Chapter 7: The most absolute

Danny's POV:

Stop crying Danny, stop. You'll be okay. He's just one guy you always find another. No matter how hard I tried to convince myself I just,….. I just couldn't stop.

Well looks like I was wrong. Ethan, he seemed so….. so perfect. I hadn't seen him in a week and I was slowly dying. Every time I thought of how he wasn't returning my calls or texts I just broke down.

I was going through a worse week than when Jackson left me the letter practically deleting me from his life. How could I be so attached to the kid? I'd only known him for a day and yet it feels like I've known him all my life.

I missed everything about him. His smile, his hair, his smell, the way his touch lingered on my skin. The center of my whole world changed entirely. I feel like I don't belong to myself anymore.

Jacob from twilight described it perfectly. It wasn't gravity that was holding me to earth anymore, it's him. I would be anything he needed, a brother, a lover, or a protector. Well I don't think a big, strong guy like him will need anything a protector. I think he can handle himself. At least I hope he can because I can't help much if he gets in a fight.

*someone knocks at my room's door*

Great, another visitor. Like I need one right now. I'm going through an early like crisis. I'm sure that no one other than Ethan can help me in this matter so I'm certain there words will mean absolutely nothing. But here goes.

My face was stilled buried deep in my pillow when I let out an involuntary moan. My parents don't know what to do. Their afraid I'll slip into depression from all the shit that's happened in the last three months. The force feed me three times a day and desperately try to get me to go to school. They get me to eat but my parents fail miserably each day on trying to get me to go to school. They were considering getting me a psychologist.

It got so bad Coach visited, I have missed every practice this week. He was utterly pissed and wanted an explanation for this 'skipping' shit I was doing. Well he got one, it went something along the lines of 'how about you shut the fuck up and mind your own business because lacrosse isn't the only thing in my life that I care about.'

I will admit, coach didn't deserve to be gone off on but now he knows not to fuck with me when shit like this happens. My dad got a chuckle out of it but my mom was left speechless.

"Danny, know you're in there and you have to come out some time so I suggest you open the door before I unscrew it from the damn wall. And if I chip a nail, Danny…. your ass is grass."

Shit, just the perky strawberry blond I just wanted to see. Lydia. The self-proclaimed princess of bacon hills. I almost forgot my door was locked. I forced myself out of bed and moped towards the door. With the click of my door unlocking she stormed the door like she was the fucking swat team.

"Shit Lydia, what the hell do you want?"

"Well, Danny I came here to drag your ass to school."

I got back in bed and pulled the covers way over my head. I felt my bed dip. Immediately without a thought it seemed, she pulled them off.

"Stop acting like a little pussy Danny!" she yelled.

I raised an eyebrow and looked at her like, excuse me Bitch? GTFO.

"HHow the hell do you plan to do that?"

"By telling you that your little boyfriend,…. Ethan I think. Was sick with the flu, and that he hasn't been ignoring you all week, but he lost his phone and bought a new one."

I was speechless. I was practically shaking with happiness. I could tell that she saw the happiness that cut its way through the thick layer of depression I'd been wallowing in for the past week. The red head was grinning at me innocently when she got up from the edge of my bed. I smiling from ear to ear.

"You probably shouldn't have fucked him."

My smile went Houdini on me and did a vanishing act.. How could she know me and him had sex? Wait how does she know any of this? All the color left my tanned face. What if he told everyone?

"I didn't….. I mean, I would never, well I would but…Ugggh." I was turning into Stiles. Mumbling gibberish and rambling nonsense.

"Danny, I'm a girl. This is how girls act when the fuck someone and they don't hear from them after. Now. Please put some clothes on, we're already late."

And with that she left. Much more graceful than when she came. Once I found the outfit I wanted to wear I picked up my back pack and walked down stairs. She was sitting on the couch filing her nails before she looked up at me in horror. "Apparently being locked in your dark room has left you color blind."

I looked down at my orange Hollister shirt, red converse, and grey levi's. She was right, I looked like an underpaid circus clown. I rushed up stair and replaced the orange monstrosity on the top half of me with a red Aeropostale shirt.

Once I got back down stairs I put on my jacket.

"Uhh, Lydia?"

She looked annoyed, "What Danny?"

"How did you know all that stuff about…. Ethan ?"

"Oh your little fuck buddy?"

"Lydia he's not my, just answer that question."

Lets see…I asked his brother yesterday at lunch."

"Wait you're talking to his brother?"

"It's just talking Danny it not like we're going to have... oops don't wann jinx myself."

I grabbed my phone off the counter and then realized what she just said, "Lydia!"

"Sorry."

Surprisingly once we got outside I saw Allison's car instead of hers. Lydia claimed the passenger seat while I was locking the door so I just got in the back.

"I almost forgot that a deer ran through the front of your car Lydia."

She looked at me over her shoulder and frowned.

"I know right, but luckily I have Allison to take me to school or I'd have my parents fighting over who got to take me each day."

I listened Lydia and Allison talk about their classes and expectations for the year. I didn't bother to join in the conversation, I just sat in the back thinking of what I'd say to Ethan when I saw him next.

'Do you like me the way I love you'

'I want to have sex every day until were both sore'

'As soon as we turn 18 were getting married'

'How do you feel about adopting a kid'

'Ethan I want to be with you until the day I die.'

When we pulled into the front of the school I got out and approached the front doors of the building. I saw two expensive looking motorcycles but I didn't see the twins that owned them.

Before I could get to the first step I was stopped by two strong arms wrapping around my waist and a very distinct smell. I knew that aroma anywhere, Acqua Di Gio. I turned around once I put the pieces together and looked him in the eyes. His face was beautifully chiseled and his low dirty blond hair shimmered in the light. His eyes dripped a sweet honey brown, and my heart stopped mid beat. It was him.

Time slowed down and he pulled me closer to his own body than humanly possible. Then the most amazing moment of my life began. He kissed me in front of the entire beacon hills high school student body. The kiss was chaste and long. My eyes fluttered shut and I wrapped my arms around his neck for support out of fear that my legs would go weak while I was in his grip.

RRRIIINNNGGG! RRRIIINNNGGG! RRRIIINNNGG!

Once the late bell finished going off he stopped kissing me and pulled back.

"I don't know many things but I di know one thing, Danny Mahealani, I love you. I always have and I always will. This is the one fact in the world I know is the most absolute."

I tried to speak through the tears but it was almost impossible.

"I l-love you t-too."

We both ended up being 15 minutes late to class. I've never been so happy to be marked tardy in my life.

AN: I wanted a chapter of just Danny's POV. I wanted the reader to see the world through his eyes. you will see what happened to Ethan this week but ill have to save that for later. I'm going to use a lot more imagination with what happened to him and who helped him get better. Thanks for the support. Follow and review, I love them both.

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