Author note:Yes as we all may of figured I still don't own primeval there must be a way though.I own Abby's friends that are mentioned and I'm gunna say it now if you feel my story is horrible don't read it just stop but i promise it not bad xxlike scaring bad if u find it offensive which hopefully u wont just contact me but dont be nasty yeahxx

BEEP! BEEP!

'Cutter anomaly' Connor shouted

'Where is it I hope its not too far' Cutter replied sprinting over to the detector

'No it's..it's in London countryside I never even knew London had country side'

'You know Connor for a clever lad you're surprisingly thick get your coats were out of here for the next few hours'.

Connor,Stephen,Abby and Caroline followed in Cutters hurried footsteps towards the entrance of the ARC heading for there SUV Lester had given them

Four doors slammed and a engine roared as the SUV started up under Cutters presence as Stephen sat in the passenger seat with Abby,Connor and Caroline in the vehicle went smoothly round all given roads it crossed until they reached the outskirts or London.

'Shit has anyone got any money bloody congestion charge to get out of London'

'Here' Stephen said as he fished in his pocket before coming out with three pound coins

'Thanks oh and nobody back thee become too stressed will you were only trying to save the world once again' Cutter exclaimed sarcastically

With the money paid the journey continued they'd been driving for about an hour now so Cutter went faster goining into fifth gear when suddenly someones phone went off.

'Hello?,oh hi Michelle, me?I'm okay how about you?good good' it was Abby on the phone to one of her friends as the car went ghostly quiet like they were evesdropping but right next to her as she continued her conversation.

'What tonight? erm well I'm at work right now but I should be back by seven fingers do you fancy going like?...Oh really well theres that new club that opened up down Henley street.... yeah the underground one Marissa said it was brilliant best night out she'd ever had yes I know she woke up with three men in her bed but still were not like that Michelle we wouldn't let men get us drunk we can do that ourselves...well obviously I'm not taking the car if were going to drink am I we'll just order a taxi then for about say two?but make sure you say two in the morning because that taxi rank gets confused and if we don't need it just cancel it'....

The car went quiet again fora minute or so before Abby piped up again

'No,I am so not going on the pull thats you all over not me I know when I was younger I was like that but not now not after him...So who else is coming just the usual so Jenny,Marissa,Emma,Lauren,Chelsea,me,you,Alex,Summer,Hope and Louise?...Right I shall see you at seven then bye love you' her voicedrifted off as she ended the call.

'Abby your going out drinking again you have been going out every night this week' Stephen protested

'So what I don't say out when you go anywhere besides it's not like I end up out my head or anything I mean yeah I get drunk but by the time I get up I'm ok' she retorted back

'You two shut up' Cutter shouted 'look theres the anomaly'.

The SUV stopped dead Cutter turned off the ignition as they unbuckeled themselves and stepped out the car Connor choosing to get out of Caroline's side.

'Right' Cutter interupted again 'Me,Stephen and Abby get the guns as were experienced you two come with me and Stephen,Abby have a look around the area for anything supicious'.

They went off in there different directions Abby one way the other four the opposite way as Abby let her thoughts wander her mind now she was alone

'Do I really want to go out or is it so I'll get so drunk I'll forget I'm pregnant or maybe if I drink enouh it will kill the baby so I don't have to think about it why did I sleep with him.I would never have his baby.I hate him and I hate stupid Caroline he runs after her like a puppy then Stepehn always has a go at me and Jenny and new boss at the zoo has fell out with me because I thought my opinion may of helped but clearly not even my parents aren't talking to me at the minute because I told them I was pregnant so they automaticallt thinkI had a one night stand even after I told then Connor was the dad they still didn't beleive me.I wish If I had one wish it would be so I could end it all'

'Boo' Cutter shouted creeping up behind her making her jump and crash land into reality.

'You okay Abby you look a bit upset'

'What?,oh erm yeah I'm fine' Abby hesitantly answered

'Abby are you sure Stephen says you have been going out drinking with your mates every night this week and Connor hasn't spoken to you once today whats going on?'

'No I havn't.I've been out but not drinking and Connor and me never speak anymore'

'Caroline?'

'Yeah I guess so,your'e the one person right now who isn't pissed off with me or having a go'

'Look,Abby everything in life needs time if you don't want to be here you can go home if you like Jenny's driving your car down now because the soldiers left her behind and Lester is at a meeting so'

'Yeah I think I'd much rather be at home than here' she lied

'Oh speak of the devil here she is right give me the gun go on get your self home text me to let me know that you got home safley yeah?'

