I was cleaning out my computer as I found this, it's not completely finnished but I'll just make this work as a chapter. I'll add a part two. Just like the actual episode...
TempeGeller..

I will try to make this story going, but I can't promise anything. I am trying to make my own stuff, and my own writing need my attention. Working on my first full romance/fantasy novel..

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As the world ends…

The morning after everything gets less clear,

Usually I say that a dead husband means nothing,

That I don't feel..

But what's going on here..

It gets to me..

People say that you know when you're done..

They say you can smell dead on you..

All I can is….

"Nes.." Cristina stepped towards her. "Where's Meredith?"

"She went home right away.." Vanessa replied "She needs rest, Izzie took her home. I thought it was a good idea.."

"Yeah, are you okay?" Cristina stared at her. "Taking up extra hours, aren't you supposed to be home with your baby?"

"Yes and no.." Vanessa replied "Meredith is taking care of her. And yes, I miss her, but Meredith needs the rest way more than I do. She's practicing."

"I heard.." Cristina replied "Poor Meredith.."

"As her friend.." Vanessa replied "And her sister, I want to beat up Derek."

"I'm with you on that.." Cristina replied "attending's suck!"

"Yeah, if Addison was not that brilliant, I would totally beat her up. Him to, if they weren't my bosses.."

"yeah, talking about the she demon.." Cristina laughed "The wicked witch of the west, McBitch.."

"She who must not be called.." Vanessa laughed "So.."

"I am on call.." Cristina replied "I hope there are interesting cases in the pit.."

"I hope for babies.." Vanessa replied "A cute baby with minor injuries.."

"You'll have to do another patient.." Cristina replied "I'm hoping on many heart conditions, some awesome surgery."

"I'm hoping on a calm night.." Vanessa replied "I'm kind of tired…"

"So are you supposed to be friends?" Cristina stared at her. "I mean you're Meredith's sister. And you're a third year resident. I should like you…"

"You don't have to like me.." Vanessa replied "But I am Meredith's sister.."

"So you are only half.." Cristina replied "Are you?"

"You're right about that.." Vanessa turned away.

"You must have a lot of wild theories of who your father is.." Cristina replied

"Yes." Vanessa replied "But mom can't really tell me anymore. Unless she.."

"Unless.." Cristina replied, she stared at the doors of the pit.

"You know, you don't have to talk to me.." Vanessa replied "Unless you want to.."

"Yeah, I am going to look for cases.." Cristina replied "I'm bad ass, and you are a baby doctor."

"Thank you Cristina." Vanessa smiled

"But you are bad ass.." Cristina replied "If you beat up McDreamy or the She demon."

"Good morning, the Little Grey.." It was George O'Malley.

"I don't feel like having a nice nickname.." Vanessa laughed grabbing a paper. "That and I'm older then you are.."

"I'm 27.." George smiled "How about you?"

"26." Vanessa gave him a playful punch. "Does that mean I get the nice case?"

"Your age.." George smiled at her. "Don't count on it, I'm on the bottom of the.."

"Dr. Grey.." Doctor April Kepner "Is there anything I can do?"

"No, doctor Kepner.." Vanessa smiled "I have no cases, my paperwork is all done. You can look for any case, any cool case. And if you find one, I'll let you do some cool procedure."

"Oh, you're so cool!" George replied

"I'm not cool.." Vanessa replied "Sometimes I can be a cold hearted bitch."

"You're over doing it.." George smiled "You are a very nice person. You're one of the nicest persons I have met."

"Cool.."

"Are you worrying about the board?" George turned to Vanessa.

"I'm not yelling anything." Vanessa replied "I know it's not good, but it's still. Let's not call for trouble. But, something bad could happen.."

"Anything could happen.." George replied "Any day.."

"You're right about that.." Vanessa replied

"I'm always right.."

She stared around, the pit seemed empty. Or no one had arrived yet. She always felt that was a bad thing. A very bad thin, most of the times that meant something bad would happen. She stepped to the desk. The phone rang.

"Seattle Grace.." Vanessa answered the phone.

"Nes.." it was Meredith. "Are you okay?"

"Yes, Meredith.." Vanessa replied "I'm fine. I'm so fine, I could be flying to Narnia."

"That's not funny.." Meredith replied "It's just, Vanessa, can you come home.."

"Meredith, I'm on call.." Vanessa replied "I can't just come home.."

