gesture but today was different, way different. He caught onto my mood and his smile quickly faded. Lana had disappeared into the house by now and I wish I could just crawl under a rock and die. "What's bothering you honey?"
I took a deep breath in. "I think we should talk inside, let's go to my room." He looked concerned but did as I asked and followed me to the bedroom. Leah engulfed me in a hug on my way but let go quickly when she realized how depressed I was. She shot a glance at Paul then back at me, but I barely acknowledged her. He sat down on my bed as I closed the door.
"Come here" he said to me but I didn't move.
"Paul something happened last night. At least I'm pretty sure something happened last night, like I said I don't remember anything past eleven. But um…" I'm horrible, you should be shot. Maybe he'll rip you're your head off. No you're not good enough for that, torture me Paul. That would be the one request I would ask of him before he killed me. He stood up and walked to me but I stopped him. "You should stay sitting."
"Jade, what happened? You're really scaring me."
"Paul, when I woke up this morning, I was naked…. In someone's bed and um…" I choked out at sob. This time he didn't try to comfort me. "There was a man in the bed with me and….he was" sob "naked" I whispered. I starred at the floor for awhile, waiting to hear him scream at me, hit me, beat me. That's what I wanted him to do to me but he didn't. I slowly looked up and he was trembling violently. I wanted to comfort him but I knew I was the last person he wanted touching him so I backed up to the wall and sunk down to my ass, pulling my knees to my chest and sobbed.
"You. Don't. Remember?" I heard him ask.
"No" it came out in a squeak.
"Who was it?" he asked in an emotionless tone.
"I have no idea, he tried to get my name this morning but I told him he's better off not knowing it" I sobbed out. A threatening growl ripped through my room and I jumped. I raised my head and he was standing over by the window. Shaking worse now and his eyes were fixed on mine. One last growl and then he jumped out my window, leaving me completely alone in my bedroom, this only heighted my sobs.
"Jade?" it was Leah. I only cried as a response. She pulled me into a hug and rocked me back and forth until my cries were silenced. "He's going to forgive you"
"How" I shouted. "He has no right to forgive me! I cheated on him. He should hate me, want me dead yet you say he's going to take me back? I don't deserve him, he deserves so much better than what I can give him, deserves so much better than me"
"You're his imprint, no matter what you do he could never hate you, never what you to hurt, all he wants is for you to be happy, whether that means with him or someone else, all he wants is your happiness."
"I should be shot" I whispered and Leah laughed. This is not a laughing matter LEAH!
"I'm pretty sure Paul would kill someone if they ever tried to hurt you. That's why he was so pissed, that guy took advantage of you and he wants him dead but that isn't possible since you don't even know who it was" No, it couldn't be that easy for me. Paul could not be that nice of guy. He doesn't hate me but hates the guy that I had sex with? No, I should not be allowed to get off that easy.