'Yeah bye Cutter' she said handing him the gun back and heading for her car

'Oh hi Abby heard your'e going back up home' Jenny greeted

'Oh yeah'

'Get better soon'

'I'm not i'll' Abby snapped back as she got in the car slamming the door shut and speeding off.

'Cutter what the hell is up with that girl'

'Jenny leave her she seems to be having trouble with things in her life at the minute so I let her go home and Connor hasn't even bloody noticed that she's gone he's too involved in Caroline.I just can't beleive that Lester allowed Caroline on the team she practically begged but now we've lost the one person on this team we actually needed.

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Abby sped round the corners in the open country side not caring where she was going she wasn't sure she'd ever go back home or see Rex or Connor ever again but maybe it was a good thing?.There was cliffs up ahead extremly high ones that overlooked the water which was at least fifty foot below causing Abby to stop the car a wide grin appeared on her face as she started to ascend up the was it she really had lost it she was going to belongings in the car, she had nothing with her but the clothes on her was now at the top overlooking the edge peering down below her this was it .

'I love you Connor with all my heart but this is it that last act has finished me I can't do this anymore I love you'.I'll see you again one day babe.

And that was it she jumped there was no way she could of survived or could she?

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'Damn she should of been home by now she was supposed to call or text me to let me know she was safe' Cuter shouted anger portraying his voice

'Cutter who are you on about?'.It was Connor he'd come to see the professor after hearing him souting and swearing

'Abby,okay I sent her home' he snapped at the student

'You sent her home why is she okay?proffessor whats going on?' he questioned hes face mortified

'Look evrything in her life is as bad as it can get right now and you havn't even spoke to her all day you havn't even noticed her once she's been gone two bloody hours Connor and you only just noticed she was freeking gone how the hell did you not notice!? Cutter screemed at Connor belittling him

Connor suddenly threw himself to the floor as he began to get a guilty look spread over his face

'It's my fault she's like this now I messed with her head I shouldn't of I know but I did and I regret it' he muttered his eyes not shifting from the grass once

'Connor is there something you would like to tell me'

'Not really but I have no choice...About five months ago I kind of sort of slept with Abby then I left her saying if Caroline ever found out she kill turned round and said I thought you loved me to which I replied I did'

Suddenly Stephen walked over 'Wow this is the most boring anomaly site I've ever been to like wow Connor you look pretty miserable.I know mate I'm not happy at how fat Abby's become around her stomach either but she's still beautiful...causing Cutter to interupt

'Wait did you just say she looked fat?

'Yes why'

'Connor how many months ago did you sleep with Abby?

'five' he muttered once again

'Wait Connor you slept with Abby and Cutter you knew... wait Caroline doesn't know does she?

'Nope' Cutter replied before continuing 'Connor theres no chance you could of got her pregnant could you'

'yes it's possible' he sighed still slouched on the grass

The three of them sat there gazing at the grass trying to think where she was whilst Caroline guarded the 'd been sat this way for about twenty minutes before Cutter interupted

'Hang on think about this' as he began to explain his theory 'Connor slept with Abby she becomes pregnant she doesn't tell anyone but starts going out drinking alot more if you drink alot the baby will be killed,she is extremly miserable all the time now Connor you left her to go back to Caroline which must of crushed her then Jenny and Lester go off it with her her boss at the zoo has fell out with her,Stephen you keep having a go at her and her parents won't talk to her but she didn't say wait Connor you really have messed with her head she said to you I thought you loved me to which you replied I thats whats sent her over the edge'

Cutter stormed off as he made a phone call on his mobile leaving Stephen with Connor.

'Connor you told Abby you did love her?Do you not love her anymore?' he glanced at Conor his tone hushed as if he were trying to undertsand

'Stephen of course I love her I always have but I can't be with her I'm with Caroline'

'Well end it' Stephen answered blankly

'Theres no point me and Abby havn't spoke in months I live with Caroline now Abby said she was fine with it.

'Connor you idiot if she says she's fine of course she's have always been there anbd then one day you've gone of course you have messed with her head'.

Er guys Abby's gone no-ones seen her and her parents checked her house she's not there either' Cutter announced throwing his mobile into the SUV.