"But, Nes.." Meredith was panicked, she could notice the panic in her voice. "Vanessa, I have the feeling that something bad is going to happen. And that you could get involved in this thing!"

"Meredith, we all get feelings.." Vanessa replied "If you wait long enough, they pass.."

"This won't pass!" Meredith yelled "Do you know that feeling I got with Walt Disney? I turned.."

"I promise that everything will be fine.." Vanessa replied "There are no rollercoasters near."

"Meredith I have to go!" Vanessa replied "The ambulance is arriving, there are people who need my help. And Meredith.."

"Get some rest.." Meredith added. "And you keep your phone close, so I can call you during surgery. When I get this panic attacks. So I can see you are fine.."

"Good I will do that.." Vanessa replied "Talk to you later Meredith…"

"Vanessa, I think Selena read something.." Meredith replied trough the phone.

"Meredith, she pretends to read stuff.." Vanessa replied "She makes up stuff.."

"but she really did.." Meredith replied

"Goodbye Meredith.." Vanessa put the phone down.

"What was that Grey?" it was Miranda Bailey. "Is that the way you talk to people on the phone?"

"It is when they are your sister.." Vanessa replied "Who's talking about the fact your daughter just said 'boe'. And the fact that I'm here while she's at home.."

"Oh, good luck.." Doctor Bailey replied "How is Meredith?"

"Hanging in there I guess.." Vanessa replied

"So, have you talked to your mother?" Bailey stared at Vanessa.

"I don't talk to my mother.." Vanessa turned to Miranda Bailey. "It's in her world, I haven't even been born. She's reliving her glory days, and Meredith is part of those days. It's just that I.. I'm not important enough to be remembered. Not even as a baby. She just choses to forget I ever existed."

"Alzheimer patients can't help.." Miranda Bailey stared at her. "You must know that.."

"I know.." Vanessa replied "It's just, I can't understand why I'm not part of her high days.."

"Well, .." Miranda stared at her. "Talk to her, at least you will have a chance to know her in her high days. Learn what makes her heart beat."

"She was a bitch.." Vanessa replied "I grew up with Ellis Grey. I grew up with the worst mom on the planet, and I have to.."

"She's still your mother.." Miranda replied "You don't want to be sorry.."

"Thank you.." Vanessa stared around. For a couple of seconds everything became slower. She stared around in the pit, she knew that any minute the ambulance would be here. Taking whatever horror was inside. She turned around putting her hands on her hips.

"Hey baby Grey.." Alex smiled

"Hey, I'm a third year resident." Vanessa replied

"And you're younger than me.." Alex replied "Baby Grey."

"Oh, just get out of her Karev!" she smiled

"You're cute.." Alex replied

"You and Izzie are an item." Vanessa replied . Then the doors swooped open, a woman with dark black woman was on the patient.


"Good morning Ellis." Richard smiled "how are you this morning?"

"Good, I only notice that your interns aren't that amazing.." Ellis replied "Either way they are doing nothing, or they are staring at me like I'm insane."

"Well, I .." Richard replied "I got to meet your youngest, Vanessa I think her name is. She's lovely, Ellis. She's you."

"Meredith is my only child." Ellis replied "This Vanessa is not my daughter. I never had a second daughter, nor would I ever want one. I mean it's not like Thatcher got me to get another kid. It would ruin my residency. No I wouldn't.."

"Ellis, we're not in residency anymore.." Richard said down. "You have two beautiful daughters, on that's younger then Meredith. Your baby Vanessa, you should remember."

"Vanessa.." Ellis turned around. "Why would I even get another baby? Unless she.."

"She's mine.." Richard replied "I know that she's mine, I knew the moment I lay eyes on her. She's you, but she's so kind. So sweet, she acts like a leader. Wise, that reminds me of myself. Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell me she were my daughter? "

"Richard, I .." Ellis turned away. "I don't know, I don't know anyone named Vanessa.."

My mother was named Vanessa.." Richard replied "That's where you got that name, you remember momma Nessa. Why didn't you.."

"Chief.." It was Cristina's voice. "Chief.."

"Now, that's one of your talented residents.." Ellis replied "You make sure you keep her happy."

"What's is it Cristina?" the chief turned to her "Is there a trouble Cristina?"

