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Abhijeet sat down on his bed and cluch the bed sheet tightly in his hands controlling his anger, when he heard a sniffing. He looks up and

She said "beta..aap aik baar bol k to dekh saktey they na...ye to aap ka sapna tha..bachpan se app ko police banna tha...sab kehte they...me doctor engineer banun ga..app humesha kehtey...mujhey to police hi banna hai...beta wo sapna aise toot ta ja raha hai...app aik.."

He stood up and chewed

"Nahi hai wo mera koi sapna…or na hi mujhe dekhna hai koi sapna...yahan meri sari haqeeqat tabah ho gai...or aap ko ab bhi sapnon ki pari hai...mujhe nahi dekhna koi sapna..mujhe nahi banna CID ka part...aap samjh kiun nahi aata..."

She started crying more and he is getting more and more excited and he knows its not a good sign.

He was about to move out of the room when she tried to touch his shoulder and in the nick of the moment he don't know why he just pushes her aside

And was about to move out when heard an "ahhh..."

He looked and found her lying haphazardly on the floor with herhead knocked with the dresser, now bleeding.

And he heard two simultaneous calls

"Mausi maa" "Maa jee..."

He looked up and found Daya and Adi standing in the hall.

Adi rushed to his mausi maa with "Mausi maa kia hua aap ko…uthiye aap…(he saw a small cut on her forehead)ye cut…khoon…"

Aditya held her up and sat her on the bed

"Aap…bethiye yahan…me me…aata hun…"

He looked around found the towel and rushed to the adjacent washroom.

Abhijeet was standing like a statue just uttered "tum log…"

Daya has also move forward and now supporting her with the arm on her shoulder

He says in a very calm tone "mujhe pata tha…k HQ ka koi aney wala hai… acp sir k sath…to me bahir hi khara tha…jab wo log nikle…phir Dr Adiotya bhi aa gaye….to hum dono sath mein hi…"

Adi has already came back from washroom and now gave the towel to her with

"Aap…is se… zakham ko dabaiye… me firstaid le k aata hun…"

He was about to move out when his eyes landed on Abhijeet and his expression turned in utter anger.

He came forward to Abhijeet with "kya chahtey ho tum…ye ghussa dikha k kia chah rahey ho…tumhe dukh hai…han pata hai hum logon ko k tumhe dukh hai..to kia karo ge…sab ko maro ge…chot pohanchao ge…is se wapis aa jaye gi tumhari yad dasht… tumhe nahi manna k ye tumhari maa hai…to is liye inhe maar dalo ge? Kia jatana chah rahy ho tummm…tumhe ground kar diya gaya na Cid se? sihi kiya gaya…kiun k tum…sach mein pagal ho chukey ho…"

He took a breath and said "ab kharey kia ho tum… jao meri ankho k samney se…plzzz,.. "

She tried with "Adi…beta…"

"Mausi maa…aap chup rahiye plzz…"

She sighed. Abhijeet was looking at Aditya with destroyed expressions when he said again

"Kia hua…ab koi or pagalpan dikhana baqi reh gaya hai…"

He jerked badly and noded his head and move out . Adi too followed him move to kitchen took the first aid box and move back inside the room.

Abhijeet was standing in the hall looking all this with the devastrated expressions. He was sitting there, really looking shocked when he felt some one joined him. He looks up

Daya was sitting on the opposite couch looking at him with so much calm expressions and eyes full of concern

"Wo ,…wo ab kesi,… matlab…"

Daya said in the same calm tone "theek hain…stitches ki jarurat bhi nahi pari…Dr Aditya unhe apne room m,ein le k gayr hain…un ka kehna hai… thori deir so lein gi to… un k liye better hai…"

Abhijeet nodes "mein ne jan bujh ke…"

"Mujhe pata hai sir… per aap …aap ko bhi kuch pata hona chahiye"

Abhijeet looks expectantly when Daya said in a very matured tone which is bit unusual to Abhijeet

"Sir…jitni der rishte… aap k paas hoty hain na… koi us k mainey nahi samjhta…sab aap se puchtey hai.. tumhre paas kon hai… tumhare apne kon hain…per aap k pass koi jawab nahi hai…is liye nahi k aap ko yaad nahi hai…aap ko yaad nahi…lekin aap ko phir bhi pata hai…k kon hain aap k apney…aap nahi manein ge humarey samney…per aap k dil ko pata hai…isi liye…aap koi bhi zarurat parney per kis se mangein ge…ye aap ko pata hai…per jis k pass sach mein koi apna nahi…jisey ye nahi pata k agar aaj wo mar bhi jaye to koi usey roye ga ya nahi… usey pata hoti hai…rishton ki qadar…sir ghussey mein aise kuch mat kar dije ga…k aap k liye wo din aa jaye…aap jab kidnap they..to shayad tab aap ko ye yaad nahi tha…k koi aap k liye ghar mein pareshan hai ya nahi…per jab aap laut k aye..to aap ko ye pata chala…k me itney din ghayeb tha…to koi mere liye dua mang raha tha…per agar aap laut k aatey …or koi hota hi nahi…aap ko ye tak pata na hota…k me kis k pass lauta hun to? Wo din aney mat dije ga sir…jab wo din aa jaye ga na…to pachtawaey or afsos k alawa kuch nahi bachey ga…aap ko ghussa aata hai… jayaz hai… aap ko lagta hai…sab tor dun…aag laga dun …ye bhi jayaz hai…per sar sab tortey tartey aap kuch aisa na tor dije ga…k aap ki zindagi ki aik ahem kari hi toot jaye…sab kuch jalatey jalatey…kuch aisa na jala dije ga… jis ki aag mein aap ko… zindagi bhar jalna parey…aap ko waqt chahiye… lejiye waqt… per itna nahi k waqt hi thak jaye"

Daya wiped his eyes, stood up and move towards the room. Abhijeet was sitting their stunned

Till today, Daya has faced his anger, even showed him strictness, sometime took some forcefull action. But today, his words scared Abhijeet. He feels a cold feeling running down his spione. Suddenly he feels too alone.

till now from the accident he knows(although he denies) that he have someone, but today he feels so lonely. The whole house is so empty, its losing itself on him. He stood up and was about to move in his room, but he cant enter. The dressing catches his eyes and he felt a shiver. He rushes outside towards the lawn.