Connor threw himself to the floor fully as sobs escaped him

'Stephen,Caroline lets go the anomalies closed come on you too Connor' some of the SAS soldiers ar staying behind just incase'

Cutter climbed back into the SUV once more this time one of them was missing even though jenny had took her place in the in the front of the car and Stephen,Jenny and Connor in the back.

'Thats it I've really done it havn't I.I messed her around that much she's gone she's missing' Connor sobbed throughout his tears

'Connor mate listen she'll come back Abby's a fighter right Cutter?

'Right Stephen'

The car was silent the journey home Cutter had been driving for about an hour until a loud noise made evryone jump'

'Oi you've got a phone call' the noise sounded as it came from the mobile was Cutters phone going off.

'Damn it' was all that came from Cutter as he fished in the little compartment attempting to reach it,grabbing hold he positioned it between his shoulder and face.

'Hello?Lester hi..please tell me you're joking no it can't be..yes I did...but..no it can't be ok i'll get there as soon as I can I'm on the way back now I've been driving about an hour so shouldn't be too long bye' he said hanging up and pulling the SUV to a stop.

'Nick what is it?' Jenny's voice soothed

'Erm someone reported a blue,fairly new mini cooper, found stranded not far from here the number plate appears to match Abby's but Lester isn't too sure Connor you're the only one who knows what the number plate is so we have to check it'

'Wheres the location' jenny demanded back

'About twenty miles from here apparently its parked at the bottom of a cliff so guys it may not be good news

'No it's not fair it was my fault not hers now she's dead along with the baby why why now she never deserved it her life was normal then I came into the equation and mucked it all up' Connor bellowed through more tears

'Look Connor she's ok just because her car was near a cliff that means nothing and if anything you turned her world upside down you were always making her smile and laugh not to mention you risked your own life and saved hers from those mer's' Stephen said attempting to make him see the lighter side of things

The SUV's engine roared with power as once more they set off through the country lanes all that could be heard was the occasional sob or sniff that came from the student in the joureny seemed to go on forever then just over the horizon to one side cliffs began to appear one by one stretching as far as the eye could see as Cutter put the Suv back into fifth eagerness taking over him more than anyone.

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The vehicle stopped sudden like a rock hitting a wall casuing everyone to jerk as the five distressed people exited the car in a hurry

'Lester whats going on Jenny's panicking tone shouted to him as Stephen and Cutter followed in her wake Connor lagging behind as he looked down at his mobile lit up the screen a blinding white light as a text showed up saying 'from Abby' but how it had been cleared that the contents of her stuff was found inside the car,his thumb weight shifted over the select button opening the text as he began to read it-

'Babe Connor where do I start,lets face it were both in love with each other I love you always have,always will but over the last few months life for me has become increasingly hard you admitting you did love me made it harder but everything combined just became too much I couldn't take it so do me a favour fall in love and live happily ever after and i'll see you again one day yeah?I love you Connor baby I love you so much xxxxxx should I really be doing this? if you really know me would I?

Connor flipped the phone shut making sure no one saw the text as he crept over to the mini pulling the door open and peering inside at the contents make-up,keys,headphones,chocolate,cd's but no mobile so surely that would mean..it would if he had just recieved it surely she must be alive somewhere right?

'Connor on behalf of everyone I sincerly apologise for your loss were doing everything we can to find Abby' Lester spoke ,his words sincere you could tell he meant it.

They all left the scene not fifteen minutes later Abby's car taken by forensics for closer examination Connor not uttering a word the entire time or cry for that matter casuing Jenny some consern.

'Guys I think Connor may have gone into denial if he gets worse or any signs of something not right about him he'll need therapy he's been through some bad things today' she whispered to Cutter and he wasn't in denial because he knew Abby was alive out there somewhere because she was a fighter and she wouldn't kill an innocent baby if there was one that drive home was long and miserable the rain setting down hard against the glass as Connor sat with his legs against his chest looking down at his phone in privacy he began texting making sure no one would notice not that Stephen or Caroline would as they had long since fallen asleep.

Abby is this you who text me please say it is and please be don't do this and yes I do love you if I find you or you come back I will leave Caroline so I can be with you because that night did mean something all those months ago it wasn't a mistake I was so stupid saying I did love with you I so wanted to stay with youplease please be okay I know you and you're intelligent you would never jump just let me know you're okay I'd give anything in this world to see you again I'd quite the ARC and university I'd leave everything behind if I had too just to see you I don't care about any other girl in my life I care about you please Abs I'm beggin ya don't go I love you I always have and always xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

please review all ideas welcome xxkatexx