Girls Just Want to Have Fun Chapter 7: Try

Hey guys sorry for the major delay! School is very busy and I had my wisdom teeth taken out a couple days ago so I couldn't write. But I hope you will forgive me and I hope you like this chapter! It has more Bella/Edward love for you fans out there! Also please don't think this is my last chapter, I have more games and fun lined up for future chapters!

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All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try-
Try- NellyFurtado

Bella's POV:

"So Bella what do you want to do now?" Jake asked and all of a sudden my heart began to race as though I was running in a marathon. I was nervous about spending the night near Jake, but I was still worried about Edward. I loved him so much; I just hoped somehow everything would work out. I sighed. I knew this would be a long night.

What did I want to do? That was a big question which could have many answers but in my head all I could think of was one. Although Jake was a beautiful man whose body shined like gold, the only man I loved and would only love was Edward. Yes it was true Jake and I could be more intimate but was intimacy worth risking the love of my life for? Maybe I was the one being too hard on Edward, I mean I didn't know what it was like to be a vampire and it must be tough knowing at any minute you could hurt the person you love the most. Maybe I was the one being too hard on him. Yes I wanted to be intimate with Edward but I could wait forever for him because he was worth the wait. Perhaps the fun games with Jake had to end because it wasn't doing our relationship any good; in fact it was making it much worse. All of a sudden I felt as though I had been punched in the gut as I realized how selfish I was being. I told Edward I loved him for who he was but making him do something he didn't want to, wasn't loving him for him. I wanted Edward and if I had to wait for him I would. So what did I want to do tonight? I wanted to be with Edward.

"Hey Bella, earth to Bella are you okay?" I heard Jake asked.

I shook my head, I forgot I was with Jake and blushed knowing that I had spaced out.

"Sorry Jake, I guess I spaced out." I said still feeling my cheeks burning in embarrassment.

"That's okay Bella, where did you go just now?" Jake asked.

"I was just thinking..." I said.

"Thinking about Edward right?" Jake said.

I shook my head.

"Jake I don't want to play games anymore with him, it is making everything worse. I shouldn't force him to be intimate with him, especially when it is so hard for him to be close to me. So I don't want you to mention this at all to Edward." I said.

"You know I love you Bella but I am not done playing games with Edward. Besides he probably knows you are here anyways. Don't worry Bella you will thank me. Once Edward thinks we slept together, he will become jealous and you will get what you want." Jake said smiling.

"Jake, I'm serious I don't need your help anymore I am willing to wait for Edward." I said trying to deter Jake away from his crazy games and ideas. Who knew what Edward would do if Jake told him we spent the night together. Yes he would be jealous but he would erupt like an earthquake.

"Oh really you are willing to wait? How long are you going to wait? I can smell your taste and I know your body wants to fulfill its desires. Even I turn you on but I know you love Edward. You asked for my help Bella and I am not going to stop helping you until I am done." Jake said.

I sighed. There was no way to change a wolf's mind once it has been set.

"So let's just watch some movies and eat some popcorn and you can thank me tomorrow." Jake announced with his sly smirk.

I looked at him with a questioned look.

"Don't worry Bella I am not going to try anything I promise. So pick a movie and I'll grab the food." Jake said as he sped off.

I sighed. I knew Jake liked me so why was he not trying to get with me?

But Jake kept his promise. All night. We ate popcorn and watched Mission Impossible, his pick of course. It was nice to laugh and forget about my troubles. I knew I would also love Jake but only as my best friend. However it was nice knowing I had a best friend. When it was time to go to bed, Jake gave me his bed, wow he really was a gentleman.

"Thank you Jake, I appreciate you not trying anything." I said as I tucked myself in.

"Anytime Bella, regardless of what those blood suckers say I am not a jerk. Besides I know you love someone else and I would rather keep you in my life as my friend than nothing at all." Jake said as he kissed me goodnight on the forehead.

"Get a good sleep; I don't want you to miss the fireworks tomorrow!"

I shook my head, I was worried about what lay ahead for tomorrow but I managed to drift off to sleep dreaming of Edward.

I woke up the next morning to find Jake pacing back and forth.

"Wow Jake is it Christmas day?" I asked.

"No Bella but it is not every day you get to make a leech jealous." Jake said offering me some toast as he chugged Orange Juice from the carton.