"I need to talk to you, Chief." Cristina replied


"what is she doing on the patient?" Vanessa replied

"He.." she stared up. "I tried to put pressure on the wound, I noticed that putting my hand in was the only thing that stopped the bleeding. Anytime I tried to remove it, it started to bleed again."

"I get it.." Vanessa stepped closer. "What's your name?"

"Hannah.." she replied "Hannah Davies.."

"Hannah Davies, I'm doctor Vanessa Grey.." Vanessa replied "Doctor Burke will be here in a few minutes. We'll see how we'll solve the trouble. You have nothing to worry about."

"You know, this is my first day.." Hannah replied "Most people get a nice calm first day, I get this.."

"Okay, after you get out of here.." Vanessa stared at her. "Your day will get better. And if it doesn't you have think, it can only get better."

"Yes.." Hannah replied

"So, do you have a boyfriend?" Vanessa stared at her. "Someone I should get on the phone?"

"No.." Hannah smiled "I just broke up with my boyfriend.

"Can I take my hand out?" Hannah stared at Vanessa.

"You don't stick your hand inside a patient.." the man on the other side of the table said.

"Well, she knows that now.." Vanessa replied "But she did everything to save this patient, so I don't want that you yell at her. Or I'm going to kick your ass myself. She stays, you go!"

"Why does she get to stay?" the man spoke again.

"Oh, are you in kindergarten?" Vanessa stared at him. "Yes, she stays, you go. She has her hand in my patient. If she removes it, he'll bleed out."

"Thank you.." she replied

"Hannah, when Doctor Burke gets here.." Vanessa replied "We'll have to go to the OR right away. You have to go with us, when we get up there you are going to remove your finger. The rest is up to us. Good?"

"Good." Hannah replied

"Just stay calm, and your hand will be out of this man's chest in no time.." Vanessa replied "Trust me, you are out of here in no time. And you will be a national hero."

"Maybe not national…" Vanessa laughed

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"Mindy…" A voice came from the other side of the room. Alex Karev was frustrated that the woman wouldn't stop screaming. Now she had, he didn't get her to say anything. Another man stepped in the room.

"You moron…" Her voice seemed mad, and Alex Karev couldn't blame her. He didn't know what happened, but he knew that a man ended up hurt at the hospital. Especially if it were Vanessa's patient. He still called her Vanessa, she was younger and it was hard to look at her as his superior. Evan if she was, to him she was just Meredith's little sister. And he didn't know whether he would ever get over it.

"How is he?" the voice said once more again.

"oh, he's bleeding all over the place." The woman rolled her eyes. " That's how he's doing. The girl in the ambulance put her hand inside of him!"

"what are you yelling at me for?" he replied "It wasn't my fault that she put.."

"Because you and james are like idiots, you play with your toys. Excuse me.." the woman replied

"we don't play. look, we reenact. you play." He said on a harsh tone..

"You put on your costumes, and you build your stupid toys and you play." She replied "That's very kid like don't you think doctor? "

"No, we reenact. " He yelled again.

" Nobody reenacts world war ii, you moron!" Alex rolled his eyes, hearing them fight over something that stupid made him tired. Off course he could understand why the two men found it amusing to replay world war 2. Yet, he didn't understand what really happened.

"Again, exactly what happened?" Alex stared at him, asking the same question again.

"what happened is my husband and his moron best friend" Alex could hear the other guy say something, but it wasn't important enough. "they decided to build some kind of big gun."

"Yeah, an exact replica of the finest allied antitank weapon of world war ii, the m981 bazooka." The man said proudly.

"So they put on their stupid costumes, and they go out into the backyard, and they try to shoot the thing." The woman went on with her story.

"I'm the gunner. james is the loader, okay? " the man smiled. It seemed hard to believe that they were smiling. " you should see it, it's a 60-millimeter, 1 1/2-pound rocket. I mean, it's a beauty.

"It didn't work, so like an idiot, my husband has to go and stand in front of his big gun to see what went wrong." The woman spoke again. " That's when the stupid toy starts working.

"he shot himself with a bazooka?" Alex saw how the woman nodded her head. "He shot himself with a bazooka? Was there an explosion?"

"No, why?" the man turned to Alex

Panic run through his veins. He started to run, he didn't care about the lack of panic behind him. Everyone around his stared at him, he knew that they wouldn't if they knew what was going on in his mind. He took the stairs, running to the OR where the patient was. A patient with a bomb inside. His friends were in there, and a bomb could go off if that girl removed her finger from the body. He opened the OR room, he could see Vanessa Grey. A sister of one of his best friends. He turned to doctor Burke, who had a scalpel in his hands.

