I couldn't help myself. This chapter was just so fucking needed.
Thorne's Point of View:
I waited until Lydia got in her car and drove away before walking up to Stiles' door. I pounded on it until he answered to find me standing there with my hands on my hips. He looked down at me with anger welling up in his eyes.
I pushed him out of the way so I could go inside. I knew this fight was going to get pretty loud and I didn't want all of his neighbors to hear us shouting at each other.
"What are you doing here? I thought you'd be with Issac," he sneered, crossing his arms.
"That's rich coming from you. Why was Lydia here?" I shot back.
"I can have whoever I want over at my house. If I want to be around Lydia than I'll be around Lydia," he flung back. "I thought you were fucking Issac so it doesn't matter if I fuck Lydia too."
I flinched before blinking back my tears and shouting, "I'm not fucking Issac! I'm allowed to have friends when I'm sad. He was there to put me back together after our talk at the park."
"You said you were fine when I left. I didn't think you even felt anything," he said, sitting on the arm of the couch. "Why didn't you say anything before I left?"
"What the fuck was I supposed to say to you Stiles? Was I supposed to say that I'm falling hard for you even though you're in love with another girl?" I shouted, tears streaking down my cheeks. "I don't want to mess up what we have."
The anger melted off of his face as he stood and walked over to me. He placed his hands on my shoulders and said, "You're not messing anything up by having feelings. You shouldn't keep them inside of you like this."
I shrugged him off and walked to the other side of the room. "Maybe this was a stupid arrangement. Everyone keeps saying that you can't have sex without forming strings and I'm starting to think that they're right."
"What are you talking about? I don't want to lose what we've got," he said helplessly. "I need you."
I felt my heart shatter in my chest as I tried to push away all of my emotions. "We're no good for each other like this. We're just breaking apart; I don't want to hurt like this anymore and I don't want to hurt you like this anymore."
He walked over to me slowly and I saw the hurt in his big brown eyes as he said, "I don't want to hurt you I just want to love you but I'm afraid. You're so beautiful; you could have anyone in the whole state so why would you want me?" A single tear made its way down his cheek and I completely broke.
"I love you; you're the most amazing person that I've ever met. You'd give up everything if it meant that you were helping someone else. I want you all to myself," I said, staring at his chest. "But I'm afraid too."
His hands cupped my cheeks and tilted my face up so that I had to meet his eyes; there were still tears in their depths. I stood up on my tiptoes to stroke his jaw. We stood like that staring at each other until my feet started to ache and I went back down.
Stiles gripped my thighs in his hands and pulled me back up. I couldn't help myself; I placed a hand behind his head and pulled his lips against mine. We'd kissed one time and it was the very first time that we'd had sex so this was a thrill.
His tongue was running up and down the seam of my lips but I wanted to tease him a little. Finally he groaned before digging his fingers into my ass and making me gasp. I felt him smile against my mouth as he tongue mapped out every nook and cranny.
When he pulled back from me I lay my forehead against his and took him in. we were both breathing heavily as we tried to plot our next move. I knew what I wanted so I tilted my head towards the steps that lead up to his room with my bottom lip between my teeth.
He took off for a run towards his room and almost tripped over the stairs. He slammed his door shut and pinned me against it, kissing me again. I wasn't complaining, his kisses were fucking addicting and lethal, I could feel my knees going weak even though I was up in his arms.
"Take me to the bed; I need you right now Stiles. Please make love to me," I whispered, stroking his cheekbones with my thumbs.
He smiled softly before throwing me onto his bed. He crawled over me and placed kisses on all of the skin that was exposed under my tank top. He pulled my scarf off and it disappeared on his chaotic floor. Fuck, he was driving me insane with the way he was ghosting his teeth over my collarbone. He knew my body better than anyone and he was taking advantage of it.
Stiles' Point of View:
She smelled so good and her lips were like velvet as they moved against mine. Her hands were slid up the front of my shirt and rested on my stomach before pulling it off of me. I brought her mouth back to mine as soon as it was off. I just couldn't seem to get enough of her, this girl was fucking addictive.
"I want you to show me what love can do. Please," she whispered her face the perfect picture of innocence. "I love you."
I groaned before pulling her tank top over her head and drooling slightly at the sight before me. I would never get tired of seeing her tan skin that only I got to see. The slight scattering of freckles along her cleavage that made me want to kiss and count each one.
I slid the straps of her bra down her shoulders and kissed her skin lovingly. She was the most beautiful thing in the world and she was all mine now. That sent a shiver through me and made me bite her skin to mark her. I could do it now and not have to worry about her getting mad.
I looked up at her as I gripped her bra clasp in my hands tightly. Her eyes locked with mine and she nodded making her curls whip around her face. I bit my lip as I undid her bra and threw it behind me. Taking her nipple lightly in my mouth I lapped at it with my tongue. We'd never taken it this slow; I'd never shown her how much I cared. This was going to be a first for us and I was so fucking ready for it, ready for her.
I unzipped her shorts and tugged them down her long legs before taking the backs of her knees in my hands. I opened them up and ran my hands along her inner thighs, making her arch up into me even more.
I switched breasts as I rubbed her damp panties against her throbbing clit. She growled before raking her nails down my back. The pain caught me on fire as I kissed down her stomach and stopped above her panty line.
"I want to try something new, is that okay or does it make you uncomfortable?" I rasped, blowing on the sensitive skin.
"I trust you with everything, Stiles. Do whatever you want to me," she said, placing a hand on the back of my head. Then she locked eyes with me as I took her panties off with my teeth and kissed back up her long, tan legs.
I locked eyes with her as I ran my tongue up her slit. She let out a quiet scream as she tried to grab onto my hair, forgetting that it was too short. "Fuck Stiles, why don't you have any hair that I can hold onto? I feel like I'm going to fall apar-Fuck!"
I smiled as I sucked on her clit roughly. She tried to keep her eyes on mine but they were slowly drifting close as she threw her head back. She gripped my shoulder as she tried to keep her sanity.
I had no clue what I was supposed to do so I just explored her. I licked different places judging by her reactions I put more pressure on some spots. She was whimpering and pulling at the sheets when I placed a hand on her stomach to still her.
She took it in hers and intertwined our fingers. Her other hand was still digging her nails into my shoulder; they dug deeper as I pushed her over the edge.
"Stiles!" she screamed, arching up into me.
I pulled away from her with a proud grin on my lips. "Scale of one to ten, how'd I do?"
She rolled her eyes before using my belt loops to pull me to her. I tried to keep my mouth closed, not wanting her to taste herself on my tongue but she force her tongue inside anyway. She was undoing my pants when I heard my phone start ringing.
She tugged she tugged on my belt loops again to get my attention back on her. "Ignore it, I'm more important. Fuck me now."
Fuck yes she was.
I got one review last chapter compared to the three or four I usually get. I'm starting to wonder if anyone is actually reading this story or not...
