So Long And Goodnight (7)
Threat/Lilly POV
I was done. Totaly done, he hurt me, he broke me, he screwed me over, never again. No, i wont be played ever again, im no piano.
I was getting my clothes and stuff from the room i used to share with him when he walked in.
"Can I talk to you?" he muttered.
"Sure, why not? You already broke my heart, why not shatter it to peices. That sounds fun, go on." I replied snarkily, and shoved a few more articles of clothing into my bag.
"Li-"
"Its Threat to you Fun. You dont have the right to call me Lilly." I looked at him, he had a large fist shaped bruise forming black and blue on his cheek, i would have to thank Riot for that later.
"Fine, Threat, I never meant to hurt you. I didnt even kiss her, she kissed me!"
"How touching, she may have kissed you, but you kept kissing her."
"No, she pinned me there. I wouldnt do that to you! I love you!" He yelled.
"You know thats a lie, you never loved me, you dont hurt the ones you love." I muttered back, pushing past him, and walking out the room.
I was sharing a room with Rose and Missile now, Missile had brought a few extra beds and couches with her when she came back and offered to share her room with the two of us, because I wasnt going to just stay and a room with that ass, that wasnt going to happen.
That night I lay in bed I could swear I heard sobs softly coming from the room i once shared with the man I loved. But I wasnt giving in I would never give in.
~Three Weeks Later~
In the past three weeks I have avoided him like the plauge, just like I avoided Bomb. He still trys to talk to me on occasions but i shrugged him off, only talking to him when its apsolutely nessicary, frankly i didnt talk much at all. We fought dracs as they came, and went patroling a few times, but i didnt really talk to anyone except Rose and my sister.
Rose has been dating Kobra for about a week now, and they are happy, im happy for them. My sister is still going steady with Gerard, and she still hates Fun quite a bit. Then there was everyone else, from what I could tell Fun wasnt seeing Electric, she tried to kiss and hug him a few times, but that was about it. Then Neon, she basically just sat around and glared at me while talking to only her sister. Missile tried her best to make me happy, and I tried to smile for her, but she knew deep down it was fake. Jet, Jet was sypathetic for me, he hugged me often, and said he were sorry, I didnt get it. It wasnt like it was his fault. Dr. D was mad at fun for about a week, but got over it, he smiled at me all the time, but I didnt really talk to him, like everyone else, I was mute. Bomb, he was the same, the big douch i met on the first day, he tried to hit on me a few times but that only ended in me giving him a black eye, and a hurt set of nuts. Everyone seemed happy, I just wasnt there anymore.
I was the shell, it was like he stole my soul when he broke my heart. I hardly even tried anymore, I only fought the dracs to protect everyone else, if it werent for them I would have had them shoot me on the spot, went willingly. But they meant too much to me.
"Threat, you want something to eat?" I heard Poisons voice in my ear and I looked over my shoulder at him and shook my head, 'no', giving him a small, forced, smile.
That was another thing I didnt do much of anymore, I didnt eat, I had thinned out to almost skin and bones in the past three weeks. My usually curvy slim body was just... skinny...
"Lilly Alyssa Brooks." I hated when you used my full name, I turned to my sister behind me, and stared at her.
"Dana Aislynn Brooks." I muttered, barely audible.
"Your going to fucking eat! Your a bag of bones, you need food. What the fuck is wrong with you, your going to die of starvation. Eat this PowerPup. Now." She shoved a can in my lap and I looked at her before looking at the dog food looking crap.
"I dont want it. Not hungry." I muttered shoving it back.
"EAT IT NOW!" She yelled, and looked at me, angry, I shoved a spoonful in my mouth and swallowed quickly.
Then I puked, as soon as it hit my stomach, it came back up, I made a break for the trash can, Rose met me half way. The can of Power Pup forgotten on the ground.
"This is all your fault! My sister is sick, and its because of YOU!" My sister was screaming in the background, most likely to Fun.
"You think I dont know that! You think I wanted this to happen?" He yelled back.
I kept vomiting into the can, and Rose went over to yell with Riot.
"If you werent such a slut this wouldnt be happening! You BROKE her." Rose's voice carried into my ears.
"I. Know. That. Dont you think I know that! Dont you think it hurts me to see her like this?" They were all yelling.
"Woah! Riot!" Gerard yelled and I wiped my mouth on the back of my hand and turned to see him holding a struggling Dana in his arms, and Mikey had Rose in his, they were trying to get too Frank, who had backed against the door.
"Its okay guys. He isnt worth it." I said, as loud as I could muster, they all turned to me, and stopped struggling.
"Your right." Rose muttered and came forward to hug me, i hugged her back.
"Im going to brush my teeth and go to bed." I wispered, and she nodded.
"Missile is in there asleep." She smiled, and I walked up to my sister, hugging her tight.
Thanking the boys quickly and quietly before walking off to the bathroom to brush my teeth and pull on my black shorts and a white tee shirt, befor slipping into bed.
Later that night
It was well after midnight and I was sure everyone was asleep, but why wasnt I? Silently I slipped out of the room without waking anyone, I needed fresh air.
There were voices, voices I knew all to well, it was Frank and Gerard. They were sitting on the hood of the car, talking, I know I shouldnt be, but I am.
"So you hurt Threat pretty bad. She cant even eat, and you got the girls all riled up." Gee said, looking up at the sky.
"I didnt mean to... And I know, Missile wont even talk to me, because Threat wont talk to her. "
"Why did you kiss her then?"
"I didnt..."
"Dude Im your best friend, why do you keep lying to me. Rose and Threat both saw you. You had your arms around her, and you were kissing back. Well when you want to finally come and tell me, your best friend, the truth. Come find me." He frowned and jumped off the car.
"Gee wait! I wasnt lying!" He called after him, but Gerard kept going, I slipped further into the shadows where he wouldnt see me, he didnt. Then I heard it.
"So, Frankie, you ready to come to me yet?" It was Electric, she had slipped from the darkness by the diner, and came up to the car. I really shouldnt watch this, but im gonna, I needed to know the truth, once and for all. Even if it kills me.
Dun Dun Dunnnn! Cliffhanger, just like i promised! Love yall! I do :))
~Bree