"How do you know he is going to be on the other side of the border waiting for me?" I asked but I knew it was a stupid question to ask. We both knew Edward probably had figured out I was with Jake and knowing Edward, he had probably waited all night for me on the other side of the border.

Jake laughed.

"You do realize we are talking about Edward here?" He said

I smiled but the butterflies started to fly in my stomach as we jumped into my truck and started the drive to wear La Push became vampire territory.

I didn't have to wait long to see Edward's silver Volvo, it was parked right outside the border line. I also didn't have to wait long to see Edward's beautiful body because as soon as we crossed the border, Edward flew out of his car and stopped in front of my truck. I stopped it automatically.

"Wow leech, let me just say I don't know how you control yourself around Bella because wow we had a great night-" Jake started to say but was interrupted by an outraged Edward.

"I WANT YOU TO LEAVE JAKE AND NEVER EVER TOUCH HER AGAIN. SHE IS MINE AND IF I SEE YOU WITH HER AGAIN, YOUR LIFE WILL BE ENDED." Edward yelled.

I quickly looked at Jake than back to Edward. Edward was mad. Very mad. He was like a volcano which had wanted to erupt for ages. His eyes were bulgy and his eyebrows were furrowed. His cold hands were clenched like stone hammers and his fangs were glowing like crystals. I was scared.

"By Bella, thanks for last night." Jake said as he kissed my cheek and flew out of my truck away as Edward snarled with rage.

All of a sudden Edward climbed in my truck.

"Edward, I'm sorry, it is not what you think..." But before I had time to calm Edward down, he kissed me.

His lips felt like sweet candy on mine and my body wanted more. Every inch of my skin desired more and more as though he was my drug. My tongue begged his mouth to open and when it did, our tongues began to feverishly dance wildly and free.

"Mmmmm," I moaned as I grabbed Edward's dark locks and squeezed them tight in my hands.

Then Edward's lips moved down my cheek bone and down my neck. All my senses were on fire as Edward's touch shot desire through every inch of my aching body. It felt as though I had been in a dessert for years and Edward was the rain, hydrating my body with his water and life.

All of a sudden Edward tore open my shirt and started to rub my breasts as he circled my nipples making them pointy and hard. Then he kissed them, sucking them hard as he bit softly on my right nipple allowing a scream to escape my wet lips. I could feel my desire peaking and although I wasn't quite sure why Edward was doing this, I wasn't complaining. So I moved my hand to his manhood which was now big and hard. I touched him softly first and then rough. All of a sudden I heard a faint growl and then Edward stopped. He panted.

"I'm sorry Bella, I have to stop...I tried…I just need more time...but I know you want this..." Edward said almost in tears. It seemed as though he had failed me, but he didn't. He did quite the opposite.

"It is okay Edward, I understand. That was amazing. But I have been selfish I know how hard it is for you to be this close to me so thank you for trying. But I love you and I will wait for you, however long you need I will be there." I said rubbing his cold cheek.

"Selfish? Bella how could you say that? I know you want to be close with me and I will try but we have to take things slow. But can I know something? Did you really sleep with Jake?" He asked his face held great concern, afraid of hearing the truth.

"Of course not Edward! I love you! Jake just thought if he told you we had been together, it would make you jealous which would make you realize how much you want me." I said.

Edward sighed.

"Wow that wolf was right for once."

"Yeah I didn't think it would, I didn't want him to say that to you." I said/

"Well I'm glad you stayed the night." Edward said.

"Why?" I asked.

"Well let's just say knowing you could be with someone else made me realize that I could lose you at any moment and if I have to try and learn how to control myself around you, than I will do that. I love you so much Bella and I want to make you happy. So I think from now on, I will promise to try as long as you stop flirting with that mutt?" Edward stated.

"Deal!" I said as I kissed Edward on the lips.

