What screwsme up most in life is the picture of how it was supposed to be.

The problem with (Y/n)'s life is that he sets himself up for expectations that areimpossible to reach. Goals that will behard to achieve. He was supposed to be happy. He was supposed to be the one other's ran to. He was suppose to be...normal.

But he can't even have that, can he? He's not looking for an "And they livedhappily ever after". (Y/n)'s just looking for "And they lived".

It's only been a brief while since his socialization with life commenced and yet already he has been made apolitically cognizant of life, redolent as it is of a turd getting steamed in a sewer1.

The difference between you and me, is that when you wake up, your nightmare ends.

Being forced to live in this hellish place everyone calls a world. The people are shit, and that's really just about it.

In my head, you can see me drowning.

Nobody thinks what hethinks. Nobody sees what he sees.Nobody understands what he's going through. Nobody understands how he functions. They might of gone through something similar. But nobody knows what it's like for him.

But you won't see me struggling.

Are you searching for a purpose?

Sometimes he wonders if there's things he'll never answer. But what if he did have all the answers? Would he live forever happy with his triumph over ignorance? Or is ignorance just an enemy that once destroyed, will leave him without a reason to live on?

But (Y/n) guesses that it doesn't matter what the answer is. Because even if supreme knowledge did bring the end to him, the idea of keeping it is just what will help him all together.

You can't seemy pain.

He's hisown catastrophe. He's a bit on the edge right now. He never meant to disappoint anyone.

And you can't see my scars.

No one is dealing with hisdemons. Not the exact same ones anyway.

Let's keep it that way.

He'll see his purpose start to surface.

It makes me look indestructible.

1. My Hero Academia