Chapter 7- has the sire bond really gone?

My eyes fluttered open and I woke up with the sun shining on my bare skin. I smiled then turned around and saw Gideon wasn't there,I sat up in a panic and saw my window was wide open. I was about to get up but then my sister came running into my room smiling at me rather strangely. I covered the quilt further up my body and blushed.

"So you did a bit of the sex" my eyebrows shot up, Mary just giggled at me and jumped onto my bed facing me.

"Shh Mary"

"What was the vampire like in bed,because from what I heard,it sounded epic" I tutted then got off my bed with my quilt and ran into the bathroom. I quickly brushed my teeth then opened my drawer and slipped some underwear on. I walked into my bedroom and pulled out my summer dress and put some tights on,trying to ignore my sisters glare.

"Tell me,were sisters come on,I'm not exactly going to tell anybody" I sighed,I may as well tell her she'll never leave me alone until I say. I moved over to where she sat,and joined her.

"It was out of this world amazing,he was so gentle then rough,I've never felt more alive" I bit my lip remembering what happened last night,I then saw my sister click her fingers to bring me back to now.

"Well that explains the loud noises,anyway to a more serious note father wants to see you" I gulped,what happened between me and my father still hurts me.

"I can't,I'm sorry sister but after what he did,there's no forgiving that"

"I agree,I just thought I should say" I nodded then saw Mary look at her watch and tap her foot.

"You need to go anywhere,you can go"

"My boyfriends coming over,do you mind?" I brought her in for a hug and kissed her cheek. She smiled then walked out of my room,where the hell is Gideon. I looked outside my window and I saw it looked beautiful out there,might as well go for a walk. I brushed my hair until it was smooth then headed out of my room.

There was a apple tree outside in our garden,there was roses lined across the building it really was a sight. I walked over to the apple tree and went up on my tiptoes to pick an apple off the tree. I took a bite,wow it's so juicy. I started to walk across the garden until I found the bench which is left in my mothers memory,I sat on it and carried on eating the apple. I felt somebody come sit next to me,It was Gideon. He didn't seem his usual self,I put my hand on his thigh and I saw him flinch.

"What's going on?" He turned to face me.

"What do you mean? Nothing"

"Well for one you flinched,and when I woke up,you weren't there" his eyes looked sad.

"I didn't"

"Fine whatever,so you use me for sex,now you've had that and realised I was shit,you don't want me" I was about to leave but then Gideon grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him.

"It's not that at all!"

"Then why you acting weird?" He sighed then let go of my arm and half smiled.

"You only had sex with me because of the sire bond" I looked at him quizzically.

"No I didn't"

"Im so sorry,you felt like you had to please me" I tutted then just faced away from him,how dare he say that. I love him,this sire bond is ridiculous if there was someway to show him that then,wait a minute I know exactly what to do. I faced him and touched his hand,he turned to face me with pain in his eyes.

"Tell me not to kiss you"

"What?"

"Sire bond,use it,and we will see if last night was true or not" he rolled his eyes then looked me close in the eyes.

"I don't want you to kiss me,I will be happy if you didn't kiss me" my subconscious mind thought that over and the answer is what I knew deep down it would be. I moved over and kissed Gideon softly on the mouth, then looked up into his eyes smiling.

"Believe me now,fangboy" he chuckled then kissed me again but with more passion,then stroked my neck.

"Mm,maybe you were right,I'm sorry"

"It's ok,i understand,but if you think about it,you didn't ask me to have sex with you,so how could it of been the sire bond"

"Hmmm,clever and ravishing you surprise me" I smiled,then leaned into Gideon's chest and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Gideon?" He carried on stroking my hair softly,playing with my curls.

"Yes?"

"I love you so much,promise me one thing"

"Mm,what is that?" I took a deep breath then looked up into his gorgeous eyes.

"Change me?" His eyes widened and he chuckled.

"Never,that's not even up for discussion Elizabeth"

"Why?"

"I love you,I'm not killing you off,it's wrong,I am not hurting you,you deserve more then that" I smiled then stroked my fingers across his cheek.

"Please?" He shook his head and I sighed. I got up off the bench then pulled Gideon up with me,and took hold of his hands.

"Gideon, just think how much easier it would be, I would be with you forever,I will have freedom with the man I love,I won't be afraid anymore"

"Afraid of what?"

"Of how much I love you and what everybody else will do to you,to me,my sister,Emily,I don't want to be afraid anymore" I started to cry and Gideon kissed me on the cheek,then wiped my tears away with his thumb.

"I don't know"

"Please,I'm ready for this,me and you forever,think of everything we can do,plus our sex life will be easier and so much hotter, I only want you, I've only got you" he smiled.

"You sure about that?"

"My father I don't want to think about, my sister has a new man in her life, and my maid will always be caring for others, it's time for me to move on,and be in love" he grinned,then brought my hands to his lips and kissed each finger softly,then bit on one of them.

"Mm,Gideon..."

"You are so amazing do you know that,we have a deal, and it's time for me to take care of you,like you deserve" I smiled so big then started to walk with Gideon down the garden. We were talking about the transition and funnily enough about the weather. SHIT! Gideon tripped over something,then we both fell to the ground,luckily I landed on top. We both chuckled,then I stared into his eyes.

"I like you on top" I blushed then he brought my lips to his and kissed me fiercely using his tongue to make love to my mouth. I moaned,then un buttoned his shirt,and trailed my fingers down his chest. I dug my nails into his chest and he growled near my ear. I pulled away,panting out of breath.

"Maybe not here" Gideon pulled me up with his vampire speed and I felt like my heart nearly stopped.

"Alright show off" he winked then held out his hand.

"If you want to be changed now,take my hand,I will make it as easy as I can for you" I nodded then put my hand into his,here goes the last day as a human.