Edward's POV

Although I hated being a vampire I loved the nighttime. It was the only time where everything was silent and I had time to sit and reflect with only my thoughts. Although I never slept, my room was still my sanctuary. It was filled with my favourite books and music. Before I met Bella there was never a bed in my room, but now I sat on a king's sized bed with huge pillows and matching blankets. My stereo had Claire De Lune on repeat and all I could do was stare out the window thinking of Bella. Talking to Alice really helped me understand what I needed to do but I wish I could go to La Push and take Bella away from that awful mutt. My heart sunk like a weight knowing she was over there and not with me. I tried not to imagine what they were doing but vampires do have crazy imaginations and it the images which were crossing my mind were making me sick. As much as I wanted to go over and get her myself I didn't want to create a war between us and the wolves. So first thing in the morning I would wait by the division line for Bella. So for six hours I looked out my window hoping I had not lost Bella forever, because if I did, I would be lost forever too. I hoped they were not doing anything because if Jake slept with my girl, I didn't know what I would do. I realized in order to keep her, I had to try and be close with Bella but first I had to make her see that I did in fact want her.

By the time the hands on the clock read 6 o'clock I was already in my Volvo waiting for Bella's truck to emerge from La Push.

Finally the old red truck appeared and I could see Bella with that awful mutt.

"Wow leech, let me just say I don't know how you control yourself around Bella because wow we had a great night-" Jake started to say but I couldn't let him talk. I did not want to know what happened between them.

"I WANT YOU TO LEAVE JAKE AND NEVER EVER TOUCH HER AGAIN. SHE IS MINE AND IF I SEE YOU WITH HER AGAIN, YOUR LIFE WILL BE ENDED." I yelled. I had never felt so angry in my life. I did not want to see him or be around him. That awful mutt had to leave.

"By Bella, thanks for last night." Jake said as he kissed her cheek and flew out of her truck as I growled. No one was going to touch my Bella but me and it was about time she knew that.

So I jumped into her truck.

"Edward, I'm sorry, it is not what you think..." But I didn't want to hear her talk about that mutt, I just wanted her. I just wanted to show her I loved her and wanted her. So I kissed her on her sweet lips.

Her taste and scent greeted me as though they were both blood. My body lusted for her sweet body.

"Mmmmm," I heard her moan as she grabbed my hair which turned me on even more. I could feel the pressure start to rise in my body as my manhood started to rise.

Then I kissed moved down her cheek bone and down her neck. Every inch of her body smelt so good. I wanted more. So I tore open her shirt, which exposed her perky perfect breasts. Oh how she was beautiful. I started to rub her breasts as I circled her nipples making them pointy and hard. Then I kissed them, sucking them hard as I bit softly on her right nipple allowing a scream to escape from her wet lips. I could smell her desire as the scent wrapped itself around me like a blanket. Then she started to join as she moved her hand to my manhood which was now big and hard. Her first touch sent sparks up and down my body and I knew if she continued I would not be able to control myself and I had to control, I couldn't lose it after trying only once. So I stopped. I had to. It was the only way, even though it felt amazing I didn't want to hurt her.

"I'm sorry Bella, I have to stop...I tried…I just need more time...but I know you want this..." I said almost in tears. I seemed no matter how hard I tried I would never be able to please her. My beautiful Bella.

"It is okay Edward, I understand. That was amazing. But I have been selfish I know how hard it is for you to be this close to me so thank you for trying. But I love you and I will wait for you, however long you need I will be there." She said rubbing my cold cheek.

"Selfish? Bella how could you say that? I know you want to be close with me and I will try but we have to take things slow. But can I know something? Did you really sleep with Jake?" I asked afraid of what she was going to tell me. I knew that if she slept with Jake I would have to deal with it but I would prefer not to think about it.

"Of course not Edward! I love you! Jake just thought if he told you we had been together, it would make you jealous which would make you realize how much you want me." She said.

Edward sighed. I couldn't believe that mutt was right. I also felt good to know Bella was still mine and would always be mine.

"Wow that wolf was right for once." I said.

"Yeah I didn't think it would, I didn't want him to say that to you." She said.

"Well I'm glad you stayed the night." I said because in all honesty it was my wake up call.

"Why?" She asked.

"Well let's just say knowing you could be with someone else made me realize that I could lose you at any moment and if I have to try and learn how to control myself around you, than I will do that. I love you so much Bella and I want to make you happy. So I think from now on, I will promise to try as long as you stop flirting with that mutt?" I stated.

"Deal!" she said as she kissed me on the lips.

COMING UP NEXT:

Edward stops trying so Bella has to start to play some more games in order to create a horny Edward.

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