Hey, you might have noticed that I have updated twice this week. That's because I haven't been writing in the past's weekends and its half term...I know Alleluia! The problem is that I don't have that much time to actually write the story and I don't think it that I like the story line .Anyway enjoy another chapter of the Real Me, because it might be the last one.
XXX BrightLove
At the same time at Karin's school...location: Unknown...
Karin POV
Today it was the first day of school and as much I loved school I preferred staying in bed; under my warm sheets...until my phone decided to ruin my moment by playing one of my favourite song (Catch my breath by Kelly Clarkson) ...
Normal POV
I don't wanna be left behind – the music was calming
Distance was a friend of mine – the window was open
Catching breath in a web of lies – the sound of the birds went in tune with the
I've spent most of my life
Riding waves, playing acrobat
Shadowboxing the other half
Learning how to react – Karin started to move under her covers
I've spent most of my time
Catching my breath, letting it go,
Turning my cheek for the sake of the show
– getting her phone to turn off the alarm
Now that you know, this is my life,
I won't be told what's supposed to be right – when...
"Karin turn that damn thing off! Right now" the bitter voice said. Karin uncovered her head and immediately got her phone and shut the alarm of "This is going to be a long day..."
Shii-chan POV
I was sleeping in my comfortable bed until...wait I didn't present myself. My name is Shii-chan and I'm Karin's cat. I started living with her when I was little and stayed with her since then. I would never leave her because when she was 12 she lost her parents and then found out that their weren't her real parents which made her fall in great depression. She stopped eating and didn't go to school for a year.
Karin got up and headed to her wardrobe and took her school uniform. She then went to the bathroom and closed the door. After 30 minutes I got worried and when and starched the bathroom door so that Karin knew it was me. She then opened the door and gave me a soft and warming smile and went back to the sink. On that there was every type of make-up and there and a lot of foundation.
Karin POV
I walked to the sink and then took a bit of foundation and applied it each wrist to hide my tattoos and on my ring finger where it said "Love Always". You might be asking yourself why I cover my tattoos, right? That's because nobody knows that actually Klarissa Hazuno apart from my best friend Ami, my uncle, and my manger which I can trust with eyes closed. Then I started to do my hair and put them in two braids. I looked like a right geek...Perfect. I go to a school which doesn't know my true identity and my talent. They only know me as Karin Hanazono, a girl who lost her parents and the brainy of the whole year group. But in reality I'm more than that.
Normal POV
Karin came out of the bathroom with a make-up which she usually takes to school and then putted them in her school bag. She then took a ring and placed it in her ring finger which hid her tattoos even better and left the room which Shii-chan. As she walked down the stairs she saw her uncle and gave a soft smile and sat down at the table without making eye contact with her auntie. There was a weird silence which was interrupted by her auntie saying "Karin I need the monthly money for everything you used". Then her uncle immediately turned to his wife and said "She doesn't need to do that, she's family" and then Karin said "It's fine uncle don't...how much do you want?". "Well thinking about £300 for the room, plus cat food, your food, and electricity and water...the total is£1,500 and I want them tonight". Karin the stood up saying "You will have them tonight don't worry".
Steve (Karin's uncle) POV
Why is she doing this...making her pay for everything? I think that she probably be kinder if she knew who she was actually...everything she done for you...us. She doesn't deserve this.
Normal POV
Karin then started walking to the front door when her uncle stopped her and said "why didn't you object to what she said?" then Karin turned around with a blank expression and said "It doesn't matter...money it's not a problem you know that. Anyway I got to go to school".
Karin POV
I didn't argue because I didn't want to get into trouble with her again because it's...tiring and in a kind of way heartbreaking. I don't know why but it like an aching pain like the bond I had built over the years it's just cumbering down. Anyway to get to school I take 15 minutes of walking and I usually sing quietly or listen to music to keep me entertained.
When you could see the school from the distance a group of girls came behind me and pulled my hair and said "It's a new year some of the things changed and others never will. An example is Hanazono which still look like a little girl from kindergarten". Another girl from the other side of me took her drink and splashed all over my face luckily not my clothes.