"Doctor Burke, I need to talk to you.." His face changed. "I need you to talk to me.."

"It's going to be fine.."' Vanessa whispered

"What's it Karev?" Doctor Burke stared at him.

"Is there an exit wound?" Alex turned to him almost panicked.

"No, it's a standard wound.." Burke replied "No, exit wound."

"He's cute.." Hannah whispered "Do you know if he's single?"

"They say he's an item with Izzie.." Vanessa smiled

"Hannah, what do you feel inside.." Burke paused "What do you feel?"

"I don't understand…" Hannah turned to him.

"Doctor Burke, what's going on?" Vanessa turned to him. "What is she supposed to feel?"

"My finger tips are touching something kind of hard.." she replied "Metal.."

"Oh my god.." a voice in the room said.

"Hannah, I don't want you to move an inch.." he replied "Everything will be okay, just hold still. Doctor Grey, can I talk to you?"

"Sure.." Vanessa turned to Hannah. "Hannah, you're doing an awesome job. Just, hold on. And I'll buy a drink at Joe's. We'll pick up some guys together. Good?"

"Fine.." Hannah smiled "You pay."

"Doctor Grey, I want you to go to the nurses, and say that we've got a code black." Doctor Burke's face reflected the worry with in.

"Code black, are you sure?" she saw how he nodded his head.

"I want you to call the bomb squad." He turned away.

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"I don't think she expected this.." Alex replied "You never wake up in the morning, thinking: oh I'll stick my hand in someone's body, when there's a bomb inside.."

"She tried to save him.." Vanessa replied "We would have done the same thing."

"yeah, and now she's going to die because she the right thing.." Alex replied

"I want you guys to go.." doctor Burke stared at her. "All of you.."

"Nes.." Alex took her arm.

"I'm not going anywhere.." Vanessa turned around. "Hannah trusts me, if I don't come back she'll panic. God knows what happens when she panics."

"Doctor Grey.." he raised an eyebrow.

"Vanessa, you have a little girl on the edge of talking.." Alex replied "You have a Meredith at home, and you're staying in here because of a patient.."

"He needs a surgical team.." Vanessa replied "I could.."

"I only need.." doctor Burke replied "You can go, there's no.."

"I'm not going anywhere.." Vanessa replied "You and doctor Milton need someone to calm her down. And.."

"Okay, you go to the elevator." Doctor Burke stared at the doctors, they walked away from the dangerous O.R. Vanessa turned around and walked in the OR.

"Typical Grey.." Burke turned around

"Hey.." Vanessa stepped next to her. "I'm back, you should start to think about what kind of guys you want to pick up. Maybe you could even pick up Dr. Burke here.."

"I'm not single.." doctor Burke smiled

"Too bad, another guy.." Vanessa replied "But there are many handsome guys at Joe's."

"What's going on doctor Grey?" Vanessa stared at Hannah. "You're way to.. I know something is off.."

"Okay.." Vanessa turned to Doctor Burke. "Okay, you've got your hand on an explosive?"

"What?" Hannah turned around. "So let me rephrase that: 'I have my hand on live unexploded ammunition."

"Yes." Doctor Burke replied

"But everything will be fine.." Vanessa added.

"It's not a great feeling.." She turned to Vanessa.

"You don't have to worry about him." Vanessa added "He's still out, he will be for a while. He's not hooked to the machines, because that could give danger. The bag is now breathing for him.."

"What if I pull my hand out really quickly?" Hannah replied

"I think the bomb would shift.." Vanessa replied "And.."

"Everything would explode…" Hannah added

"Hannah.." Vanessa replied "You are very brave. You hand is keeping this mister Carlton from bleeding out. You are saving his life.."

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"Doctor Montgomery?" Izzie stared at her. "What is going on?"

"I don't know doctor Stevens.." she replied, they elevator door opened up. "But I think it's very serious. Very.."

"Izzie.." Alex walked towards them. "What do we.."

"Alex, do you know what's going on?" Izzie turned to him.

"There's a.." Alex paused "Vanessa's patient.3"

"Calm down Karev!" Addison replied "Now tell us…"

"There's a bomb in the hospital." Alex replied "And it's inside of someone's body. It's going to explode.."

