Get My Memories Away

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Hey boys and girls... I'm sorry if I couldn't update earlier.. I apologize to all the followers of my story but thank you anyway n_n But here it is.. as promised: Chapter 7!

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Chapter 7: Awkward

As soon as he had closed the door that led to the roof. Beast Boy snapped back to reality and shook his head. 'What the…'

He ran down to his room and rested his back on his door. 'Did I just flirt with Raven?' He took his hands to his face in frustration. 'Uggh! Beast Boy, are you insane?'

He started to wander around his room. 'How did it happen?' The memories of the previous events ran freely in his mind haunting him and he stopped when he saw a particular smile, Raven's smile. He thought about it for a while and he found himself smiling slightly. 'She was truly happy. I had never seen Raven like this before. She looked-'

He shook his head and groaned. 'No, I can't like her.' Then he decided to go play some video games to wash away those thoughts.

(*)

A little further down the hall, in Raven's room, said girl was still dazed from the moment she just shared with Beast Boy. She was in her bed looking at the ceiling with a small smile, but then her smile vanished. She was thinking how this could be a huge mistake. After all, she wouldn't be the same for much longer. Even when she had lost her memories and the essence of the original Raven, she still was the same sensible girl.

It had been two hours since that incident and she had been clearing her mind out. Without a second thought she decided that it would be better if she just keep her distance from Beast Boy.

With a final sigh, the violet haired girl stood from her bed and walked out of her room to get some tea. Inside she was praying that she wouldn't find him in her way. Little did she know that the man who crept her thoughts would be in the same room.

As soon as she opened the door the changeling turned around from the couch at the sudden sound. When she looked back at him they both froze in fear for a second. They were the last people they wanted to see at the moment. She immediately regained herself and cursed at the fact that he was there. She rushed to the kitchen without looking back at him.

He let out his breath he had been holding and returned to his game but now he was no longer paying attention. He was now wondering what the former titan was thinking about.

'Is she mad at me?' He skipped a move with his controller and lost to the computer. "Uggh" He started again trying his best not to make it obvious that it was because of her.

On the other side of the room, stood an impatient Raven waiting for the water to boil. Did she really have to find him here alone? But now she wondered why he was so nervous about it. She frowned as she thought 'He might be regretting what he did.' She sighed sadly and crossed her arms as she rested her back on the fridge.

Beast Boy lost a few more times until he decided to turn the game station off. When he did, his eyes widened in realization. Now he had no excuse not to talk to her. 'Damn it.'

He turned to the kitchen and saw that she was looking absentminded at the floor. The water was boiling and the kettle started to whistle. When she didn't make a move he walked to the kitchen and turned the stove off. Raven snapped back to reality at the lack of noise and noticed he was standing in front of her looking at her strangely. A blush crept to her cheeks for the hundredth time that day and she shook her head to wash it away. 'Stupid human nervous system.'

She murmured a quiet "Thank you" before taking the kettle and then she started to prepare her tea.

He rubbed the back of his neck and was about to start a conversation when the doors whooshed open. They both turned to the entrance and they had never been so glad before to see Starfire or Robin.

"Good afternoon to you two, friends."

"Hello Star."Beast Boy answered back almost immediately and Raven just made a gesture with her free hand as she took a sip to her tea.

"Ok, I think I'll head back to my room now." The changeling said with a sheepish smile and rushed away. The arriving titans didn't have time to replay as he was already gone, but Raven stared at the door for a few more seconds.

Robin cleared his throat and she instantly turned to him. "You ok?"

"Umm, sure. Why not?" She said taking another sip to her tea. He raised an eyebrow but decided to leave it that way.

"I think I should go see Cyborg now."

Both girls just nodded and he left them alone. The alien princess turned to Raven with concern in her eyes. Raven knew that she wouldn't let go and sighed in defeat before Starfire could even ask what had happened.

"Can we just… talk about it later?" Said that, the once empath walked to her room.

(*)

'Uggh! Those were the most awkward minutes of my life!' Beast Boy let himself fall to his bed defeated. 'I don't wanna go through that ever again.'

He just stood there staring out his window but thinking about the moment in the kitchen the whole time. 'What was she thinking?' He sat up in his bed. 'She was so deep in thought and I'm sure she was avoiding me.'

He looked down saddened that he might have ruined a new friendship. Maybe he should talk with her about it.

He left his room and walked to her door. He wasn't sure if she would be there by now, but he decided that if she wasn't there, he wouldn't talk to her somewhere else. When he was in front of her door, his knees felt weak and he felt like he needed to clear his throat. But he still wanted to do this, so he reached the cold metal of her door and knocked softly but hard enough to be heard.

Raven, who had already cleared her mind, thought it would be Starfire and decided to open. But to her surprise, it wasn't Starfire.

"Uhh… what… do you want?" She said trying not to stutter.

"Ammm is it a good moment?" Beast Boy answered still surprised for not having to knock twice.

She blinked a few times but decided that it was now or never. She let him in and they took a seat in her bed.

"What is it?" She asked awkwardly.

He took a long breathe and started. "You know… I kinda wanted to talk about earlier."

She sighed and nodded, then he continued. "I…" He couldn't manage to say anything else. She turned to him concerned but waited for him to continue. "I'm sorry."

She smiled slightly but it was a sad smile and he noticed.

"No, no.. I mean. What happened wasn't supposed to happen. I mean- Damn it." He slapped his hand on his forehead.

"Beast Boy, I get it."Her confidence returned and she started to talk. "We were just caught in the moment, nothing more."

He still didn't look up and was looking for something smooth to say trying not to hurt her feelings. "But yet I'm really sorry."

"Look, let's just pretend it never happened, you agree?" She finally said.

He looked at her and she continued. "I like the way you are and I would like to keep you as a friend. That's enough for me. And even if you had meant something more by that, we could have never been something more."

Now he was the one looking saddened so she added quickly. "You know… since my situation is… provisional."

He chuckled a little and finally smiled at her. "Right. So? Friends?"

She smiled genuinely and nodded. "Friends."

They walked to her door but he still felt guilty about what had happened and due to the lack of words he did the best thing that came to his mind, he got closer to her and hugged her. Her heart stopped for a second but then she hugged him back.

He had never been that close to her since the time she hugged him after feeling betrayed by Malchior and it actually felt… nice. His eyes widened at his thought and as he noticed that they had been that way longer than he had planned so he pulled back.

"Uhh… Thank you, for understanding."

She nodded slightly and let him leave her room.

"So, see ya later." He said and left heading to the common room again. She closed her door and sighed relieved that it was over. But something didn't feel right.

'I guess It's time to talk with Starfire.'


That was it ^^

Wooah.. poor Raven. What is she feeling like now? :/ Ok.. we'll have to wait for the next chapter :O

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