I wonder why everything happened to me. I calmly walked through the school with everyone laughing at me. Yeah everyone even the teachers. How that fair. I is slowly walked to the toilet of the schools and locked the door. I was steering at my reflection; I had milkshake all over my face and it was sticky. Ewwww. I slowly took a towel from my bag and I started to wash my face with water when I heard someone knockings at the door and I said "Who is it? If you're here to take the mic go away them" and the voice on the other side said "1. I'm soap and 2. No I'm a friend I will not take the mick". After the voice said that I immediately understood who it was and opened the door "Ami" and then I was going to hug her but I remembered that I was covered by strawberry milkshake which was too sweet in my opinion.
Normal POV
As Ami came in, she lock the door behind her and looked thought her bag and took a pink soap from a little plastic case and said "Use this is will not ruin your delicate face". Karin turned around with watery eyes and Ami said "Don't cry it will make your eyes red and you been though worse than this right so cheer up". Karin looked at her and nodded. Karin took the towel and put it under the hot tap and squeezes it to take out excess water and started to get the milkshake off her hair, and after she finished cleaning her hair she put them in a ponytail. She washed her face and dried it and put a light make up on. She then placed all her make up in her bag ready to leave with Ami.
When she came out she walked to class and sat in her seat next to the window and after 2 seconds the bell went and the first lesson was maths...
Karin POV
I was staring outside the window when my mind went weird and I saw weird things.
Flashback
I was steering at the board and the bell suddenly went and I was putting my books in my bag when a man hugged me and I laughed and then he said "Suzy are you ready for lunch?" and without me controlling my body I nodded and I got up and then I walked to a door and then hid behind the door. In front of door the man who was speaking to a girl with short brown hair and kissing each other. Then I took a long breath and then walked and said "Ohh, hi...you know what Kirihiko go and have lunch with Kia, you don't have to sit with us". Then the boy said called Kirihiko said "Are you sure?" and I nodded and gave them a smile. When they were not visible anymore I turned around I was pressing my chest and I took in a long breath.
End of Flashback
"Karin...Karin" I could hear someone calling my name. I then looked away from the window and saw that the teacher was right next to me and the said "Are you okay?" I then said "Yes...no, I mean can I got to medical room please I'm not feeling very well". And then I saw the teacher gave me a soft smile and said "Yes, of course". I got up and I wobbled but then regained my balance and said "Thanks you".
I walked to the medical room where Minako-sensai was and asked if I could stay here for a bit and she said "Of course" and then she gave me a serious look and said "Karin are you eating properly?" and I said "YES, I know how to take care of myself. I always did remember".
You might be confused now well let me explain. I, Karin Hanazono had eating disorder after I got to know that my parents weren't really my parents. I fell into great depression which I got out from reeling on music to express my emotion instead of treating my body in a bad way. And that's how I became Klarissa Hazuno the famous singer. You might also be asking me why I give the YOU to a teacher right. Well that's because she's Ami's older sister; and I know her for over 5 years
I lay down on the bed, which was very comfortable I might say and I felt my eye lid heavy and then everything went black.
Flashback
I was moving inside the covers and noticed that someone was hugging me from behind. Without turning around I gave a soft smile. I looked at the time and saw that it was only 3.30 in the morning and decide to go back to bed and so snuggled down the covers again. But before I could fall into deep sleep I heard someone crying. I noticed that the person next to me started to move and remove the sheet from him and I stopped him and I said "Don't worry I will" after I said that I kissed his cheek and started walking to the door and closed it behind me.
End of flashback
I got up and I looked at the clock and noticed that it was 4 o'clock. And I said "crap...I'm late". I got all of my stuff and started running towards the exit. However before I got exit a teacher called my name and said "Karin, in class we did things that you would be perfectly able t do so you didn't miss anything". Then I relaxed my muscle and said "ok Thanks you...I got to go cause I got an appointment." I started to run and got into a black BMW car.
Thanks Guys for everything, I want to say that I hope you can still encourage me as well in the future.
XXX BrightLove