"Where's Derek?" Addison replied

"I have no idea.."

"He's.."

"What's going on?" Addison turned to the chief.

"The hospital is completely evacuated accept doctor Burke's team…" the chief turned away.

"And doctor Shepherd's team.." Izzie added

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"So,.." Hannah paused "So, do you have a boyfriend?"

"No.." Vanessa smiled "My husband died in Iraq, not even two years ago. We have a baby.."

"You have a daughter?" Hannah turned to her. "You have a daughter, and you are here with a bomb. That's not.."

"Hey, I'm staying here because I know everything will be fine.." Vanessa replied "I know that I will be home tonight, and so will you.."

"How old are you?" Hannah stared at her.

"I'm 26." Vanessa replied

"I'm 22." Hannah replied "My mother was going to come over this night. She was going to be there, and now I won't be there."

"Well, you'll be there.." Vanessa replied "The bomb squad will get the bomb out, it will be okay. I promise. I promise."

"My mother.." Hannah replied "She promised to make something I like. Did your mom ever do that?"

"My mom has Alzheimer's." Vanessa replied "She was a doctor, so she.."

"Oooh.." she smiled "Do you have any brothers or sisters?"

"I have a sis.." Vanessa replied "Her name is Meredith, she's a doctor to. I'm actually doing her shift right now. She needed rest."

"So, if.." Hannah replied "She should have been here.."

"I'm very happy she's not.." Vanessa admitted "You know, it's only now I notice I've been putting my life on hold for the last 2 years. I've turned down guys asking me out, because of Henry. And.."

"It's logical." Hannah replied

"But this is about you…" Vanessa smiled "You can tell your mother you are a hero."

"Vanessa.." doctor Burke stared at her. "Can you go check if they're here?"

"But.." Vanessa turned to Hannah. "Are you going to be okay?"

"I'm going to be fine.." Hannah smiled

Vanessa walked in the hallway. From the dead room, that's what she called it in her head. Keeping Hannah confident was her job. It was her job to stop her from getting scared. She was staring around. The elevator doors opened up.

"Is this floor evacuated?" the voice came from the man. "Is it?"

"It is.." Vanessa replied "I think.."

"You think?" he raised an eyebrow.

"I have been in the OR." Vanessa replied "They evacuated everything, so they should be.."

"We got people in here.." a heavy voice said. Vanessa turned around, she couldn't see anyone accept Cristina, who was outside OR 2.

"What's going on?" she was listening to them. Cristina had stepped outside the OR.

"We have a bomb in a body cavity…" Cristina walked towards her.

"Damn, all I have is an open skull.." Cristina stepped closer to her.

"Aren't you.."

"Stop talking!" Vanessa and Cristina were interrupted by the man. He was around his thirties, maybe a bit over it. He looked bitter, and they could understand that in his line of profession.


"Pink mist.." the doctor stared at Hannah. He was standing there. "That's what they call you when you blow up. Pink mist, I read that somewhere. That's when you are a billion pieces, you're liquid. Just pieces of human flesh and blood, sometimes they don't even find a finger. One minute you're a person. The next.."

Hannah started to panic.

"Take this.." he handed her something. "I want you to squish it in even beats. I have kids…"

Hannah felt alone, Dr. Melton was leaving the room. She felt alone, and she felt like she was going to die. For the very first time, she felt like she was going to die. Vanessa had made her feel safe, the fact that she had a daughter made her feel safer. But now even doctor Vanessa Grey was gone. Hannah wanted to run, maybe the bomb wouldn't explode. Maybe everything would be fine.


"I am freaked out, scared and just.." Vanessa replied

"Why is she squishing it herself?" Cristina stared at Vanessa. "Where is doctor Melton?"

"Oh come one.." Vanessa opened the door.

"Hannah where is doctor Melton?" Vanessa walked towards her. She stared at her.

"He left.." Hannah was panicked.

"You don't have to panic." Vanessa stared at her. "Everything will be fine.."

"I think I'm going to take out my hand.." Hannah replied

"You can do this." Vanessa replied "Everything will be fine, you will be okay."

"I'm 22 years old." Hannah started to panic "I'm 22 years old, I'm supposed live for a long time. I don't want to die today.."

The next moments happened so fast, no one really could tell what happened. Cristina expected a big explosion when Hannah pulled her hand from the man's chest. Everyone would have expected a loud bang, but nothing followed.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid.." Vanessa screamed at herself.

