The sun woke me up. The curtains were thin and let plenty of in the room. I squeezed my eyes shut at the sight and tried to get up but I couldn't cause someone was restraining me. I turned to look the face of the Russian jailor. Dimitri. He looked so calm and happy. I smiled and then my smile dropped. What have I done? Shit!
"Stupid" I cursed myself aloud getting free at the same time. I pulled my hair into a ponytail and went to the bathroom. I looked into the mirror and tried to fix my make up which was all smudged.
"You are a horrible person." I told my reflection. "You know you are trouble and yet you bring him into your life!" I pointed at Dimitri who was still sleeping in the bed. "Well he came to me." I thought to myself trying to explain it. "Yeah but you proposed to sleep with him!" I threw my hands in the air irritated and then I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. I looked at my reflection again. "I sound like Gollum" I walked out of the bathroom feeling stupid.
I shouldn't do that. I looked at Dimitri sleeping again. He deserves better. I found my underwear, my bra and then my jean and shirt. I put them on and then I remembered that I had to go shopping. I cursed Nathan and then I bit my lower lip guiltily. I watched the room and walked towards a drawer. I opened the first one and saw some nicely placed underwear. I closed it slowly and opened the second. There were some t-shirts and hoodies. I took one black shirt and put it on. It was huge but it would have to do. I tied a knot on the bottom which left my left shoulder exposed. I put on my high heels and double checked myself in the mirror. I looked descent enough for shopping now. I found a pen and a paper and tried to think of something to write to Dimitri. I had so many things that I wanted to say like how I've never had such a great time- or sex, to thank him but I changed my mind and just wrote two simple words.
'Goodbye Comrade..'
I put the note to the pillow next to him and left the room quietly. I was out of the hotel in less than 5 minutes. The thought of escaping crossed my mind but then I remembered how Lora ended up dead doing the same, so I headed towards a small mall. There were many people window shopping and more of them into different shops. I was looking at the shops and thinking of how great it would be if I could shop with my friends here. I shrugged it off and headed to Victoria Secret. I looked through a vast collection of bras and panties until I reached my destination: baby-dolls. Those men love girls in baby-dolls. A sales woman came to me smiling.
"Can I help you?" she asked kindly. I smiled back.
"Yes" I answered. "I would like to try on some of these." I show her some and she nodded approvingly adding some she thought I would like too. I walked into the dressing room and put on the first one.
"How is it?" she asked me. I looked myself in the mirror.
"I look hot but I would like an opinion." I said and let her in. Her eyes widened and I noticed she was staring too long. I cleared my throat and I saw her blush. She was cute. A little older than me and blond. I would totally do her.
"You look hot" she said blushing even more.
"Thanks" I said eyeing myself on the mirror again. I think that's what I'll get in the end but I had time to spare so I tried all of them on letting Maria- the sale woman– feast her eyes. "I think the first one was the best" I told her smiling.
"Yeah sure" she said biting her lower lip. Oh now I know why Dimitri- wait, I will not mention anything involving Dimitri, not even his name. We went to the cashier and I paid for my stuff and went to look around the mall. I couldn't stop thinking about Dimitri and that disturbed me. How was I supposed to go on living in this shit-hole now that I tasted real life.
"Stupid" I cursed myself again out loud. Some people turned and looked at me. I closed my eyes and took some calming breathes so I wouldn't burst in tears.
So that's what Nathan was planing when he let me out on my birthday. Last year he had invited some 'friends' over and made me do an orgy while he watched. This year just proves he actually enjoys torturing me and he really puts a thought on the real torture. I headed to the road following my own steps from earlier. The strip club's name was ironically named 'Rose Petals' which made me roll my eyes. I entered the club only to find Nathan was standing there waiting.
"An hour earlier" he said eying the watch on his hand. He noticed my attire and the pony-tail which made him raise an eyebrow in question. Could I find more things to remind me of Dimitri? "Did he paid?" he smirked bringing me back to reality.
"No" I snapped. "You were the one who said to not tell anyone who I was or where do I work." he glared at me for not bringing in a costumer but he smiled evilly. He extended his hands towards my bag. I gave it to him and he eyed the baby-doll.
"Nice. Now you go and take a long relaxing bath before Michelle comes to fix you." he gave me back my bag and dismissed me.
I went to my room, undressed myself, filled the bathtub with water and aromatic oils and went in to enjoy it. But here I was trying to keep images of a certain dark-haired Russian God who held me in his arms as I slept. Dimitri... "Stop it Rose, what's wrong with you?" I asked myself once again aloud feeling stupid. Could this be..."NO!" I answered to my own brain's non question. "Get a grip girl! He probably has already forgotten all about you."
that's it you guys! hope you like it and let me know what you think...NEXT chapter will be from Dimitri's POV and it will let you know more about him and some other stuff you wanted to know!