Daya entered Abhijeet mother room and saw Adi absent from the scene and his maa jee half lying on the bed looking worriedly towards the balcony

Daya asked "Dr Aditya?"

She signals towards the balcony and asked

"Abhijeet thik hai?"

Daya nodes with "haan...thorey shock mein hain..but...maa jee...wo ye nahi karna chahte they...bas wo ghussey mein...unho ne jaan bujh k nahi kiya maa jee aap un se gussa to nahi hain.."

She smiles "Kia beta..koi maa apney bete ko itna kam samjh sakti hai kya..mujhe pata hai..us pe kia beet rahi thi...kahin na kahin to us ko bhi lag raha ho ga k wo bekaar ho chuka hai..."

Daya looks down

Maa jee closes her eyes with "tum zara Adi ko dekhna...ro raha ho ga..."

Daya looks up with "jee?"

She smiles "aik ghussa dikhata hai...aik rota hai...isi liye to dono mein balance tha..."

Daya's eyes turn bigger, because when ever he see Dr Aditya he see him as thora kharus type.

"Wo...or ro rahey hain.."

As if she sensed his dilemma she continues "wo kharus nahi hai beta ..wo bahut hansmukh tha...hamesha bas mazaq...or emotional ho jaye to aa k chilla de ga...thora bahut maar peet le ga... Abhijeet ko...phir ro de ga..."

"Sir ko maartey they..."

"Han..."

"aur sir? "

"Chup chap maar kha leta tha...zada ho jaye to kabhi kabhaar bhaag jata tha...per ulta nahi deta tha...kiun k ulta de ga...to Adi jeet nahi paye ga na..."

Daya smiled "matlab sir unhe jita dete they..."

She seems lost in that time "aa k dono mein thori behes hui...maar peet ho li...phir Adi khush ho gaya...(sighed ) kahin kho gai hai...us k hansi bhi..aaj kal hansta hi nahi..."

She stays silent. Daya stood up and move towards the balcony found Adi sitting on a tool hiding his face in palms and sobbing

Daya cleared his throat. Adi too stood up and wiped his face

Daya said "aap sir pe...itna ghussa...unho ne jaan boojh k to nahi kiya na...utna ghussa theek nahi tha..."

Adi turns to him angrily with "tum nahi samjho ge...tumhare liye...sirf aik senior ki problem hai...apna guilt hai...per mera dost...kho gaya hai...wo aisa nahi tha...kuxh dino k senior...ko kho k tum kia samjho ge...tum..sirf guilty ho..tumhe lagta hai...tumhari waja se sab hua..per me..."

Daya nodes "Han me guilty hun..mujhe or koi farq nahi parta...mere liye wo Kia they...sab theek hai...per aap ye bhi to sochiye...aap ne to aik dost ko khaoya...sach bataun to khoya nahi hai...kiun k wo dost abhi bhi ap k samney hai...dosti k kuch lamho se aap door ho gaye hain...aap phir se dost ban saktey hain...aap ka dost aap se door gaya hai...per wo...wo to khud se hi door ho gaye...wo to khud...khud ko kho chukey hain...wo bhi to sochna tha na...humesha wo aap ko jitatey aye hain...ab aap ki bari hai...jitaiye unhe.."

Adi looks at him

Daya says "mein nikalta hun...sir shayad bahar gaye hain...aa jaein ge wo thori deir mein...ap please un pe ghussa mat hoiye ga..."

He soon moved out of the house. He is feeling emotionally drained, not because of the incident but because of the words he said to Abhijeet. He has shared his deepest darkest secret, may be not in the words but the feel and he is really not ready for that.

All the people takes there time to come back to proportion but somehow destiny is playing some other game.

From that very day Abhijeet was extra conscious. Consious of his behavior consious of everything around him.

Somehow whenever the lady who call herself his mother came in front of him he doesn't feel angry nor guilty he is feeling that he should feel something.

Deep down his heart he started accepting his relations. But he is scared, its overwhelming, he is terrified. He is scared that if he started living his relations it will be more painful for them because one day he will again fall down to a zero and will leave them broken and devastated.

He is not sure with his relation to himself so how can he made other relation.

But these days when she tries to serve him food, he doesn't deny but silently takes the meal. Whenever she ask him about the medicine he simply nodes. Whenever Daya came he tries to listen everything patiently

Actually Daya blabbers so much about everything, mostly without any topic

He tells him about the cases about informers about investigation about any interesting disguise they made between the case

And then

There is Aditya who comes, looks at him from the side of his eyes and avoids him. but at any cost he comes every day

That day he was feeling bit uneasy so she asked Aditya to check him up

Adi made such a face like he is forced to drink a glass of neem juice. But he did a need full. Abhijeet knew he is also making faces, but he has a right to make face

But when he is thinking of giving himself a chance, destiny is not.

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