"Nes.." Cristina turned to her. "what did you do?"

"I.." Vanessa turned around "I don't know.."

"Doctor Grey?" Burke stared at her "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine.." Vanessa replied

"You're not fine.." Cristina stepped towards her. "You've got your hand on a bomb."

"Shut up!" Vanessa yelled

"What were you thinking?" Cristina rolled her eyes. "I'll go down the same way my husband did. You've got a small four year old to get home to."

"I guess, my everything will be okay line won't work.." Vanessa replied

In the OR there was silence. A couple of seconds went on, no one dared to say a word. Not even a little thing. The tension brought fear. To Vanessa, who knew her sure that she wasn't going to make it out there alive. The silence was broken by the phone ringing in her pocket.

"Cristina, get that.." Vanessa looked at her pocket.

"It's Meredith.." Cristina said as she held the phone up.

"You all have to play along.." Vanessa replied "I don't have a hand on a bomb, I'm okay. There's nothing going on. Meredith can't know . Okay?"

"Vanessa, you can't do that.." Cristina replied "She has to know.."

"She can't know.." Vanessa replied "Not with the baby, she's pregnant. If she'd panic, she could end up losing the baby. She can't know.."

"Meredith's pregnant?" Burke put his hand to his head. "I assume it's.."

"Yes.." Vanessa replied "And you are going to shut up, or I'll throw this bomb to your head. And I'm not joking, and if I don't have that power anymore. I will beat you up with my bare hands, I' don't care if you are an attending…"

"If she's like Meredith.." Cristina smiled "She's not joking.."

"Okay, pick up the phone.." Burke rolled his eyes.

"Hello Meredith!" they all said in a too happy tone.

"Who are you guys?" Meredith replied "Vanessa? Cristina? And who's the other guy? George?"

"It's doctor Burke.." he smiled "And we are all okay."

"Okay.." Cristina replied "Fine, okay."

"Super.." Vanessa smiled again.

"That's good, but I heard that there's a bomb .." Meredith replied "You're nowhere near that bomb right? Right?"

"No, we went to lunch.." Vanessa replied "We're eating eggs, and stuff.."

"Yeah, and everyone got out.." Cristina replied "Maybe the She Shepherd, she could still be inside. We locked her in a closet."

"Ha, funny.." Meredith laughed "You guys are so funny! I'm so glad you're save. I was thinking that you had your hand on the bomb or something. Isn't that crazy?"

"Yes.." Burke repeated "Meredith, you're going insane. Crazy. No one is holding a bomb."

"In a cavity.." Cristina replied "In a body.."

"Cristina, you are so creative." Meredith replied "Who would hold a bomb.."

"No one.." Vanessa replied "No one in their right mind would do that.."

"Right.." Cristina replied "We're all not close to a bomb.."

"Right.." Meredith replied "Hey, sissy, Selena is drawing you a picture. We were both worried about mommy, but now we don't need to worry. Since her mommy is okay."

"Okay.." Vanessa replied "I'm okay.."

"Hey, maybe I should come have lunch with you guys!" Meredith replied

"NO!" they screamed at the same time.

"why not?" Meredith's voice became worried again.

"Because.." Cristina turned to Vanessa.

"Because.." Vanessa repeated

"We're throwing you a birthday party!" Burke replied "We're already preparing it. Nothing is too much, it will be a nice surprise party!"

"Burke.." Cristina rolled her eyes. "Now you betrayed it."

"I'll leave you guys to that.." Meredith laughed "And I'll forget that you ever said that.."

It was silent once more again. Dylan the guy from the bomb squad was too embarrassed to say something. And Burke had lost his voice to.

"Okay, now we have to throw Meredith a surprise birthday party, couldn't you find a better excuse? I mean like.." Cristina replied "I have no fucking idea!"

"hey, parties aren't that bad!" Vanessa replied "I wouldn't worry about that.."

"Yeah, if you die.." Cristina replied "Why am I still here?"

"I don't know Cristina.." Vanessa replied

"Oh, yeah, since my best friends sister put her hand on a bomb that could explode. Then you made us lie to Meredith, that you are fine.." Cristina replied "But I refuse being the one to tell her you are dead, so that is why I am here. I hope that she'll say: Oh Cristina stayed with my sister until the end. She died a hero. Instead off, why didn't you tell me about my sisters stupid suicidal plan."

