Summary: Misa had an argument with Light that night and finds herself being lonely again. But, it all came down to the point that L was there to comfort her. And she started seeing things she never saw whenever she is with L. One thing she knew, this is love. And it so many days for her to notice it. So soon to notice.
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So soon to notice
A Death Note fan fiction
sushidreams
Chapter Seven: A confession to spill
Light made an agreement to Misa that she will only sleep at his room for tonight. It made Misa jumped for joy because it means she can go do things by herself to Light. She still has mixed feelings towards the young teenage boy. She was nervous, happy, afraid and confused. Nervous because she doesn't know what to do first to the love of her life. Happy because she gets to kiss and hug Light more often tonight. Afraid because Light could be angry and let her stay to her real room. And confused because of Ryuuzaki's face, flashing over her mind. She made her decision that Ryuuzaki is for her only. And yet, she's feeling bouncy with Light.
"Ne, Light-kun." she said, with her head on his lap. "What we will do first?"
"What do you mean by what we will do first?" he said, unconcern. He has been fighting urge to scold Misa for this thing but he didn't. He was actually enjoying her company tonight.
"Don't be shy! Misa wants it also to happen tonight." she said, running her finger to his thighs. It tickles his thighs.
"Shut up." he mumbled.
She smiled. "Misa misses Light-kun too much."
"You always see me. Why do you keep on telling me you miss me too much? Aren't you attention hungry?"
"Misa isn't attention hungry! I want your attention, no one else!"
"What about Ryuuzaki? You're always attentive to him."
She paused for a while, wondering why on earth his name popped out to their conversation. How long have he noticed such simple gesture and simple nod? She never knew. "Misa isn't attentive! He is a pervert!"
"Ryuuzaki isn't a pervert, he's normal." he demanded, protecting his side since he is somewhat important to him. "What about you, aren't you too naughty?"
"But that's a different issue!"
He looked at her. "Tell me Misa, what do you really feel about him?"
"What Misa feels…?" she paused, as she looks down and clench her fist, nails digging a little deeper to her soft palms. She looks slightly sad.
"What do you think of him? Why are you always happy when he's around? Why do you love calling him pervert? Why is he too important to you?" he asked, question by question.
"Misa… Misa can't understand Light-kun." she said, too small with her words. "She can't understand everything Light-kun's asking."
He cupped her face, as tears started streaming down her eyes. "Misa, it's much better if you let it out."
"B-but…" she paused, as she looked down and her tears started falling from her eyes. She suddenly felt a sudden sharp pain that pierced through her heart. She can't confess, this isn't the right time.
"Do you love him?" he asked, gently.
She nodded, as she cried even more. "Misa can't understand herself. First it was Light-kun. She's like slightly guilty for doing this. She thinks she's just toying Light-kun's heart."
"Again, for the last time Misa, do you love Ryuuzaki? Answer me with a yes or a no."
She clenches her fist, controlling her feelings. "Y… yes."
He folded his arms, nodding to the confessions of Misa. She cried even more, feeling sad about Light. She loves Light more than anything if that thing never happened. If it wasn't to that comforting moment, she would never find herself in love with that weird, perverted detective who hides in the name "Ryuuzaki." It's weird. It's not normal. It's different. He was too special. Light has no place in her heart now. Ryuuzaki filled it all with his weirdness, perverseness, idiotic and kinky thoughts. He filled it with too much comfort, too much understanding, too much love. She can't find a way to ignore it and just kiss Light's lips. It controls her that it's driving her crazy. Too crazy. Ryuuzaki was supposed to be just in the picture, not it in the whole scene. He was supposed to be just the guy will comfort her, not to love her. He was supposed to be just another guy in her life. Supposedly.
Light suddenly grabbed her by the shoulders and hugged her gently. Misa was surprised, not knowing what to do. He smiled in her back. "Well, if that's the case Misa, then I'm for it."
Misa cried even more, hugging him back. And for the first time in her life, she felt that Light was indeed concern for her. "But, Light-kun might be angry to Misa-Misa. Misa can't forgive herself by doing this to Light-kun."
"It doesn't matter, Misa."
"But Misa is sad about Light-kun."
He then withdrew from his hug and cupped her face. "Light will not be sad with Misa's decision."
This is the first time she saw him like that, supporting her with her childish features. She blushed a bit. "Misa's sorry for lying."
"You should have noticed it earlier, Misa." he said, with a laugh. He chuckled, not knowing why he's happy. "Well, my suspicions were right."
"What suspicions?" she blinked in confusion.
"I had been observing you and Ryuuzaki the whole time. It's like play stuff, Misa. But I enjoyed it though." he laughed.
She pouted, with her tears still on her eyes. Light laughed even more. She wonders why but she's happy though. He smiled, gently at her. She sighed. "Misa's sleepy, Light-kun."
"Sleep here." he said, while he taps his lap. Misa clapped her hands and bouncily placed her head on his lap. His lap was soft that she giggled in delight.
"Misa's thankful." she said, twirling her hair.
"For what?"
"For Light-kun understands."
"Really."
She smiled. She was happy to hear him like that. It not typical to see him supported about something. Although he shouts at her almost everyday, she knows he's concern about her. This is a confession to spill. A confession to acknowledge. A confession to be heard. A confession Light needs to hear. And she'll be the happiest woman on earth right now.
Next Chapter: I won't let go of your hand
A/N: an update, as promised! Light supported Misa?! Different but cheesy, right? Aww, I love this chapter so much that I even tried to forget about everything and just type this cheesy chapter. Now that Misa finally confessed, will she able to capture Ryuuzaki's heart and make him also confess? Did Ryuuzaki found out the reasons for him to like her back? Will the two finally realize the friendship that blossomed into love? Last chapter, coming right up:)