"Fighting doesn't get us anywhere.." It was Dylan that finely spoke. "So we have to get the bomb out of there, without too much damage."

"That could not be easy.." Vanessa replied "Why don't you get it out right here.."

"If something goes wrong.." Dylan replied "And the bomb explodes, you can kiss the whole building goodbye. Do you want that?"

"Not really.." Cristina replied

"Cristina, you've got to do something.." Vanessa turned to her. "You've got to get Derek out of here, make sure that he hurries up his surgery. Get him to finish early. I don't want Meredith's baby to be without a dad, I'm sure Meredith will tell him some day."

"In four years, she'll let the kids tell him herself.." Cristina replied "she won't be able to lie about it. The hair will give her away.."

"true.. " Vanessa replied "Can you do it?"

"Off course.." Cristina stepped towards her. "But you have to promise me one thing? Don't die.. Okay, Izzie likes your food. Meredith is your sister, you are the only one that can kick Derek's ass. Alex puts the moves on you, and you are a bad ass OBGYN. And well, I need someone to talk to when Meredith and I don't get along, that and you don't talk about how cute your baby is. Which she is, I mean your daughter is.."

"I get it.." Vanessa replied

"That and I don't want to hear Meredith say.." Cristina stared at her. "You lied to me and you got my sister killed. I want her to say to all of us how we all lied. So survive. Promise me."

"I can't promise.." Vanessa replied

"Promise, or I'm not going anywhere.." Cristina replied

"Okay, I promise!" Vanessa replied

"Okay.." She turned to Burke. "You see she keeps her promise."

"Well, then.." Vanessa turned to Dylan. "How is this going to go?"

"Okay, Vanessa.." Dylan stared at her. "This is very simple, very simple. We have to get the bomb out of the OR so we can remove it from the body. We get the bomb out of there, you'll have to keep it…"

"Wait?" Vanessa stared at him. "Me? As in me?"

"You, yes." Dylan stared at her. "But I'll be there every single step of the way.."

"I have a baby to get home to.." Vanessa replied "I want to see her again! I want to.. I don't want to die, I didn't.."

"You think about your loved once.." Dylan replied "You think about them, you're going to see them again. I promise you, you will survive this. I promise.."


"Hannah?" George stepped in the staircase. "What's wrong?"

"I killed.." she cried. "I left.."

"Hey, are you okay?" Hannah stared up at him. Her tears had gotten a bit worst.

"It's all my fault, I let the bomb go.." Hannah replied "And now she has the bomb, she was such a sweet person. She has a baby. Oh my god I'm so selfish. I should have stayed there, I shouldn't have let the bomb go. She didn't disserve to die.."

"Hannah, it's not your fault.." George replied "Everyone would be terrified.."

"She didn't disserve this.." Hannah repeated "She was so nice to me.. Vanessa didn't disserve this.."

"Vanessa Grey?" George stared at her. "Where is she?"

"She's up there, she has the bomb.." Hannah cried "She took the bomb, she's going to die. It's all my fault, I should have stayed!"

"Hey, it's not your fault.." George replied. "You should come with us, so we can take a look at that nasty cut on your head."

"No!" Hannah stood up. "I have to go back!"

"You can't go back up there!" George replied "It's too dangerous!"

"It's my fault!" She replied "She has a baby! I should have!

"Hey, Vanessa.." George helped her up. "Always lands on her feet. She's like a cat, but better. She'll survive this, I promise. I promise.."


"Where's Derek?" Addison passed through the halls. "Do you think I should get up there?"

"No.." Richard replied "Going up there is way too dangerous! You can't do that, Addie. It could cost your life. Derek will be fine…"

"Poor Derek.." Addison replied "My resident is still up there to, I mean she was very good. I hope she doesn't die. I mean best resident in years.."

"Vanessa is still up there.." Richard put his hand to his head. "I promised Ellis to keep her.."

"What?" Addison turned to him. "What is it Richard?"

"She is Ellis' daughter.." Richard replied "I'm going up there.."

"Richard, you said just I couldn't!" Addison replied "Why are you going up there for any random resident that happens to be Ellis Grey's daughter."

"Because.." Richard turned away. "Because she's my best friend, I can let my friends daughter die on my hands. Right, she's still up there, and I have to get her."